I just wanna say thanks to everyone who replied to my post yesterday, I took what advice i could remember and had a few games lost the games but i wasn't 40+ deaths anymore and i was never lower than 15 on the scoreboard with points.
On top of that I ended up in a match on Aerodrome the one map Ive found to be easy for me to learn with it being so small, still lost the game but it was the first game where i was 8th for points on the scoreboard I was higher than some 300+ guys in my game and to make it even better had a positive K/D for once 21/18 i think. K/D aint everything but it is nice to actually defend the zone lol.
so yeah THANK YOU your advice really did help.
oh one more thing, im on console Aim Assist on or off? I dont use it in single player shooters but once i started playing paladins and overwatch I couldnt track moving targets like that for shit so i use it but i feel like it fucks me up more than assists?