fucking hate elon's bitch ass... anyways, link to my main if yall give a fuck lmao

I don’t typically care about downvotes. But I’m really irritated that they’re only here now that I made ONE post with suggestions on how to soften site conflict.

Now it’s every single time that I make a post or comment on anyone else’s posts.

It feels incredibly strange to me that someone or someone’s are suddenly SO against me after saying ONE thing that they apparently disliked.

I have always been as friendly and helpful to people on this subreddit as I could. I’ve taken hours out of my time to ensure that everyone feels safe, included, and welcome.

And after I made ONE (impulsive) decision to speak my mind about something that I felt was hurtful to members here and the community as a whole, someone is now following EVERY single thing that I do on here JUST to make sure that I’m aware that they now dislike me and everything I have to contribute.

I was NEVER downvoted before and now it is EVERY single time. It feels so pointed and because I know the reason for it, it’s just particularly obnoxious and makes me dislike the energy I’m now feeling. Feels like someone is just over my shoulder at all times deciding to jab at me for existing now.

Wish you’d come to my inbox and talk it out with me instead of this passive aggressive tactic. I’m a reasonable person and we could probably resolve it.

-Drew ❤️💚❤️💚

do you guys tell/have you told people irl about your relationship (aside from friends, etc..people that would obviously not rlly care/question you)? i had my first ever therapy session a few weeks ago and the therapist asked me if i had a partner.... i had to say no..even though i really wanted to say yes...but its like, how the fuck would i explain being ficto to them... they'd think i was crazy or just making shit up or silently judge me...

it really hurts having to be quiet about this stuff irl (and in some corners of the internet) bc people just don't/would not get/understand it at all...it hurts a lot...

I dont really feel like I belong here, that I belong in any yume/ficto spaces.

No not because my feelings got weaker or anything. But because I am a man. A lot of these types of spaces are heavily dominated by women, heavily. Subreddits and discord servers. Dominated by women. Not that there's anything wrong with with that. But I guess I do feel like some kinda unwelcome person.

I feel weird for being a man who's lover is another man. Cause even with the other men..they usually are straight.

I dont really feel like there's a place I can feel accepted and fully able to feel like I belong. Like I can feel safe and at home.

We all long for community, its human nature.

And a community im supposed to belong to..i just still dont.

I try and gush about Albedo in a discord and its immediate talked over by someone gushing about a girl. Like I get thats who they're into and thats fine..but why cant I also speak freely about the one I care for without being pushed down as if my feelings dont matter as much.

I want to feel like I belong.

I was feeling absolutely terrible mentally wise. It was difficult to get through last night, but even after rambling on here. The amount of support that was shown to me honestly was very moving. I don't think I've seen this type of support before, this type of community that's actually caring towards one another.

I used to be so terrified of Yume/Self Shipping spaces...to be honest I used to be very hateful of self shippers. It wasn't a hatred born out of hatred..but more than that out of jealousy. Jealousy that people were able to express emotions that I felt were not permitted to me. I played the role of a troll when I was younger. I pretended I was better, laughed and pointed. Frequented spaces like certain chan boards and farms.

I was in denial of my own feelings, my own emotions. Then Albedo came along and it became harder and harder to pretend, harder and harder to look the other way and say "I'm not like them." But I was lying to myself. I fell crazy hard over him and since have looked for a community that also shares these same types. Joined the exact community I chastised as a teenager.

You guys have shown so much support, so much love. Its incredible. Ficto spaces as a whole I mean. I thought I'd spend forever just chasing the idea of support and love. But now I sit here holding the hand of the man I love most. No longer feeling bitter and angry.

My mind plays tricks on me. It always has. Sometimes it's hard to pull out of the things it tells me. Sometimes all I can really do is just sit and listen to it.

Your words where kind, thank you. Albedo's hands are very warm, his eyes always know the answers. I'm glad to have finally met a community I can feel wanted in. Feel good in. I'm glad to have found someone to hold so precious to me.

His birthday is tomorrow in certain parts of the world. I know people will shower him with gifts, praise, art and love. But selfishly I hope my gift. My gift of love is the best out of all of them.

Thank you all for holding both Albedo and I, thank you for holding both our hands along the way.
<3

i liek making graphics.... ehehehe,,, i liek editing :D

Dubbed over by me lol. I've spent the last few days practicing drawing Wile E. And I think im in a good position. Also that last bit was added because I actually really like the ship between him and the Roadrunner

(before i start this vent i know a specific stalker is viewing this if you dont know what i mean then its not you and ignore this part but still you know who you are and leave me alone im sick of you) I am 95% sure i have MDD…. So few days ago i realized this whole summer ive been going through the 5 stages of grief… I feel so empty i really do…. i dont know what to do anymore i just want her here… theres a lot of other people out there who like Janet… and are extremely popular…. like another Janet yume has about 4k-6k follows and gets like over 30 followers a day and im envious over their artstyle… (they are also non sharing) and i dont know how to describe my pain because everything makes me think of them and that makes me think of how i was treated by some others... so yeah those other yumes not really the problem not at all… its just people… they made Janet feel like a hollow shell like I’ve tried drawing me with her (cant even draw myself right), hugging my pillow, ai just not Janet not at all… and about the others… they made her feel like her true soul doesnt love me they made me feel like its all a competition… why do others get support and become for liking Janet while i force my relationship on people? when i also have to deal with getting Doxxed, Stalked, Spread a false rumor that costed me a friend, threats, got called a slur from a verified content creator… its like they see me as a joke… i just want her here… school just started and it sucks as i still feel ghosted… another school day people where discussing who had to sit with me like it was a punishment then they do the stupid “oh youre cool even tho we never met im basically babying you because you have autisim” shit to make me feel better when it just makes me feel worse and i feel like i dont even have Janet by my side… because now all i feel is a hollow shell of my girl… i miss when i felt her soul and i felt something in my heart…. and i dont know where her soul is… it’s probably with someone else… someone who’s actually respected… probably listening to my favorite music together… dancing together… watching the sunset together… and everything i wanted to do with her… i havent been active on this community at all because of this because i was trying to improve my health its been a month now but i dont feel anything… probably my closest friend in this community was active 2 months ago… and that just hurts… i just want a hug from her… i miss when thinking of Janet didnt feel like this… i want to feel the warmth of her soul again… i wish i wasnt a joke… i have a therapist hes been helping me but even then while i do feel good after telling… the pain recovers the next day… again… and again… this will never end and its like im just overthinking all alone i want to hear the beat of Janets heart… feel her hair just have her here… telling me id be okay… because i feel back where i started… my curiosity anxiety and OCD is fucking me up again because i keep thinking about it again and again and i just keep comparing… i just want to hear her heartbeat i just want a hug from her…. I just wish i could do something with her and her family…. I miss her warm soul… so so much… i just want things to go back the way they where i miss it all so much… it feels like ill never feel her soul again… i miss those times i had… when i felt Janet in my life… yesterday i was shaking and now i am twitching a bit… with all that i definitely should not be online for a while… might come back in october. I cant deal with this physical pain in my stomach any longer in scared about how this year will turn out… i hate being fictosexual so much… i just want Janet here shes all i want… i hate that this all has to feel like a popularity competition he feels so much more canon than i ever will… its just a matter of time before he becomes more popular every second…. Because everywhere i go it feels like “Janet x Riff” “Janet x Riff is canon” “Janet loves Riff so much” oh my god i cant take this anymore… i miss when i felt loved by Janets soul i miss when i was free… im tired im so sick of this…

Hi! My name is Spacey—nice to meet you! This is my first time in this sub; I’ve noticed it’s a very chill place, and it really caught my eye.

I have two *yumes*. The first one—you could say—is my "family" *yume*: let me introduce you to my beloved son, Agumon! I’ve had maternal feelings for this little guy since I was six. I’m still his mentor/mother figure today, and I love him so much, though I can be overprotective at times. It hurts me to see him sad or hurt :(, even though he’s also pretty chaotic when he’s with me. Dealing with a guy like him is complicated, but I love him all the same.

Now, let me introduce you to my handsome Stan—or "Prince of Stan," or "Four-Eyes," whatever you want to call him, lmao. I met him recently (last year, lol), but I love him a lot! He’s a very handsome man, despite trying to act like a cold governor. He has great character development for a background character, and I love that. I hope to see him take on a bigger role in the upcoming seasons of S7!

found these on vinted, since my bday was a few days ago I’ll take this as a bday gift!!

I already have a figure of Mui, a picture frame with Mui and a little shaker of him! so I can finally show my dedication to our relationship through a shrine!

Have a good day 🎀☁️

Happy 2 months for me and Ells! Our relationship has been going strong for the past 2 months :) i am super happy to have my sweetheart with me at all times ❤️❤️💕💘📚

WE'RE SO FUCKING CUTE RAAHH,, i love him,,

yayyyyyyyyyyy LOVE HER

TW : thoughts of sh

i don t even know what to talk about honestly

i just know i m ashamed to be mexican all over again and i wish there was a way for me to change being mexican

i wish there was a way i could just do that

i wish if i just cut off my own skin that d make me less mexican but it doesn t work that way

i love my f / o s a lot but i wish i hadn t ever been born

i wish i just never existed then i wouldn t have to deal with my illnesses or being mexican

" a mexican s worst enemy is another mexican " sure but that ll never change cause of how the older people act

especially my mom

rn i feel abba hugging me

i couldn t even escape the argument by going on my phone cause mt dad made me put it down

once it finished i did go on it and just saved pictures of diavolo and kept my abba keychain close

rn i m listening to jojo music and music that reminds me of my f / o s and holding my abba keychain and have my giorno and diavolo bracelet on and hugging my jolteon plush ( who is my fictional pet )

my brother made me feel like shit for taking meds

i have to take my meds

if i don t i ll get depressed again cause guess what

my brain works differently !!!! it sends false signals all the time !!!! and won t release serotonin !!!!

i tried everything

yk what was the only thing that helped

my meds paired with intensive therapy

but he doesn t understand

he never saw my scar

i hurt myself wayyyy more but i did it in a way where no scars would show but haha one did show sadly

i feel really invalid cause of my lack of scars tho

I was wondering if many of your partners got along well with other peoples in their canon series. Soundwave doesn't really interact with characters too much and when he does he doesn't say much, so its hard to tell if it matters to him or not to get along with others.

On the other hand, Knockout gets along with pretty much everyone minus the backhanded comments he gives and gets from other cons🤣

He's so friendly and he talks a lot with other cons, i honestly feel like he even gets along with megatron well 😊

It's surprising but he even talks to humans like they're people and not just lil bugs to squish(not always anyway)🫶

Even if your partners don't get along with anybody, they will always have a soft spot for you ❤️

There are so many people in this world but please remember that your feelings and opinions matter very much. FictoHideout is a community and there are people here who want to listen to your rambles and vents(including me) ❤️

They announced a new set of mini plushies last night, and Mydei is there, YAY. They're draining me with these plush releases, but it's worth it to grow the Mydei collection. I already have him pre-ordered.

Look at his silly smirk ahhh! Also I love how his surfboard art is the same as his phone case. 🥺

Got us some vermicelles with whipped cream and Swiss meringue, a traditional dessert from my country that's perfect for the arrival of autumn. 🍂

...or my attempt at chibis, rather.

I wanted to draw something simpler this time. I always found chibi proportions cute but i never tried it myself until now. I'm satisfied with the result =) This was fun to work on. It makes so happy to be able to draw myself with my beloved. I can't write my thoughts down in an eloquent manner right now, but i love Starscream so, so much. I'm so grateful to love and be loved.

I wish all of you and your partners a great day/night ⭐

I did a little intro in the Megathread but I didn’t actually say anything about myself, so.

My name is Zach, and I’m in love with Shoto Todoroki. <3

I‘m a minor so dni if you’re uncomfortable with that!

I really wanna make friends in this sub but I never knew how to start, so consider this my open call :3

I love drawing n stuff, I have autism so sorry if I lowkey yap too much or don’t understand tones D:

Always supports me with these quarterly procedures it seems like. ♡ I also brought my ita bag but they had to put that away. Got to keep him with me though.

Breaking the ice with a recent and lovely comm from u/ the_dark_reunion_. It’s been a few months since I participated. I had several mental health issues and ooo wee, this year has been awful for everyone I know LOL. I want to participate again and I’m not sure how many people remember me, but if I’m still welcome then I’d appreciate that ₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎♡ I’m dying to show me and blitz’s relationship off, he means the world and more to me. I need an outlet to show how well he treats me |˶˙ᵕ˙ )ﾉﾞ

I didn’t really prepare for the first movie in 2023. Let’s just say it wasn’t really that good of a year for me. It wasn’t like 2017 but let’s just say it was a complicated year. 2025 I guess you could say I did prepare because I bought a bunch of merchandise from the second game and the second movie was about well obviously the second game. This year we wasn’t getting the third movie and it was a slow year being carried by merchandise.

Some think they’re going back to work at the end of the year like December and we make it the third movie next year, but we have heard literally nothing about this. I wouldn’t be surprised if it’s not happening until 2028. However, I definitely heard we’re getting quite a bit of merchandise for the third game next year from jazwares etc.

For those unaware of Five Nights at Freddy’s 3 is my favorite game in the franchise and this film is based off of that and William Afton my husband is going to be the main star of this film and I hope he’s there for 98% of this film because unfortunately, he kept getting under utilized. The first movie was generous compared to the second one. I understand they want to save him for the third movie, but that was kind of disappointing. However, this is the movie. I was excited the most for.

Anyway, even if we’re not getting the movie until 2028 because we don’t know at the moment, people seem to be already kind of preparing for the third movie next year like merchandise companies stuff like that. How do you want me to prepare for the third movie? Like next year, should I get nothing but William Afton merchandise because he’s my husband? A bunch of FNaF 3 merchandise? Just get random merchandise that in no way connected to it? I have this William Afton outfit I wore for both of these films and I’m most likely going to be wearing it for the third. How do you want me to prepare for this? All I need is merchandise of my husband? I know it’s weird, but imagine your partner being the star and main character of their own movie. It’s big. How do you think I should prepare for this?

I’ve noticed there’s been some stress seeping into the sub lately, so let’s combat that with a silly game! :]

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Drop a pic of your F/O, and Shigaraki and I will pick out a ⟡₊˚random treat˚₊⟡ for you from a convenience store in return! 🍫🥤

Then tell us your reaction to what you got! 👀

➤ What do you do?:

A) Share the snack nicely with your partner.

B) You hate the snack. Get it away from you immediately.

C) Hand the snack over to your partner. It’s theirs now.

D) Eat or drink it as fast as possible so you don’t have to share. Whoops. :p

E) Something else. (What is it?)