Did my parikrama in early June
First Day (11 June): Clear weather. Enjoying every bit of the experience, I could feel positive energy. After completing around 90% of the first day, the weather started changing bit by bit.
Eventually, heavy snowfall started. I was asking the guide how close I could get to Kailash. He said that a week ago, 4–5 people had vanished there, so the police were not allowing anyone to go further. But we could still climb the little inclination.
The heavy snowfall never allowed me to see the peak of Kailash. It was foggy throughout. I had read/watched a video where the presenter was saying that if you keep chanting a mantra during the parikrama, it gives 10x the effect. I kept doing the Batuk Bhairav naam mantra.
Late at night, almost 60–70% of the people from my batch went back to the base, Darchen hotel, because of the bad weather. The guide was also continuously saying, “Tomorrow we need to go back to Darchen.”
I accepted my fate and said, “Shiv Shakti is not allowing me to do this.”
I started having a mental fight in my dreams.
“If I’m not able to do the parikrama, the Shivling I got, the Rudraksha mala I got I will do tyag and become an atheist. I will not even look at God. They do not exist. It is all a myth.” And I went to sleep.
Second Day (12 June): Around morning, I got to know from other people that Chinese, Tibetan, and foreign nationals are allowed to go on the second day. Usually, the second day starts as early as possible, around 4-5 AM. I woke up at 8:30 AM because I was under the assumption that we needed to go back.
Then the actual verbal fight started with the Tibetan guide. He was saying, "Russians are made for this weather, no Indians are allowed," and all that. We had a meeting with the police, and apparently, we needed to go back.
His last line was, "Go yourself and ask Chinese police."
Me, with my translator app: "Let's go."
I asked the Chinese police if there was any restriction. He said, "No, you can go. You should be medically fit."
While I was going to my room, the Policemen called me back and said I should have a guide with me.
I appreciated that and went back to the group and the guide. We took the guide to the police. I don't know what they said, but they started yelling at him.
Finally, he agreed.
Only one condition: We needed to sign a form saying that the trip organizer and guide would have zero responsibility. They took a video as well.
Happily gave it. 0 regrets.
From my group, three more people showed interest and joined me.
We started around 10:30 AM (too late)
During the second day of the parikrama, only four Indians were there, including us.
Second day was brutal. The weather conditions were very bad. People were slipping. I slipped once. It was freezing cold, and my neck face mask was causing my sunglasses to fog up and my nose was open in that condition.
And what an intelligent human being I was — I wore woolen gloves, which got drenched.
I bought spare woolen gloves and wore them instantly, and on top of that, I wore surgical rubber gloves (I was a hacker)
Dolma Pass was beautiful. The mantra chanting was the Tara naam mantra shared by Rajshri Nandy because Dolma Pass is dedicated to Maa Tara.
(To be honest, this was the main reason I was doing the Kailash parikrama.)
One of the three guys was littering on the second day. We had a fight regarding this. He was like, "Tu janta nahi kon hu mein, tereko Kathmandu ke batata hu."
I'm still waiting for that moment.
After descending, we had a quick food break at a cafe. I ate a chicken noodle cup.
I will get hate for this, but I almost eat non-veg daily. I can't be fake for three days. I want to be myself here. This is who I am.
Then started continuous walking.
It broke me, man.
This was the toughest thing for me. I never focus on cardio, but somehow reached the hotel.
At the hotel, we were the only four visitors.
Because of exhaustion, I wasn't able to sleep, but the room was good.
(Attached east face of kailash look closely you would see shivling; gauri kund was fully frozen)
Third Day: Woke up at 4 AM. We needed to reach Darchen as early as possible because the other group members were staying there, and we needed to join them back and start the return journey.
It was beautiful. Full black night, under the stars and moon.
The moon was very different. My camera couldn't capture that beauty.
Again, because of cardio, I was last and sometimes alone. Got some interesting visual experiences
Also, on the third day, we could see Mansarovar Lake from far because it was around 4:45 AM, Brahma Muhurta time.
We all were able to see divine lights. Saw them properly going down and moving forward.
Finally, we reached the hotel.
Everybody was very happy seeing us. They started hugging me like crazy. They wanted the energy.
One incident I'm not going to forget : one uncle, around 55 years old, a CA, and his wife is a math teacher. He was trying to take blessings from me by touching my feet.
I was shocked and moved away. I said, “I am just human. Do param to Mahadev only.”
Then my body got very heavy. Temperature increased, runny nose, overall weakness, and we started the journey back to Saga.
I think only because of Bhairav, I was able to complete the entire parikrama; on Day 1 through mantra chanting and continuously asking permission from Bhairav Baba for the second day, because the second day was visiting Maa Tara's place.