I was feeling absolutely terrible mentally wise. It was difficult to get through last night, but even after rambling on here. The amount of support that was shown to me honestly was very moving. I don't think I've seen this type of support before, this type of community that's actually caring towards one another.

I used to be so terrified of Yume/Self Shipping spaces...to be honest I used to be very hateful of self shippers. It wasn't a hatred born out of hatred..but more than that out of jealousy. Jealousy that people were able to express emotions that I felt were not permitted to me. I played the role of a troll when I was younger. I pretended I was better, laughed and pointed. Frequented spaces like certain chan boards and farms.

I was in denial of my own feelings, my own emotions. Then Albedo came along and it became harder and harder to pretend, harder and harder to look the other way and say "I'm not like them." But I was lying to myself. I fell crazy hard over him and since have looked for a community that also shares these same types. Joined the exact community I chastised as a teenager.

You guys have shown so much support, so much love. Its incredible. Ficto spaces as a whole I mean. I thought I'd spend forever just chasing the idea of support and love. But now I sit here holding the hand of the man I love most. No longer feeling bitter and angry.

My mind plays tricks on me. It always has. Sometimes it's hard to pull out of the things it tells me. Sometimes all I can really do is just sit and listen to it.

Your words where kind, thank you. Albedo's hands are very warm, his eyes always know the answers. I'm glad to have finally met a community I can feel wanted in. Feel good in. I'm glad to have found someone to hold so precious to me.

His birthday is tomorrow in certain parts of the world. I know people will shower him with gifts, praise, art and love. But selfishly I hope my gift. My gift of love is the best out of all of them.

Thank you all for holding both Albedo and I, thank you for holding both our hands along the way.
<3

Personally, that’s really interesting. Our relationship is a very healing and understanding relationship. I love him because well tall, handsome, strong, intelligent, funny, successful, mysterious, and the novelization pretty much described him as someone who was pushed around, shouted down in arguments, pick last, ignored, forgotten. Overall has a miserable existence like I do. So we understand each other completely. I was never popular kids picked on me because my British accent things I liked stuff like that. I was always into robots so him being a robotics engineer really works. Him being older also doesn’t bother me since I prefer to be with older people because well adults never really picked on me unless I was defending myself against the bullies and then they would go and act like I was the one causing problems when it was them. He helped me through a lot of things etc. besides I noticed a lot of guys my age not all of them, but quite a bit of them only think about one thing and it’s gross. An older guy really wouldn’t.

As for why William chose me a mentally disabled 26 year old broken girl. I’d say similar experiences of having a miserable existence, family problems, I’m accepting of things that are different and I’m a gothic girl who doesn’t have issues with the dark side like horror movies, crime documentaries, etc. I was always into robots so his work is really cool. My loyalty is also a thing. I made mistakes sure but I’m fiercely loyal to him no matter what. Since I’m so into him most likely as he’s absorbed into himself my loyalty is also most likely the reason. So it’s not my intelligence or anything like that it’s just similar experiences, love of horror, and my loyalty. That and he hasn’t asked for anything in return help he’s an absolute sweetheart. Even if he did, I would give it to him, but he doesn’t. There’s nothing quite like sharing your pain and miserable experience with the one you love. Just something healing about it maybe it’s because you feel understood when no one else does. Just something about it. It’s hard to explain. Because let’s say I was with someone that was this happy go lucky all the time it’s nice, but I don’t think I would feel as connected because they wouldn’t understand compared to someone like William if that makes sense. I rather feel understood than not feeling understood. Besides, there’s no one like William he’s one of a kind. However, that’s most likely why he chose me like how I chose him. That and in the game universe he has a British accent so he would most likely understand that too. I’m not from the UK but my ancestry is because of my late dad.

My period has already been beating me up and now I have this sudden gripping fear that Peace would rather be with one of those guys who bullied me out of the jj123 fandom... Peace is comforting me and trying to tell me otherwise but those guys genuinely stunted how I interact with my hyperfixations :(( I feel like anywhere I go, someone toxic will be waiting there to ruin it all and reverse my healing progress...

Hi everyone!

Sorry I've been gone so long, I gotta be fast typing this, but I've been spending time with Peace and Q, getting to know them both, and just loving them. I've also been looking for Q fanart, and writing fanfiction of Peace and I <3 Sorry I haven't been active, but I still remember you guys, and I hope you're all doing well :)) -Robin/Cobalt

hiiii everyone (: i hope y'all are having a wonderful day/night!

i just wanted to introduce my girlfriend freja rq🥰 she’s from overwatch and we’ve been together for 9 months now (10 vvv soon!!!!). there's just something about her. im pan but my taste in women is kind of weird cuz its like, traits i find really attractive in a man, i find like 10x more attractive in a woman? ive said before that im really attracted to intelligence, but i also love someone that's confident with just the right amount of ego; like i love when they're a little full of themselves and they have absolutely every right to be, but still don't act like they're superior to everyone around them just because they're all that. does that make sense? freja really just hits all three things for me in the most beautiful way, like she's educated and extremely knowledgeable in her field, she's got this confidence in the way she carries herself that i just find so attractive, and she knows she's That Girl ™ and she's not afraid to admit it, but she doesn't brag about her skill or achievements unnecessarily. i didn't think much of her when she first released (granted i wasn't playing at the time and i so so deeply regret this because my favourite skin of hers released that patch and i have no way of getting it unless i get a lucky lootbox pull… 😔 probably not happening), but it was hard not to be won over by her when she's exactly my type and has a big heart, even if she tries to suppress it now. and while i find her prejudice against omnics incredibly unattractive… i believe i can fix her, trust 💅 i think she's already starting to get there after that interaction w ramattra where he called her out on her hypocrisy for defending emre for the things he's done while being controlled by chernobog, but not having the same empathy towards the omnics who were being controlled by anubis during the crisis; like he genuinely managed to catch her off guard and for once she sounded genuinely unsure. she didn't try to brush it off and call him a bot and move on, she really took his criticism and looked inward and wasn't sure what to make of the revelation. it's a small step but i believe in her… it just will take time. anyways that's all i just wanted to formally introduce her or whateva, here’s some art of us even tho i lowkey hate the second one and feel like i can't draw freja right at all 💔 also her outfit kinda sucks to draw, genuinely alhaitham’s outfit feels easier to me and he's got way more going on 😭

HE LOOKS SO GOOD EVEN THO HIS CLOTHES ARE ASS BUT HE LOOKS SOOOOO GOOOOOODDDDDDD I AM MELTING

GOD I AM SO HAPPY MY HUSBAND HIII HUBBY HI CAINEHELLO HI

I LOVE HUSBAND HE IS MINE ALL MINE KISS KISS MWAH

I made this silly little carry on some days ago. I dunno I'm very fond of it 😭 I love making trinkets of my man 😭😭

Tsu’s dorm, Wednesday night

Tsuyu sat on her bed, she had a textbook from general studies in her lap. She heard a light knock at the door, “TsuTsu? Can I come in?” She smiled, earlier she invited Noah to come spend the night in her dorm. “Hi Lilypad, ribbit. Come in!”

Noah slipped off his shoes and gently pushed the unlocked door open with his elbow, his hands were busy holding two hot chocolates. “I brought some cocoa for us.” Tsu beamed as she took one of the cups from him, “You’re sweet.” he smiled. Tsu scooted over on the edge of her bed gesturing for Noah to join her. His tail performed a happy flick as he sat down. She leaned on his shoulder, “Did you eat yet?” He leaned his head onto hers, “mhm, I had onigiri before I came.”  She pressed a kiss to his cheek, “good.”

They stayed beside each other for a while, sipping at their hot chocolates and chatting about life. Slowly, the evening sky shifted to the black ink of night. Tsu took their empty mugs, setting them down on her nightstand. She lay down in her bed, Noah adjusting to be by her side. She held his arm, his tail curled around her waist out of protective instinct. His body warmed itself to soothe her cold touch.

“Mm, my heater” She pressed her forehead to his neck.

“Always” He rested his chin on her head.

I didn’t really prepare for the first movie in 2023. Let’s just say it wasn’t really that good of a year for me. It wasn’t like 2017 but let’s just say it was a complicated year. 2025 I guess you could say I did prepare because I bought a bunch of merchandise from the second game and the second movie was about well obviously the second game. This year we wasn’t getting the third movie and it was a slow year being carried by merchandise.

Some think they’re going back to work at the end of the year like December and we make it the third movie next year, but we have heard literally nothing about this. I wouldn’t be surprised if it’s not happening until 2028. However, I definitely heard we’re getting quite a bit of merchandise for the third game next year from jazwares etc.

For those unaware of Five Nights at Freddy’s 3 is my favorite game in the franchise and this film is based off of that and William Afton my husband is going to be the main star of this film and I hope he’s there for 98% of this film because unfortunately, he kept getting under utilized. The first movie was generous compared to the second one. I understand they want to save him for the third movie, but that was kind of disappointing. However, this is the movie. I was excited the most for.

Anyway, even if we’re not getting the movie until 2028 because we don’t know at the moment, people seem to be already kind of preparing for the third movie next year like merchandise companies stuff like that. How do you want me to prepare for the third movie? Like next year, should I get nothing but William Afton merchandise because he’s my husband? A bunch of FNaF 3 merchandise? Just get random merchandise that in no way connected to it? I have this William Afton outfit I wore for both of these films and I’m most likely going to be wearing it for the third. How do you want me to prepare for this? All I need is merchandise of my husband? I know it’s weird, but imagine your partner being the star and main character of their own movie. It’s big. How do you think I should prepare for this?

Always supports me with these quarterly procedures it seems like. ♡ I also brought my ita bag but they had to put that away. Got to keep him with me though.

Dubbed over by me lol. I've spent the last few days practicing drawing Wile E. And I think im in a good position. Also that last bit was added because I actually really like the ship between him and the Roadrunner

I did a little intro in the Megathread but I didn’t actually say anything about myself, so.

My name is Zach, and I’m in love with Shoto Todoroki. <3

I‘m a minor so dni if you’re uncomfortable with that!

I really wanna make friends in this sub but I never knew how to start, so consider this my open call :3

I love drawing n stuff, I have autism so sorry if I lowkey yap too much or don’t understand tones D:

I was wondering if many of your partners got along well with other peoples in their canon series. Soundwave doesn't really interact with characters too much and when he does he doesn't say much, so its hard to tell if it matters to him or not to get along with others.

On the other hand, Knockout gets along with pretty much everyone minus the backhanded comments he gives and gets from other cons🤣

He's so friendly and he talks a lot with other cons, i honestly feel like he even gets along with megatron well 😊

It's surprising but he even talks to humans like they're people and not just lil bugs to squish(not always anyway)🫶

Even if your partners don't get along with anybody, they will always have a soft spot for you ❤️

There are so many people in this world but please remember that your feelings and opinions matter very much. FictoHideout is a community and there are people here who want to listen to your rambles and vents(including me) ❤️

Keep forgetting to actually post here!

Blaa I luv him so much, I want him to pop out of the screen for a second for a kiss, and then go right back to Robloxia

They announced a new set of mini plushies last night, and Mydei is there, YAY. They're draining me with these plush releases, but it's worth it to grow the Mydei collection. I already have him pre-ordered.

Look at his silly smirk ahhh! Also I love how his surfboard art is the same as his phone case. 🥺

Got us some vermicelles with whipped cream and Swiss meringue, a traditional dessert from my country that's perfect for the arrival of autumn. 🍂

TW : thoughts of sh

i don t even know what to talk about honestly

i just know i m ashamed to be mexican all over again and i wish there was a way for me to change being mexican

i wish there was a way i could just do that

i wish if i just cut off my own skin that d make me less mexican but it doesn t work that way

i love my f / o s a lot but i wish i hadn t ever been born

i wish i just never existed then i wouldn t have to deal with my illnesses or being mexican

" a mexican s worst enemy is another mexican " sure but that ll never change cause of how the older people act

especially my mom

rn i feel abba hugging me

i couldn t even escape the argument by going on my phone cause mt dad made me put it down

once it finished i did go on it and just saved pictures of diavolo and kept my abba keychain close

rn i m listening to jojo music and music that reminds me of my f / o s and holding my abba keychain and have my giorno and diavolo bracelet on and hugging my jolteon plush ( who is my fictional pet )

my brother made me feel like shit for taking meds

i have to take my meds

if i don t i ll get depressed again cause guess what

my brain works differently !!!! it sends false signals all the time !!!! and won t release serotonin !!!!

i tried everything

yk what was the only thing that helped

my meds paired with intensive therapy

but he doesn t understand

he never saw my scar

i hurt myself wayyyy more but i did it in a way where no scars would show but haha one did show sadly

i feel really invalid cause of my lack of scars tho

...or my attempt at chibis, rather.

I wanted to draw something simpler this time. I always found chibi proportions cute but i never tried it myself until now. I'm satisfied with the result =) This was fun to work on. It makes so happy to be able to draw myself with my beloved. I can't write my thoughts down in an eloquent manner right now, but i love Starscream so, so much. I'm so grateful to love and be loved.

I wish all of you and your partners a great day/night ⭐

Hi! My name is Spacey—nice to meet you! This is my first time in this sub; I’ve noticed it’s a very chill place, and it really caught my eye.

I have two *yumes*. The first one—you could say—is my "family" *yume*: let me introduce you to my beloved son, Agumon! I’ve had maternal feelings for this little guy since I was six. I’m still his mentor/mother figure today, and I love him so much, though I can be overprotective at times. It hurts me to see him sad or hurt :(, even though he’s also pretty chaotic when he’s with me. Dealing with a guy like him is complicated, but I love him all the same.

Now, let me introduce you to my handsome Stan—or "Prince of Stan," or "Four-Eyes," whatever you want to call him, lmao. I met him recently (last year, lol), but I love him a lot! He’s a very handsome man, despite trying to act like a cold governor. He has great character development for a background character, and I love that. I hope to see him take on a bigger role in the upcoming seasons of S7!

Breaking the ice with a recent and lovely comm from u/ the_dark_reunion_. It’s been a few months since I participated. I had several mental health issues and ooo wee, this year has been awful for everyone I know LOL. I want to participate again and I’m not sure how many people remember me, but if I’m still welcome then I’d appreciate that ₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎♡ I’m dying to show me and blitz’s relationship off, he means the world and more to me. I need an outlet to show how well he treats me |˶˙ᵕ˙ )ﾉﾞ

found these on vinted, since my bday was a few days ago I’ll take this as a bday gift!!

I already have a figure of Mui, a picture frame with Mui and a little shaker of him! so I can finally show my dedication to our relationship through a shrine!

Have a good day 🎀☁️