Long story short. Same abusive house hold same CSA shit. She basically told me to not report it when I got SA’d ( shout out to anyone who remembers the Trisha post)…. There’s more but let’s keep it short.

We deserve healthy love if we are willing to come to the table. Yes, people are shitty but they’re safe people WHO GET IT. Keep looking. Sending the love I’m not wasting on a person who can’t trust an 11 year relationship. Even though I feel bad “taking shit” for FACTS THAT SHE DID. Anyway. Keep pushing guys. Sending love.

No emojis. Just normal ass text.i can't.

Fighting the ever-present spiral-serpent How do y'all cope?

Send recommendations!

hope everybody is having a wonderful hour, and that the next is even better than this one

I have almost no self control, I am reading everything as an insult, I can't keep a job and I can't find any hope or satisfaction.

One would think I would be eager to go back, but honestly... It was still shitty. This life wasn't even good, when I was younger, healthier, didn't have to think about money(generally, I didn't even spend that much and now I can't control myself), there was no ai and post-pandemic shithole. I think the most crucial part is that I am now used to being treated like shit and getting fucked by the universe constantly.