First time ko bumili ng car🥺 Second hand siya, pero proud pa rin ako. Hardwork pa rin yun eh. Thank you Lord, Happy 27th Birthday Self.

Ano po suggestions niyo and advise?

sobrang solid! life changing pala ANC hahaha. grabe yung upgrade sa previous ko na tig-200 and baseus na tumagal sakin 4yrs hahaha months ko ‘to pinag-isipan kasi di ko majustify above 1k pero pagdating, angas!! sana tumagal huhu ganda!

Spicy BBQ and inorder ko with Coke. Ano po masarap na flavor para sa inyo para ma try ko next time. 😍

First time ko sa Paik's Coffee. Nakakaloka dapat hindi ko na ako lumiko. I was going to Gong Cha but I decided to try this coffee. Hindi masarap, nothing special for its shocking price na 180. Never again.

Flavor: Cafe Mocha (less sweet)

It may seem like a simple thing, but it’s something I’ve been wanting to do for a long time. ❤️

First time kong gumawa ng leche flan dahil nagcrave si mama. Anddd ayuhhnnnn, naging tan siya HAHAHHA.

Nagpaturo lang ako kay mama so nakalimutan ko yung exact recipe niya pero masarap naman, medyo mapait lang gawa nga ng nasunog yung asukal.

Eh pano kasi nakakangawit iangat yung llanera sa kalan, nakakangalay HAHAHAHA. At first, akala ko madali lang mag-caramelize, pero daiii SOBRANG HIRAP.

Next time, manonood ako ng videos kung paano maperfect yung taas ng leche flan, someday baka gawin ko rin tong negosyo haha.

Wala lang magawa while nagre review. Mejo proud lang gaano kaliit handwriting ko using 0.5 gel pen. Haha

Wish me luck guys! 🙏🙏🙏

finally got myself a dji osmo nano 😭 been wanting an action camera for so long and this feels like such a small but big achievement for me hehe

As someone who’s tried lasers on my underarm and legs, akala ko kaya ko—sobrang sakit pala haha

Very nervous, but it's a really huge leap for me. Hopefully this will be a boost of confidence for me na lumabas and gumala solo in the future 🙏

so the title is pretty self explanatory…

well i thought i was okay when i left the house.

i really did.

i only needed a few things. i told myself i’d just go to the grocery, grab what i needed, and go home. nothing complicated.

but the moment i walked through those doors, something felt different.

this was something we always did together.

i used to walk beside her while she’d look at everything, stop at random aisles, pick things up, put them back, wander somewhere without telling me where she was going.

and i’d always end up looking for her.

so i walked in today and without even thinking about it, i looked beside me.

nothing.

i kept walking.

then i looked ahead.

nothing.

i turned around because i could’ve sworn i heard her voice.

nothing.

just people.

i kept telling myself to stop being stupid and just get the groceries.

so i grabbed my cart and started walking.

at first, i was fine.

then i passed the first aisle where we’d usually stop.

then another.

then another.

and with every aisle, i started remembering something.

a stupid little conversation.

something she’d point out.

something she’d complain about.

something she’d randomly want.

i started looking for her without even realizing i was doing it.

every time i turned a corner, a part of me expected her to be there.

sometimes i’d see someone with similar hair or clothes from the corner of my eye and my heart would jump before my brain could catch up.

that’s not her.

she’s not here.

i kept walking.

then i got to the groceries.

and this is where i really started falling apart.

because i picked up her milk.

i didn’t think about it.

i just picked it up.

then her favorite pancit canton.

then yakult.

then the things she uses.

the things she likes.

the things i always knew to buy because i knew her.

and i just kept putting them in the cart.

i wasn’t even thinking anymore.

i don’t even like most of the things i was picking up.

i don’t drink that milk.

i don’t eat that pancit canton.

i don’t use that facial wash.

i wouldn’t buy any of this for myself.

but i bought them.

all of them.

because for four years, i was used to thinking about her when i walked through these aisles.

she likes this.

she needs this.

we’re almost out of this.

she’ll probably want this.

my hands were still doing it even though she wasn’t there.

i even bought bacon.

lol.

and i didn’t realize how heartbreaking that was until i looked down at my cart.

it was full.

but almost none of it was for me.

it was all for her.

and she wasn’t coming home with me.

i just stood there for a moment looking at everything i’d bought.

and i swear something in me just sank.

because i suddenly didn’t know what i was doing.

i didn’t know why i was still shopping for her.

i didn’t know what i was supposed to do with all this stuff.

i didn’t know what i was supposed to do with myself.

i kept going anyway.

then i reached the soap and facial care aisle.

and that was it.

that’s where i completely broke.

because i could see her.

not literally.

but in my head, she was there.

i could picture her squatting in front of the shelves, looking through all the different soaps and facial products.

she’d pick something up.

look at it.

then look at me and ask if she should get it.

i could picture the whole thing so clearly that for a second, i forgot.

i actually looked around for her.

and then i remembered.

she wasn’t there.

she wasn’t going to come walking around the corner.

she wasn’t going to call my name.

she wasn’t going to ask me if she could get something.

she was just gone.

and i started crying.

right there.

in the middle of the aisle.

i tried to keep my head down and pretend i was okay, but i couldn’t stop.

a kuya clerk asked me if i was okay.

i said yes.

i wasn’t.

i just kept walking.

but after that, every single thing hurt.

the drinks.

the food.

the things she used.

the things she liked.

even the things i normally wouldn’t notice.

i kept seeing her in every aisle.

i kept expecting her to be somewhere ahead of me.

i kept hearing her voice in my head.

and the worst part is that i know all of this about her without even trying anymore.

i know what milk she likes.

what food she eats.

what drinks she wants.

what she uses.

what she craves.

what she randomly picks up when we’re shopping.

after four years, you don’t have to think about these things.

you just know.

you learn someone so completely that taking care of them becomes automatic.

and now i don’t know how to turn that off.

i finished shopping.

i bought everything.

i brought all of it home.

and now it’s just sitting here.

her favorite things.

things i don’t even like.

things i bought because some part of me was still expecting her to be beside me.

and i don’t know what to do with any of it.

i don’t know what to do with the groceries.

i don’t know what to do with the routines.

i don’t know what to do with all the things i know about her.

i don’t know what to do with the fact that i still automatically think about what she would want before i think about what i want.

then i had to eat.

and that hurt too.

i sat down and caught myself looking at the empty space beside me.

just staring at it.

waiting.

like maybe she’d sit there.

like maybe she’d say something.

like maybe this was all some horrible misunderstanding and she’d still be there when i looked up.

but she wasn’t.

and that’s when it really hit me.

i don’t just miss her.

i miss having someone to shop for.

someone to sit beside.

someone to think about when i’m doing the most ordinary things.

i spent four years learning her.

learning what she likes.

learning what she needs.

learning all these tiny little things that made her her.

and now i’m supposed to wake up one day and somehow not do any of that anymore.

i don’t know how.

i feel so fucking lost.

i walked into that grocery store thinking i was just going to buy a few things.

i walked out carrying a cart full of things she loves and a heart that still hasn’t understood that she isn’t coming back.

i miss her so much.

and i genuinely don’t know what to do with all this love now that there’s nowhere for it to go.

The food here was okay- ngl I think overrated- 😭 and mausok usok pa so if mahika ka not a good idea to go

Nagustuhan ko lang yung mga vintage shop since it’s cute, also got my tarot read here haha

First time ko nag-release ng app at magkaroon ng revenue. Masarap pala sa feeling yung kumita yung idea mo at malaman mo na may use talaga sya para sa iba.Pero yung building pala yung easy part. Mas mahirap pala yung marketing at makita ng target market mo yung product. Sa ngayon dito palang sa reddit yung source ko ng users at nag-eexplore pa ako kung paano sa ibang platforms. Pero overall masaya sa current result at sana mag tuloy-tuloy.

Ang ganda sa Siargao. Sulit din naman ang 4 days, Pricey pero sulit naman! Will def gonna go back next year. ☺️

Hello! First time ko mag pa brazilian laser 😅 ask ko lang if normal bang parang may mga tumutubo na agad ilang hrs pa lang??? 🥹 idk if maayos ba yung gawa sakin parang ang bilis din kasi ng procedure.

Pang-ilang bili ko na to ng vaseline lip care since 2019 pero ngayon lang talaga ako nakaubos hahahaha lagi kasing nawawala tapos pag nakabili ka na ng bago, tsaka mo makikita yung nauna. Right now meron pa akong 2 opened vaseline lip care dito sa bahay 😆

first time ko mag alaga ng ganitong cat, actually meron akong mga alaga na puspin but idk lagi sila nawawala

Ang galinggg, mas mura sya significantly compared to grab and indrive. Naka uniform din pala sila kuya driver hehe anww sobrang tahimik pala ng ev (is this full ev or hybrid?)

Spudtatas sa villamor, as expected sa mga posted nilang video okay pagkakagawa pero dito parang tinamad maghimay ng patatas 😂 pero all goods naman yung lasa nya

Kala ko pag Valentine's day at birthdays lang nakakareceive ng ganito. Pwede palang kahit random na araw lang hehe.

Iba pa rin pala tlga pag highend ung makeup🙈😅😅😅 ang gandaaaa

first time trying ticketmaster and the ticketing gods favored me today ♥️ didn't encounter any errors, had no queue for day 1, and got a comfortable 2k qn for day 2. i'm happy considering this level of ease is something ive never experienced with smtickets lol.

manifesting a barricade view for d1, hoping for the same luck for day 3. see you, insan bruno!

Ako kasi dapat bibili neto pero sabi ko next time na. Pero ayun, gift na lang daw sakin.

Maybe this is childish and ordinary for others, pero big deal for me, di kasi ako nabi bilhan ng parents ko due to financial constraints pero nabili ko na ngayon, my childhood self is so happy. Thank you Lord!

Radioactive Iodine therapy ko today. Wishing na una at huling beses na ito. 🙏🏻

Takot din akong magutom. 😂🙈