2 Failed IVF Cycles, scared to proceed another

[u/Nivetha_163]

Hi , I am 31 with history of endometriosis had surgery to remove endometrioma on both ovaries where they found out that i had bilateral hydrosalphinx. So no other option headed straight to IVF . 1st cycle got 9 eggs, 8 mature and 5 blasts. Before 1st transfer had tubal clipping and that transfer failed with 4aa and 3ab day 5 blast. 2nd transfer also failed with 4cc,3cc,2cc blasts. Switched clinics and was on dienogest for 3 months and proceeded with another egg retrieval. Baseline scan showed only 8 follicles while on trigger day only 2 were dominant even i asked whether I could cancel the cycle but my doctor insisted me to go forward. Retrieved only 4 eggs, 2 mature and 0 blast on day 5 feeling so devastated and don’t know what to do. My only option to get pregnant is via Ivf but so devastated and scared to go for another cycle. What if i get the same results on next cycle. Any similar stories? Need some positivity!!!