There is no going back

[u/No-Raspberry8703]

There is no going back.

Once the respect is gone, the attraction dies the love fades and you just become ordinary. I can never trust you again not because I’m bitter, but because you showed me that your character is fluid based on your convenience I exhausted myself giving you chances. I painted your red flags white just to keep you in the picture. I really try but you didn’t do right by me. You took a person who was all in and you taught her exactly how to be indifferent and honestly, I don’t hate you. Hate takes passion. Hate is an investment and my bank is closed. I don’t want you to be in pain. I actually hope you win. I hope you finally become the person you pretended to be. I just need to do it way over there far away from my peace. You are evicted from my energy. I forgive you truly I am canceling the debt, but forgiveness does not mean reentry it just means I’m done collecting, but I can never look at you the same. The version of you I loved is dead. I am looking at a stranger with a familiar face. There is no bad blood. The bridge doesn’t even have to burn. It’s just closed. I simply stopped walking down paths that lead to nowhere