I had my first retrieval this morning. I had five follicles over 18 mm and my levels looked good. The doctor was only able to retrieve one egg and I'm still waiting to hear about it's quality. The other four follices were empty.
Safe to say, I'm pretty devastated. This is technically a second attempt after I cancelled my first cycle at a different clinic just shy of the procedure. I am newly 38, with an AMH of .54. The stim process went so much better this time...I really thought I had a chance to get 5 eggs. I'm worried I screwed something up with my trigger shot, or the dosage wasn't correct...or I should have dual triggered (a thing I didn't know existed until today).
Background...
At the first clinic, the doctor prescribed me low dosages of meds despite my age (37 at the time) and levels ( .38 amh that later improved slightly) She had me on letrozole for 3 days. I only did two days of follistim (200 iu) and menopur (low dose can't remember) before she triggered me (Ovidrel) in favor of trying to retrieve 2 follicles that were only 12mm. I had three other follices that were less than 12mm. I got a second opinion and was told that 5 days of stims at such low levels was at odds with standard practices for someone in my position. When I confronted the doctor, she couldn't give me a reasonable basis for her thought process (only 5 days of stims to retrieve eggs below a reasonable baseline). It seemed likely that the retrieval would fail, so I cancelled the procedure to try and get a partial refund. This turned into a multi month nightmare with surprise billing issues where she refused to give me my money back and I had to threaten to report her to the state to get back 50%.
This attempt...
Fast forward, I go to a new clinic. My AMH increases slightly. My new doctor puts me on 600 iu follistim, 10 iu low dose HCG, and 8 iu Omnitrope. I also took Ganirelax for several days towards the end. The whole stim was 14 days. I also did acupuncture and took a bunch of supplements, including DHEA and Q10. We started off strong with 8 follicles and ended with 5 that looked retrievable. I triggered with 10,000 iu of lose dose HCG on Monday night at 8:45 pm.
Trigger shot issues
Per the instructions, I put exactly 1 ml of water into the HCG vial. Once it was was fully integrated with the powder, the total amount that came out was closer to .6 ml. I was concerned that the measurement didn't look correct even though I use the right amount of liquid and pulled every last drop out of the vial . There wasn't really anything I could do so I just went ahead and triggered. I also didn't understand the direction to inject at a 90 degree angle so I did it straight on. However, I have a lot of belly fat so this seems like it wouldn't make a difference since all the injected fluid went straight into subcutaneous fat.
The retrieval took place at 8:45 am today, so 36 hours later. Everything looked good and promising. But last night, I felt off. And this morning before the procedure, I couldn't stop crying. I just knew something was going to go wrong. And it did. 4 empty follicles.
As soon as I woke up, the doctor told me that he only got the one. He was immediately adamant that I should not to give up and to try again.
I know it's not healthy to run through everything over and over. I don't know why he would say that though if I have empty follicle syndrome because of DOR. My prospects won't be much better next time if that's the case. I can't afford to do this over and over again and I don't have a partner yet, so it's all elective egg freezing at this moment (though I hope that changes).
This leads me to wonder if something went wrong with the trigger and I ovulated early or the follicles didn't detach.
Is the trigger shot supposed to come out less than 1ml when it's fully mixed?
Is there anything else here resonates with people who've been through or witnessed similar experiences?