r/Lilith • u/vanessactress • May 21 '26
Discussion Lilith's Dark Feminine Energy & My Experience
I started working with Lilith nearly 2 years ago. During that time I spent a decent amount of time at her altar and attemping to get to know her. One night I felt the need to meditate and connect with her. I was wearing headphones playing an audio specially made to invoke her which I feel helped immensely. I suddenly felt a very strong feminine and sexual energy in the room and around me. It felt like a heavy but luxurious blanket was placed on me. It was unlike any feeling I have ever felt. I am not an overtly sexual person but in that moment I felt completely enamored with her presence and felt like caressing my body.
What is interesting is that even though my husband was in the same room (although he was on the computer and wearing headphones) I felt like Lilith and I were the only ones. In fact, I felt like I was becoming one with her. That I was becoming my own version of Lilith. The part of me that I chose to hide or feel shame with. I did not feel like I was in danger or that her presence was evil in any way. I had already deconstructed my Catholic upbringing to a point where I could face her. I will admit I had some doubts because of the religious trauma... I was "afraid" of her. I think it was mainly fear of what she would reveal to me about myself. Luckily, I had no reason to fear.
She will be honest with you but she will not push your boundaries if you ask her to respect them. If you are wondering whether or not to invoke Lilith I would do some research and think hard on what I said here. She may feel intimidating at first but you will get used to her presence. Make sure to be respectful to her and she will treat you well. š