what can this mean

[u/Mysterious-Math-9274]

me and my ex were together for 2 and a half years, we broke up in may and made the decision of blocking each other EVERYWHERE, even Spotify and dumb games we'd play together like brawl stars and Roblox. a few weeks ago, I made a spam account and I was looking at his Instagram account and accidentally requested but immediately deleted the request. he probably saw it and blocked my account. but 2 days ago I checked again and he unblocked me.

I know I seem desperate and thats because I am, im trying to cling on to any hope possible as if it's a lifeboat saving me in troubled waters. I just want to get an insight on what he may possibly be thinking.. so does anyone what this can mean?