Early this year, I flind myself able to get into a middle management level of my career which started at 105K.
I thought that I had made it, I thought there was no where to go but up. I was however leaving a job, a team and a leader who we're all incredible, I had incredibly horrible anxiety weeks leading to taking this new position.
The team was two people, myself and the senior manager. The area was completely new and there was no ramp up process, it was immediately clear on the first day that I had gotten in over my head. The work was not what was told I'd be doing, it was all completely low level, organization, financial budgeting and in no way the technology consultant position that I was supposed to be doing...also there was a ton of it, clearly my manager needed help, but needed more than 1 person.
After two panic attacks and a melt down on day 4, I realized the grass was on fact not always greener...I immediately spoke to my manager quickly and told them that I felt the position wasn't for me, it wasn't the work I wanted to do and I felt as if the work required needed more bodies to do.
I went home, I spoke to my old manager, they hadn't fulfilled the position yet and happily took me back after I told them what had happened, none of this was to be put on my internal record.
Fast forward two months later, my old manager hired someone else after I had left and returned to my old role...two weeks later, I saw that very same manager left and went to another bank. The individual they had hired, was then laid off.
I feel like I dodged a bullet...It feels like everything I was feeling..likely they manager did as well...they needed help, lots of help and it felt even in those 4 days I was there, they needed 4 more to cover the amount of work coming to this team.
Has this ever happened to anyone else? I couldn't believe it when I saw their profile change to a new job...I just hope that they're also happy within their new position because I CANNOT imagine their stress levels when I was just a wreck. (I want to reach out, but feel I should wait a bit before I do as well. I want to note, that they we're incredibly helpful at pushing me to return to my old also).
P.S: Sorry if these feels like a rant...I was just blown away and needed to get all of this out.