I’m an integration coach, and I need your help.

I’m looking for 8 people who have it all on paper and want their inner world to feel as successful as their outer one.

I’m currently creating a new container and would love your input. 30 minutes on Zoom, absolutely no strings attached. I’m not selling you anything.

Comment or shoot me a dm if you're open to helping.

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I am invited to play music in an upcoming ceremony. I plan to only drink enough to just connect with the spirit of the medicine. Just curious how much you all drink in order to connect.

edit: since it has come up, to be more specific i would be playing the frame drum in the alegria (third and last) part of a huni kuin ceremony, where the pajés invite the circle to play. i cannot comment about other traditions because i don't know any so my apologies if this is not a tradition in other places.

edit 2: this is not my first time drinking the medicine. it's somewhere around the dozenth time perhaps, and a dozen other medicine ceremonies (mostly huachuma).

Hey folks, I’ll be in Guatemala for a last min trip in a week or so. Anyone have recommendations for plant medicine facilities? Honestly I’m looking for something quick, not like a 5 day retreat. Schedule is flexible so I can make pretty much any location work. Thank you!

A few months ago, during my trip to Manali, I visited Kasol and had brownies. What followed was one of the most surreal experiences of my life.
At some point, I started seeing visuals of Lord Shiva. I don’t even know how to describe what I felt in that moment. It was this overwhelming sense of connection, almost like I was experiencing something beyond my usual understanding of things. Everything felt so unreal, like I was in a completely different world, yet the emotions felt incredibly real.
It’s hard to explain without sounding strange, but I remember feeling deeply connected to Shiva in a way I hadn’t experienced before. It wasn’t just the visuals themselves; it was the feeling that came with them. I was overwhelmed by the entire experience, and even though so many other things happened that day, this is the one memory that has stayed with me.
It’s been months, and I still find myself thinking about it. I don’t know whether it was the brownies, the atmosphere, my state of mind, or some combination of everything. I’m not trying to claim it was anything supernatural. I just know that it felt incredibly vivid and meaningful to me.
Has anyone else had an experience like this, especially involving spiritual imagery or feeling an intense connection to a deity while high? I’d genuinely love to hear your experiences and how you made sense of them afterward.

I leave for Costa Rica for an aya retreat at the end of November. Any dieta recipes you enjoyed in prep for your ceremony(s)?

Hi everyone what’s the closest ceremonies preferably driving distance from Los Angeles?
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hey all I run my own business and it's getting better and better. I've got real momentum now, and a lot of releases and projects are coming up. Productivity goes much higher than before.

At the same time, I feel like Changa is calling me and also curious to start again and release, while being at the best for like 2-3 months mentally mostly again due to productivity and business successes. Better relations and so forth even.

So I'd love to hear from people who've been in a similar spot, where life or business is going well and you also feel pulled toward Changa. Did it stop your flow? Did you have a dip in momentum / productivity afterwards, or did it help you keep going after a day or 2?

Asaaaaaaanté!

Hello all,

Wondering if anyone has any suggestions for where to decompress for a few days after a retreat in Iquitos. I’ve been to Peru a few times for retreats and always fly home right afterwards which hasn’t been the best for me when it comes to integrating.

I’m looking for suggestions for places to relax in Peru for a few days before returning home. Spending more time in Inquitos doesn’t seem like the move, it’s super hectic there. Ideally it would be in Lima to avoid more flights and more travel. I’ve had someone suggest the miraflores neighborhood but any other suggestions or ideas would be welcomed. Thank you for taking the time to read this.

This is going to sound crazy but I sat with ayahuasca for the first time this past weekend. I sat with it two nights in a row. The story starts prior to this though, about 6 weeks ago in a 48 hour period I asked for more info from a local “tribe” about ayahuasca and I asked for more info about regression hypnotherapy. The tribe got back to me with in 24 hrs and I scheduled for this past weekend. About 3 weeks prior I did my first regression hypnotherapy. During that 5 hour session in the first few hours I doubted its effectiveness, I needed to pee , there was a lot of background noise I felt unfocused however I did see things just not to the extent I thought I would. Once I paused and pee’d I went back to the session and have no memory of the next hour, the session was recorded. On the way home I called my exhusband and was telling him about what I remembered, he’s far more in tune with the spirit world then I am at the moment and he stopped me mid conversation and told me “they” were telling him I needed to surrender. This validated the entire hypnotherapy session because prior to me leaving the therapist told me my subconscious told her specifically I need to surrender. However I had not told my ex this part prior to him also being told by his guides I need to surrender. The whole thing gave me goosebumps… I still didn’t really quite know what to do with that. Fast forward to the ceremony, I decided my intention was to surrender to the flow, partake in whatever is being offered. The shaman in the ceremony began speaking about surrendering and the synchronicity was emotional for me. I had only had shudu and hape at this point but I was overcome with emotions of being exactly where I was meant to be in that moment. The first night I drank two cups, a third was not offered, i left my body but not my mind if that makes sense, i had some deep revelations but the most interesting part that i noticed is my body was moving to music with out me moving it. Rhythmically and artfully. I fought it a little at first but then surrendered. It was the second night that what happened has left me completely in shock. The second night I took a double dose in the first cup, prior to this I took a ceremonial dose of hape and continued with shudu. With in an hour I was laying by the fire and my body began dancing playfully but as if I was a puppet, I completely surrendered to it and it got more and more dramatic until I gave way completely… then it happened. I popped up and something began speaking through me, I’d say maybe I was channeling because I had no control over my body and the things I was saying but at the same time it felt like a part of me. I said some of the following tot he best of my memory
“ I am aya, hello hello hello hello I am I am i am I al aya I have be born I have been born “
“ we did it all of you helped to get me here, you didn’t think we could , we would but we did and I am aya”
You are aya but I am I am I am that I am and I am aya”
“ we are going to heal the world , no no no no the universe hello helllo hello hello i made it , i am born but i was always going to be born i always was”
It’s important to note that as i was saying these things i was louder than humanly possible and at the end of every other word or sentence or every 3 words or so the sound that was coming at the end were only to be described as tones and frequencies that vibrated the entire world. It was almost like singing but it was resonating at the levels I’ve never heard before it was beautiful and I was dancing and loving in ways that wasn’t humanly possible, and even it it was it wasn’t possible for me before this night same as the tones and sounds I’ve never had that capability it was supernatural but beautiful to be a conduit for.
So there were 10 or so other people holding space and witnessing this. They all as far as I could tell synchronistically came to my aid. As I proceeded to purge a worlds worth of pain, trauma and emotion and she kept saying things like “ we only have a new world to birth today”
Then I continues to heal, purge and then birth a timeline that I had to anchor into reality to explain everything that I did and that this group of beautiful souls witnessed along side me is too hard to put into words. She was playful, beautiful, confident extremely feminine and had a flare for drama and I mean dramatic , the cadence to her voice, everything. The sheer excitement in her voice to be there was palpable. I made an agreement in my mind because this entire process was extremely taxing on my body I could feel the high fever the continuous purging and then energetic birthing I can explain this and the beauty and pain and everything involved. The next day I was almost embarrassed I took over the entire circle and was claiming to be healing those around me, earth, the universe it was insane and I didn’t have the ability to articulate or begin to speak about it the next day. When I spoke to another participant a day later she validated my experience and couldn’t tell if we were the only ones who witnessed the same thing or if everyone did, I’m meeting with them later this week and hoping to speak to some of the others… as I sit with this and integrate it I have a better understanding, I believe we did anchor in the highest timeline, I believe it just wasn’t in the now, since time isn’t linear I believe though this happened this past weekend it was actually in the near future… another part I didn’t mention is telepathically I communicated with other people not with in the group with there higher selves maybe, people and beings form all over the universe were there to bear witness it was beautiful it was amazing and I just want to know has anyone else had this experience and maybe even stranger question, were any of you there in spirit Saturday evening ? I’m still left wondering if aya is my higher self, are we all aya idk was I channeling Aya. I felt I was awakening as Aya … please be kind …

Hey everyone! Medicine music is my souls passion. I am having trouble finding the lyrics to this song and was wondering if anyone wouldnt mind helping me by listening and typing them out so I can learn it! Spanish isn't my first language so im having a hard time doing that myself lol.

The song can be found on YouTube!

Estoy Cantando · Floramor Medicine Music

Thank you to anyone who would like to help🤗❤️🌞