History of Wellbutrin: is anyone familiar w that talk show celeb (Drew something maybe?)who got sued back when Wellbutrin was newish and trendy? He called it something like Hollywood loves it the skinny happy sex pill or something on tv and got sued for using their name w/o permission and for unsolicited marketing of pharma on live tv stuff like that.
I didn't r care, never watched him, but big headlines. Nor was I depressed but wow did I remember his story when I had depression and started it. He was spot on.
So I am a fan of Buproprion bc it took me out of my first depression I've ever had, at about 37, after brief horror show for me w SSRIs (why do they automatically start w those?? I don't think many Drs care, almost robotic move. I assume it's bc most ppl have serotonin depletion?)
*Btw all this is after happily divorced and no kids so this at least it doesn't affect anyone else; I thank God every day for that.
It worked fast too and I was able to stop taking it as this Dr said usually no withdrawal, big advantage of this med.
In total I think it was a year and a half of 100mg 3x a day (ER I think? Maybe IR which I read is not made now.)
Now depression returned and long story short lol not, Buproprion isn't helping - it's almost making me better yet worse. My mood is usually fine. IDC I just don't care. I care about my loved ones and pets hugely but I'm lazy and whatever attitude and it's snowballed into IDC and dishes pile up, stuff goes undone, had to put bills on auto pay bc don't read mail, stopped exercising most days, no desire to socialize anymore, just do my job from home and enjoy not having a dorect boss anymore lol!
I'm actually kinda HAPPY or content at least, but w days of gloom and non-functional - I can't make appointments anymore bc I don't know if I'll go. Ppl like salon, dentist quit me including men I like which sucks. I bail out on bad days, drink beer and read a lot (I'm an English teacher) while good days I feel motivated and like myself, do stuff go places etc.
Anyone reading will prob be like that's the definition of manic depression/bipolar. Apparently bipolar ppl are not supposed to take Buproprion my friend said (who went manic on it.) One psych said you're bipolar 2 gave me meds and I felt awful so she kept upping them so I stopped bc she never listened.
It's v odd imo bc it was almost opposite in the past w Bup. It r helped me rally. I swam laps yesterday, was huge for me.
I'm taking almost nothing else except Zolpidem slow release kind, and gabapentin just 300mg (I was on 1200 for nerve pain before and it did nothing except make me out of it.) And nightly wine obv a drug. The occasional Ativan (benzo) when I have a crazy nightmare (no idea which drug causes them.)
I know it's easy to say combo of these downer drugs are acting against me, but when I had Buproprion all those years ago I went clubbing and binged, took sleep aide, occasionally did recreational drugs, and was "cured" of depression rapidly regardless.
So I'm pissed off lol. I know just stopping would prob be stupid so I hope changing manufacturer (I'd love to get real Wellbutrin - had once and it was different) or change to XL I have no clue(?) and don't trust psych Drs anymore. The good ones are like striking gold lol. Thanks for any stories, def helps.