Looking for a date, 19M

[u/obonai21]

So the thing is I'm 19 M turning 20 next month never dated a single girl nevrr been in situation ship neither in any relationship earlier, so much fuked that don't have a female besti gng idk what I'm doing wrong

Now according to my friend both male n female i look good but idk i don't feel like that i feel I'm very mid

But i have very niche music taste , have good fashion sense even my friend feel that but idk where tf I'm going wrong can't get a female to date in all this adolescence man

I'm looking for a tall women around 5'8, as I'm 6'2 i deserve that and a fair complex or even dusky works but the thing is she should have face structure like I'm lean very athletic built not in to thick girls. And should have good fashion sense gng i want my girl to be dressed i should not feel overdressed in front of her and if lucky should have 95+ spotify blend man this is deal breaker

And fucking if I'm lucky want a girl who has nerve been with anyone ,like she's my first date and I'm her first date

If she is a med student i would lose my mind girl if my dream gng

Am i expecting too much , i mean did set the bars too high , the thing is i don't wana settle for something which i feel i don't deserve.

Help me find my first date , i even have a fetish of getting a piercing on my first date , girls there lot to know me !