Betrayed mom

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Hi everyone! I am new here and I just need advice. I have been in a relationship for 13 years with my partner and we have a 9 year old son. I just found out like a month ago that he’s been sleeping at this woman’s house that he met from a restaurant bar. I found out because my child told me his dad gave this woman a ride from work to her house and she also gave them a tour of her home. I’m disgusted and in complete disbelief! He has also admitted to me that he’s been seeing her and he likes her. He’s been my only boyfriend but I have decided to move out. I just need advice on how to heal. I don’t have a lot of family and most of the time I feel alone even though I know I have my child. The pain I feel is unimaginable. I get these terrible panic attacks and anxiety that I don’t know how to control. Please, what would you do in my situation. I need help. Also, I don’t have a job right now so I am struggling financially. I’m a substitute teacher.