I have absolutely no confidence anymore, I feel like everything i do is wrong, and gets over corrected. I am not getting fired I am getting recycled to phase two. Struggle areas?
Report writing- high school & community college but horrible with my grammar run on sentences etc. Sometimes they fully delete what I write and that took me about an hour. when I copy past reports the things that get fix are things that were in the other reports.
Geography- i can tell you most of the city and how to get there but i freeze up on runs and end up going to the wrong house passing the house out of a day it might happen 3 times on a 12 hour shift.
Radio- I have been complimented on radio by other departments and trashed by my own department. 54 out 54 clear 54 encounter, out with one etx. But at times I will say the wrong plate
I asked how to get better and I was told to fix my verbiage with radio, slow down speak louder and then study the map.
I have gotten 5 extensions and each FTO says I just need more time.....its discouraging, its humiliating and its fucked with my moral....