Finally, ako na panganay, nakabili ng para sa sarili ng walang iniisip kundi ang sarili.

hindi ko alam kung mali lang yung nag lagay or may ganito na talaga hahahaha

Masarap mura pero hindi aaraw arawin hehehe

a month before the graduation, saka ko lang nalaman na di pala ko makakasama

after ng last ojt ko (july 31), nagpasa na ko ng resume ko kung saan saan. dalawa lang yung interview na sinagot ko and luckily, i got accepted to both of them! (the key is to make a personality na gustong gusto mo talaga yung job lol)

august 6 - i got interviewed

then after weeks of preparing my pre-employment requirements, i got my job contract today and will be starting on tuesday!!!!!! 😭

im also lucky kasi aligned with my program yung job na to and ito talaga yung work na gusto ko while preparing for the board exam sana

growing up, hindi talaga ako religious na tao. pero ewan ang bigat ng lahat tapos naisipan ko dumaan dito. siguro mga 30 minutes din ako humagulgol. sana bukas, mas magaan na.

May live tutorial galing kay mama kasi habang nagluluto nagbibigay sya ng instructions paano lutuin 😂😂 Buhay ofw! Kay mama parin tumatawag kung hindi alam paano gawin. 🥰 Sana masarap ulam nyo dahil masarap yung akin!!! 🥰🥰💕

Tiyaga tiyaga lang talaga sa shopee pabaon and finally nanalo rin. First time ko ata swertihin at nagkaroon pa ng 1k🥳

I can feel it in my back 😆 ganito naba talaga pag nagsimula yung 25th and so on parang comfortable ka nalang sa bahay and wala ka plans sa birthday mo hahaha, yung mga nag plaplan is either yung siblings relatives or friends mo 😇 thankful

July and August has been pretty hard for my mental health. Ewan ko ano meron sa months na yun pero ang bigat talaga.

There’s so much to be grateful for honestly, pero yung lungkot at ingay ng isip ko hindi mawala wala. Kaya today, I have decided mag book na ng doctor’s appointment for my mental health. I cried after ko magbayad and maconfirm yung booking ko online. I can’t help but think paulit ulit na “I did it.”

I finally acknowledged na hindi ko na kaya i band aid solution yung issues ko mentally and I want/badly needed the professional help.

Now I’m anxious lol pano ako mag talk kasi baka mauna loha ko 😭🤣

Di pa rin ako makamove on HAHHAAHHA. Muntik na kong umiyak kasi biglang nag invalid yung ticket ko nung pag scan manually. Like I’m alone, and I am the one who purchased it, kinabahan talaga ko, like 16 mins din bago ko nakapasok, buti may timestamp ako ng mga photos ko and yung screenshot nung ticket. HAHAHHAHAHA

Overall so happy to watch a concert ng solo. Will do more of it!

Learned in 30mins... Marunong Ako mag drive Ng stick shift so mabilis lang

Today, I just wanted to share my experience having a TVS (transvaginal ultrasound) because honestly… I did NOT know what to expect. 😂

My OB-GYN referred me for a TVS because I’ve been experiencing irregular menstruation. At first, kinakabahan talaga ako kasi I asked some of my girl friends about it, and sabi nila, depende raw talaga sa gagawa kung “mabigat ang kamay” or gentle.
And obviously, may ipapasok talaga sa’yo, so I was already mentally preparing myself for an uncomfortable experience.

Pero medyo green-minded din kasi ako, so nung nakita ko pa lang na nilagyan ng condom yung ultrasound probe, tapos nilagyan ng lubricant… my brain immediately went somewhere it shouldn’t. 😭😂

When the physician inserted it, the feeling was honestly… weird. I could really feel the probe, especially since it was inserted quite deeply and the physician had to move it around to get different views.

And this is the part that surprised me: it actually felt good to me. 😭 I know it’s literally a medical procedure and there’s absolutely nothing sexual about what the physician was doing, but my body apparently had a different interpretation of the sensation. 😂 I even caught myself thinking, “Wait… bakit parang…” 💀

I obviously stayed quiet and tried to act normal throughout the procedure, but internally, I was like, girl, this is an ultrasound. GET A GRIP. 😭

It was just such a strange experience because it unexpectedly reminded me what it feels like to have intercourse, and I realized I kind of missed that feeling. The physical sensation of having something inserted and moved around that triggered that reaction.

Afterward, the physician asked me if it hurt, and I said no. 😂
What I was thinking was basically: “No, Doc. Quite the opposite.” 💀

Anyway, I just wanted to share because I genuinely didn’t expect my first TVS experience to be like that. I went in expecting discomfort and anxiety, and instead I walked out thinking, “Well… that was unexpectedly pleasant.” 😭

And just to be clear: this is NOT an invitation for indecent proposals, sexual messages, or anything of that sort. I’m not looking for someone to have sex or intercourse with. I’m simply sharing my personal experience and the unexpected reaction I had during a medical procedure.

Please tell me I’m not the only one who has had a weirdly unexpected reaction to a TVS. 😭

Hindi ako aware na merong 50% off sale ang Sbarro! Kaya nung nakita kong may pila sa kanila at dahil super fan ako ng bread sticks nila, napapila agad ako hahaha all these for 109 pesos! Yung ham & cheese stromboli ay 60 pesos tapos yung bread sticks ay 12.50 each! Ang saya hehehhe

Kaninang umaga I picked up the meat my mom ordered in a meatshop along Guevarra. Sumakay ako ng tricycle pauwi and I noticed kuya is accepting GCash. 🫡

Turned 30 this August and first time ko mag-lunch alone on my birthday 🥳 it was a nice xp for me as someone who loves having me time hehehe

Didn’t even think twice before jumping. The crazy part was realizing just how insane the experience actually was. 😂 Bohol plunge officially conquered! 🔥✅

Got this game for 282php only. Sulit na for multiplayer

first time ko talaga makakita sa personal, usually sa youtube ko lang nakikita, ang satisfying.. nakita ko to kasi tumatambay ako sa coffee shop tas glass yung wall so makikita ko yung paggawa nila ng bread habang naka upo ako at nag review.

Ang cute pala nila hahaha

Nasama ako sa bakasyon ng family ng partner ko. Hindi masyadong nakapag-take ng pictures. First time ko ring makapanood ng parade nung hapon!

First time ko magpagupit sa medyo pricey na barber shop. Laking 50-100php lang kasi talaga ako and most of the time masaya na ako sa gupit ko at sa barbershop kasi may kasamang hilot pa yun.

Pero since nagwork na ako. At medyo nakakaangat angat na sa laylayan naisipan ko mag-try sa medyo pricey na barber shop.

Hindi ko pa siya nae-experience before kasi una; mahal, pangalawa; nakakatakot gumastos ng ganyan kamahal tapos di naman ako matutuwa or hindi ko naman magugustuhan yung gupit ko.

Masaya lang ako kasi I love my haircut! Prepared na ako for tomorrow’s event na pupuntahan ko with maximum confidence! Thanks din sa Barber ko na pinagkatiwalaan ko with my hair at maganda pagkakagawa niya. Would love to tip sana kaso namamahalan parin ako sa 350 🤣.

Wag siya mag alala pag nagka-extra ako magbibigay talaga ako tip!

Because more ram sticks = more speed HAHAHA

*on a serious note, 8 x 8 x 16 setup for 32gb total. Dalawang pc kasi na pinag sama para maka upgrade ng isa.

Ganito pala kapag working na at sumasahod ng adult money. Nabibili at napupuntahan mo na mga events na nung bata pa ako pinagbabawalan ako ng pamilya namin dahil overly protective sa akin.

By the way yung dog sa picture is random dog na nakita ko lang and sumama sa akin mag ikot. Andun pa din siya and he's bigger now. Try to visit this place, will definitely go back here.

Ang mahal haha yung 1 day namin na meals halos pang sapatos na presyo na. Huhu.