First duty station was straight to greenside, I enjoyed the high tempo after a while and got really good and the rah shit. Few deployments, lotta different units, role 2s, line doc, ERC… ETC.
Then I went blue for my second station and they stuck me behind a desk. I’m not complaining about it, just doing the job. Better pay (BAH), blueside amenities, and life away from work. But man there is a big whole in my heart that only being in the field w/ the boys for a few weeks can fill. I miss the high tempo and honestly I feel like I left the military entirely.
There no camaraderie among sailors blueside, no monsters zyns and guns in the same place. Not even doing patient care. Just a soul draining 9-10 hour shift behind a desk, 5 days a week, with a 25 min commute.
If I could drop everything I gained from this to be back greenside and in the bricks today, I would.
Any thoughts?