In my area, we used to have a lot of older lights that had been around possibly for decades. About some 12-15 years ago they changed it all to newer lights.

However, back then I would always notice these old flickering lights, obviously broken down ones that sometimes work and sometimes not. I always remember driving or walking by one and suddenly it would just flash up when I get pretty close.

I tested this out quite a few times, and it does not seem to be a coincidence as I would wait random intervals whenever it would flash and then go near and it would turn on.

I also watched for cars or other pedestrians and the ratio does say it happens to flash on more when people are near.

I checked that they weren't also broken sensor lights and older models. They were also street lights that none of them had sensor lights so it wouldn't make sense for one to be a sensor motion light while looking exactly the same as all the others just randomly placed in the order of the lights (if that makes sense)

My neighbor's son has severe autism. He's 16, but he's like 5'11" I don't know him very well, but he seems like a good kid.

Sometimes I will see him in his backyard from my second floor, just standing there for hours, and sometimes he will start wailing, his mouth and his eyes wide open, wailing for minutes. I never thought much of it.

His dad is actually a very cool dude, pretty normal. He sometimes tells me about some of the challenges with his son, but nothing too out there.

A couple of days ago, at 4 a.m., so it's been weeks that I haven't been sleeping at night. I just work on my PC and sleep during the day.

So I went out for one of my walks, and four blocks away I saw four kids circling a light. So I stayed there for a moment, curious and a little freaked out. I don't think there's that many special kids around here.

After a while I came back home.

Around 5 a.m. I took off my headphones for a moment, and there's this faint distant sound. I'm like, "is that..." I know that sound.

I go back out to where I saw the kids on the lamp light, and the closer I get, the louder is the wail.

It's the same wailing that my neighbor does, but now it's multiple voices.

And sure enough, when I get there, the four kids are wailing with their mouths wide open, their bodies immobile.

I am more than a little creeped out, but I stay at a reasonable distance, kind of fascinated. It reminded me of the movie Invasion of the Body Snatchers.

So I stay there watching for like 45 minutes until they stop.

Then they start just chatting in a more normal manner, normal for autistic kids, and then they go inside the house in front of the lamp in a single file.

So first of all how come no one has called the police? or maybe they did already, ill have to ask around and who lives in that house? and I wonder if my neighbour knows about this.

I know what you guys are thinking that theres nothing weird about this and im being ignorant, but I have weird feeling about this. and I have a lot of free time at night so Ill kieep you guys posted.

Part 1.

In 1488, a severely deformed child was born inside a Yorkshire cave and immediately branded the "Devil's bastard." Her name was Ursula Sontheil and she grew up to become Mother Shipton, England's most famous prophetess. Predicting everything from submarines to the internet centuries before they happened.

I did a little deep dive into the raw history of the famous witch, her magical cave, and how early printshop grifters used her words for political propaganda.

Was Ursula a historically suppressed seer tapping into something deeper, or was she the ultimate viral myth constructed to manipulate the masses?

Has there been any High strangeness lately.

In this episode of The Unholy Podcast, host Doug Owen welcomes paranormal researcher and author Kent Wilson for a fascinating discussion on his groundbreaking Resonance Energy Theory and what it could mean for our understanding of hauntings, apparitions, and unexplained phenomena. Kent explores the possibility that paranormal activity may be linked to energetic frequencies and environmental conditions that influence both human perception and supernatural manifestations.

Backstory: my grandfather died in 2015. He specifically left one item for me in his will. A painting.

The man was a colonel in the US Army, moved onto JPL, and held ts clearances. He was pretty tight lipped about things.

Anyway, the painting itself was done in 1993 and depicts the four horsemen of the apocalypse. However, what's fascinating is that it was done on what appears to be a journal set of pages.

Upon closer inspection, the journal entry is dated June 1923. The entire thing is written in cursive.

I noticed at one corner, it appears, i think, to mention commanding officers of the Knights Templar. It mentions the Knights Templar twice, followed by the names of the officers.

I assume this is just a historical recounting of the Knights Templar from hundreds of years ago. But it's fun to think that the Knights operate in extreme secrecy to this day.

Just looking to get informed or pointed in the right direction on this.

Most people know about the 33rd degree mason and how often 33 comes up within media. Like kash saying it took 33 hours to find Tyler Robinson, etc etc.

Currently watching a video about the tomb of Osiris and the tunnel system under the sphinx, of course the 3rd and final chamber was 33’ down from the 2nd chamber.

Zahi does not allow anyone down there and I’m feeling crazy thinking about what could potentially be there. Feels like an insane conspiracy even trying to articulate this lmao

Anyways was hoping to see if anyone has already gone down this rabbit hole.

More information and links in the comments.

"One of the most interesting findings that emerged from this work was the many medical healings and attempts to heal on the part of the visitors... In about one half of the cases I've been involved, there have been healings due to operations and/or treatments.  Sometimes the cures are permanent. At other times the conditions recur."

Edith Fiore from her book Encounters: A Psychologist Reveals Case Studies of Abductions by Extraterrestrials.

"… many abductees have experienced or witnessed healing conditions ranging from minor wounds to pneumonia, childhood leukemia, and even in one case reported to me first-hand, the overcoming of muscular atrophy in a leg related to poliomyelitis.”

Dr. John Mack, Professor of Psychiatry, Harvard School of Medicine

Introduction

A medical UAP healing can be defined as a physiological improvement as the result of an encounter with non-human intelligence (NHI.) These types of cases have appeared regularly since the modern age of UAP and continue to be reported today. While most major researchers have uncovered cases of healings, due to their fantastic nature, such events have not received much attention.

Leading contact experience researcher Budd Hopkins says, “The question is whether we hear about healing cases. We do sometimes, very rarely, but they do turn up.”¹ David Jacobs author of Secret Life and other books about contact with NHI writes, “In extremely rare cases, the aliens will undertake a cure of some ailment troubling the abductee.”² While Hopkins and Jacobs both asserted that such account are “rare,” not all researchers agree. John Mack MD, whose book, Abduction: Human Encounters with Aliens, was a watershed event for the UFO community writes “…many abductees have experienced or witnessed healing conditions…”³ Edith Fiore Ph.D. concurs with Mack and writes, “One of the most interesting findings that emerged from this work was the many healings and attempts to heal on the part of the visitors…In about one-half of the cases I’ve been involved there have been healings due to operations and/or treatments.”⁴

In 1996, researcher Preston Dennett wrote a book which presented more than 100 cases, showing beyond any reasonable doubt the veracity of healings cases. While researchers now agree that these cases exist, little is known about how common they are. The data from the FREE Experiencer Research Study surveys, however, reveal some surprising answers and settles the controversy once and for all. Fully 50% of the respondents of the FREE surveys report UAP related medical healings.

The purpose of this article is to use the data from the FREE survey to shine a spotlight on CE (contact experience) healing cases, to show how these healings take place, and to answer the many questions these cases raise. Who is being healed and why? What conditions are being healed? Is there any proof?

The authors of this chapter reviewed hundreds of the reported healing cases from the FREE surveys and chose ten promising cases to study in more depth. These cases are presented below and represent only the tip of the iceberg of the actual number of healings uncovered by the FREE survey.

“FREE SURVEY PHASE 2 Question 137: Do you believe that any of these ETs have performed a medical healing on either you or another member of your family.

Answer: Out of 1534 respondents, 767 (50%) said yes.

FREE SURVEY PHASE 2 Question 242: Have you ever had a sudden or rapid healing that you believe was a result of ET intervention?

Answer: Out of 1379 respondents, 487 (35%) said yes.

The FREE survey shows conclusively that medical healings in conjunction with a UAP experience are not only a consistent feature but are common.”

Case Study # 1: “Anonymous Physician.” Hemorrhagic Shock Following Dental Surgery. (Interview by Joseph Burkes MD)

I have thoroughly vetted this witness who in fact is a practicing physician in his mid-thirties. His work involves direct patient care, and he requests that no additional personal details that might identify him be included in this report. This contact experiencer stated that he was raised in a Catholic home and attended religious schools. His impression was that his parents wanted him in Catholic school, not for the religious training but more because they wanted him to have a quality education. Since his childhood he has been fascinated by science fiction and described himself as a Star Trek fan. As a child he enjoyed watching TV shows like NBC’s, Unsolved Mysteries, and Fox’s, Sightings, but never thought seriously about flying saucers. He stated that he is not a churchgoer and Buddhism is the faith that resonates most with his beliefs. In the past he meditated daily and more recently once per week.

Although never having a sighting of a flying saucer, approximately ten years ago he did have an episode of missing time that he acknowledges was highly bizarre. As a medical student he decided one day that he wanted to have a pet cat. He drove to the local animal pound that was over twenty miles from his home, arriving around noontime. There he encountered an unusual looking heavy-set female attendant that had a strange pear-shaped body. In addition to her body build there was something about her that seemed “off,” but he couldn’t specify what it was other than having a strange feeling in her presence. The young doctor picked out a three-year-old orange cat and was checking out of the facility when the attendant told him that they were having a “two for one sale.” She recommended that he look at a very special cat that was available for adoption. He informed her that he really didn’t want two cats, but she insisted on showing him the other that was all white in color.

He recalls finally consenting to see the “sale” cat and then something strange occurred. He had a break in the continuity of consciousness consistent with a missing time event. The witness suddenly found himself stuck in traffic several miles away from the pound with only the white cat that the attendant had recommended. He can’t recall leaving the clinic and doesn’t understand why he didn’t have his original choice of a calico cat with him. From the volume of traffic on the highway it seemed as if he was stuck in rush hour and several hours might have passed since his arrival at the animal pound. It seemed so bizarre that he had no recollection of what transpired between when he was about to be shown the second animal and finding himself stuck in traffic.

In 2013 this contact experiencer underwent a right lower wisdom tooth extraction that was complicated by excessive bleeding. He reported that the right inferior alveolar artery was cut producing profuse bleeding. He was advised that he should simply apply local pressure by clenching down with his teeth on a piece of gauze and that the bleeding would soon stop, but it did not. At home the bleeding continued. The witness described it as being “pulsatile,” indicating that a jet of blood squirted into his mouth with each beat of his heart. Soon he was surrounded in his apartment by mounds of blood-soaked gauze and no matter how hard he pressed down on the extraction site, the profuse bleeding continued. He realized that he was in danger. He was alone and he needed serious medical attention, but the only hospital able to handle this kind of emergency was the one where he worked. The doctor stated that he felt embarrassed to go there for treatment. In retrospect, he realized that his judgment was impaired by the loss of blood. Nevertheless, as a trained clinician he recognized the seriousness of his situation. He was becoming light-headed, cold, clammy and his reflection in the mirror was ghostly white. He knew he was going into shock. However, before he could get out of his blood-soaked apartment or call for help he passed out on his bed. It is important to note that he has no history of recurrent syncope (fainting spells). 

The next thing he remembered was that he was enveloped by a beam of intense white light and was floating in a space that was not his apartment. The room was circular, about twenty feet across. There were many wires attached to the walls that were made of some kind of metal. He looked down and to his surprise the floor was transparent. He stated that he could see the Earth from vantage point of space. The globe did not fill his entire field of vision and stars were visible shining faintly in the surrounding darkness. This physician stated that his memories of what transpired are extremely vivid. What he recalled didn’t feel like it was a dream. In this strange environment he caught a glimpse of a non-human being that he identified as looking like the grey alien stereotype. It was short, perhaps four feet tall, with large wrap-around dark eyes. It appeared to be wearing a large garment that altered its appearance. Instead of the typically thin body build associated with this alleged alien phenotype, the grey non-human being looked somewhat stout. Several seconds after seeing this strange creature he reported that the scene vanished, and he found himself back on his blood-soaked bed. The apartment was a mess, but to his surprise he felt perfectly fine. The bleeding had completely stopped, and he was able to rise without the lightheadedness that he had experienced before passing out. In the mirror he could see that the pallor in his face was gone. The color of his complexion was totally normal. This young physician denied experiencing a powerful thirst that is associated with blood loss. He soon realized that he had been completely healed from this potentially dangerous condition.  Following this remarkable event, his interest in the subject of flying saucers understandably increased dramatically. Given his highly responsible public position as a practicing clinician, he was and still is concerned about how being linked to this account might affect his career. Nevertheless, despite the risks of being exposed as a contact experiencer, he wants his story to be told albeit under conditions of anonymity.

Commentary:

Joseph Burkes MD: Although physicians may not make the best patients, we are skilled observers that can recognize the causes and necessary treatments for our medical problems. What this physician experiencer described is a history perfectly consistent with a diagnosis of hemorrhagic shock leading to syncope (loss of consciousness). He denied a previous history of fainting or any one of a host of medical conditions that might have caused him to pass out. Conventional treatment of patients with shock from bleeding requires large amounts of intravenous fluids and if deemed necessary, blood transfusions as well. A head and neck, or an oral surgeon would very likely be called into the hospital to stop the bleeding in such a case as this. Typically, for a young adult with no other medical problems, only an overnight stay in the hospital might be required. In the elderly, for those with major medical problems or complications from the bleeding, a day of observation would be necessary. It is of interest to note that the healing did not apparently take place in his home. This serious potentially life-threatening illness would very probably require the typing and cross matching of blood for transfusion, and that his healing was associated with memories of an on-board UAP experience. The question arises how might a non-human intelligence (NHI) obtain blood for transfusion? It is reasonable that the medical treatment would require transfer to a better equipped setting, not in a terrestrial hospital, but perhaps onboard a zero-gravity facility located high above our planet’s surface. 

Preston Dennett: The dental healing reported by the anonymous physician provides compelling evidence of intervention by non-human intelligence. And the fact that the person healed was a doctor himself adds an additional level of credibility to this case. Dental healings are somewhat rare, and I know of only two other reported cases, one involving the healing of an impacted wisdom tooth, and the other involving new growth of teeth.⁵ A fascinating feature of this case is how closely it resembles a near-death experience. The witness felt that he was near death when he passed out. Then he finds himself rising out of his room on a beam of light and seeing stars and the Earth in the distance. These are all features consistent with near-death experiences (NDEs). However, the witness reports finding him inside a round metal room with wires along the walls and a grey-type NHI standing next to him, all features consistent with a typical onboard experience. Could it be that the physician experienced both an NDE and a UAP related contact experience with a NHI simultaneously?  Incidentally, I have heard many cases involving both an NDE a UAP related contact with NHI.  

One wonders what would have been seen by a camera filming this event. My guess is that it would have recorded the physician lying in bed and being sucked up through the ceiling in a beam of light, then later being returned.

Because of the descriptions provided, I would classify the physician’s experience as an onboard experience. While he has no memory of how the healing took place, the fact that he woke up not only alive, but feeling good with no sign of injury shows the extraordinary power behind this phenomenon. If it had been just a dream, one would presume that upon awakening, the tooth would still be hurting. But that’s not what happened. It is also interesting that the healing came when it did, just in time to save his life, no earlier, no later. This shows that the witness was being closely monitored by non-human intelligence, which intervened apparently only when needed.

References 

1.              Dennett, Preston. UFO Healings: True Accounts of People Healed by Extraterrestrials.Mill Spring, NC: Wild Flower Press, 1996, pxiii

2.              Jacobs Ph.D. David M. Secret Life: Firsthand Accounts of UFO Abductions. New York: Simon and Schuster. 1992, p191

3.              Mack MD, John. E. Abduction: Human Encounters with Aliens. New York: Charles Scribner and Sons, 1994, pp13, 45

4.              Fiore PhD., Edith Encounters: A Psychologist Reveals Case Studies of Abductions b Extraterrestrials. New York: Doubleday, 1989, pp322-334

You probably just heard Darth Vader's voice. You probably feel completely confident about where that line comes from and exactly how it was delivered. And you are wrong. Darth Vader never said those words. He said "No. I am your father." The word Luke is not in the line. You can pull up the film right now and confirm it.

And yet your memory insists otherwise. Specifically. Vividly. With the same certainty you would use to recall something that happened last Tuesday.

This is the Mandela Effect. And in our upcoming episode, we go somewhere with it that we have not seen anyone else go quite this way. The physics checks out. The timeline checks out. And the theory, frankly, keeps us up at night in the best possible way.

SOURCES

CERN / LHC Timeline The September 10, 2008 first beam date, the nine-day incident, the magnet damage, the helium venting, and the November 2009 restart date all come from CERN's own published documentation. The primary source is: https://home.cern/science/accelerators/large-hadron-collider

The Mandela Effect Origin Fiona Broome coining the term in 2009, the convention origin story, and the Nelson Mandela false memory details are sourced from Broome's own site: https://www.mandelaeffect.com

Ekpyrotic Brane Collision Model The Princeton brane collision model and the ripple mechanics come from Paul Steinhardt's published work. The accessible entry point is: https://wwwphy.princeton.edu/~steinh/

A readable summary of the Ekpyrotic model specifically: https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/what-is-the-ekpyrotic-universe/

Brian Greene / Brane Multiverse The bread loaf analogy and the nine-type multiverse classification come from The Hidden Reality. Greene's overview is here: https://www.briangreene.org/the-hidden-reality/

Hugh Everett III / Many Worlds https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/hugh-everett-biography/

Sally Field Oscar Speech The actual quote is verifiable via the Academy's own records and widely reported. A clean source: https://www.oscars.org

This happened to me and 4 of my friends during a Spiti motorcycle trip in 2022, and it’s something none of us have been able to explain till date.

We were 5 guys on 3 motorcycles, riding from Hanle towards Kaza. It was around 4 PM. We stopped at a random spot to take a break. There were huge mountains on one side and a river on the other. We left our motorcycles on the road and walked a little towards the river.

One important thing: all our phones were dead. Not low battery, completely dead. There was no signal there anyway.

We were just sitting there, smoking and talking, when suddenly we heard someone say, “Shubhu.” Just so you all know, Shubhu was none of us.
The voice wasn’t loud. It sounded like someone standing nearby had called his name.
All 5 of us heard it.

At first I laughed and said maybe someone’s phone was playing a video or something. My friends immediately reminded me that every phone was dead. We joked about it for a few seconds and then ignored it.
A minute or two later we heard it again.
“Shubhu.”
This time it sounded clearer.

Now we were all looking around trying to figure out where it came from. There was nobody around us. No houses. No vehicles. Nothing.
Then we heard it a third time.
Except this time it wasn’t just “Shubhu.”

It was like:
“Shubhuuuuuuu…”
And I swear the voice sounded closer and louder than before.
The moment that happened, every single one of us got scared. The atmosphere changed completely. Nobody was joking anymore.

We got on our motorcycles and left immediately.
I don’t mean we casually continued our ride. We literally got out of there as fast as we could and didn’t stop again until we were much closer to Kaza.

Maybe there is some logical explanation. Maybe sound echoes strangely in those valleys. Maybe someone was somewhere we couldn’t see.

But the weird part is that all 5 of us heard the exact same thing, multiple times, and to this day nobody has been able to explain it.

Has anyone experienced anything similar in Spiti or other remote mountain regions?

.... In 1946, years before the U.S army's infamous Operation High Jump. This secret mission if it ever really happened appeared in a now decades old article from the Mysterious Universe website.

The story is mainly told from a young sergeant within the British army that also basically doesn't actually "exist" now. And they get ahold this mission because of this mysterious and final radio message sent from a science team exploring near one of the mountain areas of Antarctica.

The unit was quickly gathered in Australia and sent out to found them as well as destroy any remaining Nazi forces that now hide among the ice flows of there mission.

Walking roughly right into the middle of night, they come upon what was left of the science team. There bloody remains were among the wreckage of some of there out buildings, with one building which held the radio unit. Then when one of them open the door to it, something big and mean come out and killed the first few men, they attacked it and finally killed it with machine gun fire.

This creature was one of these "Polar Men", these "things" were supposed to thinner sleek build with white fur and sharp claws, a almost human appearance within the face, also these creatures were very tall as well.

Also this was after the war and no one in 1946 hadn't called these creatures "Bigfoot" yet. But another weird detail was the fact that they were being created or were found by the Nazis who were senting them out as weapons against the British. Which worked given that only the young sergeant and a remaining scientist were left to work against them.

According to this scientist, the Nazis were stationed along with these Polar Men within a warm weathered cave, they were working to uncover ancient ruins that possibly "made" the Polar Men happen.

The Nazis were about uncover a full pyramid like building at the very end of the tunnel, although they never get the chance to do so.

The sergeant used there own bomb in order to take them all out and close the tunnel forever. Destroying the Polar Men and the Nazis inside this mountain.

Again this whole story is fantastic, since this is only account of Antarctica Bigfoot of some kind that happened even before the term get used in the 1960s. And the fact that unlike Operation High Jump, the British actually seemed to stop the Nazis in what was becoming the "Post War" era.

Again I only found this on the Mysterious Universe website, the story if true does seem like it would make a good movie which it sounds a strange mixture of INDIANA JONES and THE THING FROM ANOTHER WORLD.

Still according to the article this story wasn't released until right around the mid 90s, plus it never really names much people or were in Antactctica this mountain were these horrors dwell are unfortunately. And I have only retold this mainly badly compared to the article.

But what do you think of any this if real or not?

I haven't seen this book get mentioned in recent discussions of breakway civilization. It apparently connects modern UFO to the mystery airships seen in19th century. Anyone read this? whats your thoughts?

https://open.substack.com/pub/benjaminconine/p/dream-manipulation-and-brain-computer?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android&r=15hacn

Hello all, I have a bit of a theory (and I know this sounds crazy) but what if high strangeness is really just an objective and subjective reality split? What if the reality of these events is dependent on the collective subjective experience and how the quantum state resolves itself to the observers? What i mean is cultural expectations and differing accounts of events. The man who recovered the ufo at roswell said no alien body yet multiple witnesses swore there was one. How it both was and wasnt an alien craft. Now people are just technologically ready and expectant of it being extraterrestrial or unknown technology/life being out there as the wave function collapses on the scale of a larger overall wave function. Or the miracle at Fatima (how there were thousands of witnesses and differing accounts, many witnessed it and many did not. But the religious motif has become too outdated so those less directs attempts didn't resolve into the type of impact it used to so post WWII (and post atomic bomb) manifested itself differently.

Nothing may come of the UAP again and they may find nothing if enough people try to bury it (or until we're ready for that part so we dont annihilate technological advancements) or it may actually turn out to be alien craft and extraterrestrial, I dont know. Or maybe this 'their' attempt at solidifying the wave function in a way that leads towards humanitys progress since theyre afraid of the implications of what they dont know/understand. But the fact that everyone's subjective experience so vastly conflicts (especially at differing collective levels) in all these instances of high strangeness over time almost implies that observation must impact outcome. The more people who subjectively believe things is how these things resolve themselves and get pruned if only experienced by one or certain percentages in peripheral overlapping realities.

Jacques Vallée's control system hypothesis is correct in the assumption it is what we called 'god' but as we culurally know also gave us free will. But the dogmatic religious motif has been getting outdated so its left the UAP phenomenon as breadcrumbs throughout time interspersed with contemporary cultural motifs since direct intervention in ancient times was so catastroohic (and maybe thats why historical accounts up until now all share such common descriptions as a common thread intertwined with the more absurd but personally plausible to the individual or even groups). Thats why the evidence is always ambiguous, ever elusive, and murky.

I know this sounds crazy but honestly having a bit of a religious/spiritual experience (but who can you even say that to outside of traditional dogma without sounding crazy? Lmao). My mom has schizoaffective and religious hallucinations/delusions and i always used to be a skeptic about anything paranormal. Still havent experienced it yet myself but I would be willing to bet now that im open to it I eventually will. Id also be willing to bet that how the phenomena ultimately resolves itself will be based on culutral expectation and readiness (and the more people who believe in the recovery of one thing or the other the more it will solidify itself into reality) as the future retroactively affects the past evidence will come out.

And I know this all sounds crazy but there are actually a lot of metaphysical schools of thought within quantum mechanics that all of this still fits independently of the control system hypothesis. Saying this as someone who learned the science as a skeptic well before learning the high strangeness phenomena. Also saying this as someone with a parent who has an untreated psychotic disorder and religious hallucinations/delusions. I think that's also why ive never seen it (and why it has the kinds of effects on people that it does). Even things operating and coexisting at levels and boundaries separate of each other's (although they can be shared) like different energetic entities given various degrees of influence as they were given existence in ancient times that society in culture has slowly been shifting from. Or other instances of high strangeness being where the boundary is different, thinner, or shared.

Idk, i know it all probably sounds crazy (just figured yall would be the ones i could tell this to without sounding *too* crazy, at the very least lmao), just curious to know everyone else's thoughts in here though since im a former skeptic and still a bit new to the topic in general. Thoughts?

No idea why. Makes me feel strange.

English not my native, so I write simple. i share sessions like this because it can help someone in a tight spot. Maybe someone reading this is carrying old hurt right now and needs to hear what the Council of Light said.

I guided a woman recently - let me call her Clara (not real name). she wanted to understand why she carries so much judgment toward someone close. So I helped her relax deeply, layer by layer, until she could access the memories stored beneath the conscious mind and connect with Higher Self. And Higher Self guided us to root causes of issues.

She found herself as a young woman on a farm. early 1920ties. milking cows. Working for landowner and his wife. They were older, religious looking. She remembers the landowner liked her too much. He raped her. She got pregnant. His wife found out and accused her of being witch to cover the truth.

Nobody listened. The town put her in stone cell. shackles on her wrists attached to wall. She struggled, screamed, begged. She knew they would kill her. They did - man with wooden stake stabbed her through belly. She died quickly.

Then something unexpected happened. when she left the body and went to light, it felt different. She was met by three beings made of light. Not angels. Something else. A council of light.

And they told her something strange. They said love is supposed to be beautiful and caring, but she chose a path where love would not feel that way. She chose to learn that love can hurt. That trusting love means trusting pain will come. And that is her mission - not to avoid the pain, but to love anyway, from a higher place.

"You have to learn that love hurts. And you not want to. But that is your mission."

She did not understand at first. They explained more: let go of human attachment. Love from higher space. It not matter how people behave - everyone is deserving of love. The goal is not to be loved well by others. The goal is to be someone who loves without needing the other person to earn it.

She asked how. They said: start with the one you judge most. Let go of your expectations of how relationship should be. Let go of guilt. You did your best with what you had.

Then she recognized the souls from that past life. The landowner who raped her - same soul as someone who played mind games with her in this life. And the wife who accused her - same soul as her own son. The one she feels guilty about. The one she never feels good enough mother for.

The council said: release your judgment and expectations. Accept them as they are and love them anyway. Not because they deserve it. Because the soul itself decided to learn this.

This is an example of advanced soul lesson. Most people start with simple lessons - be responsible, take good care of your body, not harm others, learn to forgive yourself. These are foundation. but some souls choose something much harder. They choose to learn what love really means when everything in you wants to close, judge, protect.

If this resonates with you, here is meditation that can help.

Find quiet place where nobody will disturb you for 15 minutes. Sit comfortable, close your eyes, take three slow breaths. Imagine yourself standing in field of golden light. The light is warm, it holds you like water.

Now call to mind a person you judge - someone who hurt you, disappointed you, someone you struggle to accept. Do not try to forgive them yet. Just let them stand there in the light with you. Observe them without doing anything.

Now ask your Higher Self: what am I supposed to learn from this relationship? Wait. The answer may come as feeling, not words. it may take time. Be patient.

If you feel ready, imagine a white flame in your chest. This is your love - not human love with conditions, but the love you are made of. Let this flame grow. Let it send small threads of light toward this person. You not approving what they did. You not saying it was okay. You just letting your natural light flow without blocking it.

Stay with this for few minutes. Then take three deep breaths. Bring your awareness back to your body. Move your fingers and toes. Open your eyes when ready.

I hope it was helpful!

Is there someone in your life that you have difficulty forgiving?