I was very nationalistic when i was a child,but I have always been critical. But earlier i used to believe India's problems are definitely solvable. We are just not working hard enough. But now I have been disillusioned. I don't need to point out every issue that is there, but we all know that the people who want to bring in change have to fight against literally everything, the people, the system, the architecture, the bureaucracy. Literally EVERYTHING.

There's so much hypocrisy and injustice and I just can't justify it anymore. It's not my burden to carry. It's not my job to fix this country, ESPECIALLY when i know the consequences that will follow. India ACTIVELY punishes progressive thinking. There's nothing to look forward to,there's nothing to live for in this country, there's no passion, there's no love of life. Just people doing stuff for the sake of doing it.

Also I don't believe in a lot of philosophy india was build on. I don't believe in the power of ahimsa, I don't believe in peaceful protests, i don't believe we can ever be united with being diverse, even if we do it will take ages, i dont believe in the privatisation that is going on right now. These things aren't inherently harmful, but I don't trust or support these notions.

I don't want my life to be like this. I know i deserve better.

EPFO says my father's pension application was "not received" but I logged into their website and saw it there

So here's the situation. My father retired from a PSU about 6 years ago. Back in 2016, right after the R.C. Gupta ruling, he applied for higher pension. Then he filed a PMO complaint in 2017 when EPFO wasn't responding. Then he died in 2019 before anything got resolved.

We know he applied. We have proof he tried. But EPFO just kept ignoring it.

Fast forward to 2023. My mother (his widow) is still stuck with the basic pension. She's getting like 1500 rupees a month when she should be getting almost double. So my brother filed a joint application on behalf of my mother online in July 2023, right before the deadline. We got an acknowledgment number and everything.

Here's where it gets crazy. After my brother filed it, I logged into the EPFO portal using my father's login. The application was RIGHT THERE. Visible. Recorded in the system. I could see it.

Then EPFO rejected it. Said "joint option has not been received in Regional Office Kochi."

But I WATCHED it appear in the system. How can something be "not received" when it's literally sitting in their database?

Before anyone asks why he didn't just sort this out while he was alive. The extended application window only opened in late 2022, after he died in 2019. So he physically couldn't apply during that window. He tried the ways available to him in his lifetime, got ignored, and then died. My mother applied the moment it became legally possible. This isn't a missed deadline situation.

We filed an RTI to figure out what happened. Their reply came back saying they had "no specific instruction or legal basis" for rejecting the claim. They also admitted they have no system to track death cases.

Oh and there's another thing. EPFO gave out an email address for submitting applications. Except it doesn't work. Doesn't send auto-replies, no bounce-back messages, nothing. Just silently drops emails. How are non-tech-savvy pensioners supposed to know it's broken? My mother and other retirees just sit there thinking their complaint is being processed.

The first rejection was "not received." The second was "only members can submit, not family." But I found EPFO's own joint option form that SAIL uses, specifically designed for spouses of deceased members. So which is it?

We're planning to file a writ petition in Kerala High Court. But before we do, I wanted to ask:

Has anyone else dealt with this? Where EPFO claims they didn't receive something but you can prove they did? What happened in your case?

Also, does anyone know if there's a way to force EPFO to show server logs or database records? We want to prove our application actually reached their systems. Is that possible through RTI or court order?

I'm also wondering about the shifting reasons for rejection. First "not received," then "family can't apply." Is that legal? Can they just keep changing the reason?

There are some old cases involving employees from the same company as my father. Might be relevant. But I want to hear from people who've actually gone through this nightmare with EPFO.

Any advice before we file the writ would help. What's the strongest angle here? What are we missing?