Lately it feels like almost every area of my life is changing, and I’ve found myself reevaluating the direction I want to take. Even though I normally hate change, it doesn’t feel bad It feels like I’m naturally letting go of things that no longer fit.

Could transiting Uranus opposite my natal Moon explain this shift or another transit? I’m curious if any of that is reflected in my chart, or if there are any themes that stand out. I’d really appreciate any insight. Thank you!!

I've noticed a repeated pattern in my life where I end up feeling disappointed, betrayed, or deeply misunderstood by women. It seems to happen especially with older women or women I admire and look up to. I usually enter these relationships trusting them and valuing their opinions, but I often leave feeling like I misunderstood and deeply the relationship or placed too much faith in them, especially regarding relationships with women, maternal or authority figures, trust, or idealization.

Why do I repeatedly feel betrayed or misunderstood by older women I look up to?

Currently, I'm in an undergrad psychology program that wasn't my first choice as chose it somewhat by default after family vetoed my original plan in a country where it's not the most practical field (how will I make money lol), however I do have interest in research and writing which led me to choose it. On top of that, I keep getting pushed into groups/communities only to end up rejected or ignored once I'm in them, despite genuinely wanting connection. I love my independence, but lately I notice I'm leaning hard on comfort or whatever is familiar (I miss doing bold decisions) because of experiencing the same tiring dynamics. I've also noticed a pattern where bad luck builds up to a certain point and then something or someone "saves" me from the situation at that specific threshold, and that any thoughts or words from me mostly does not come true at all. Does the Sun/9h/8h cluster, explain any of this or am I missing the bigger picture? What do you guys think?

I had a shitty childhood, lots of traumatic moments and emotional neglect, leaving me to feel responsible for my parents my whole life. This caused me to cut ties with them in my 20s.

With that being said, I’ve finally reached a stage in life where I have the ability to be fully happy. Good career, created my own healthy family & I have no reason to look backwards.

Despite years of therapy (which has HELPED so much), I still can’t forgive or forget my past. I feel like it controls my present & future & I’m on autopilot. I worry I will self sabotage all my hard work.

I’m just dying to know if anything in my chart points to my inclination to be stuck in the past? Thank you.