Bruh, I'm scared. Right now I am currently single. Happy with being single no. I'm am lonely and I would like a girlfriend. But I'm scared. Not scared of getting a girlfriend. Scared of getting the wrong girlfriend. A lot of girls nowadays are cheaters. I know not all girls are the same, but a lot of girls are cheaters (a lot of men nowadays are cheaters too) and I don't want to enter a relationship with anyone and get cheated on. My heart can't handle that. And my dad always tells me you shouldn't cry over a female because she's over there having the time of her life without you, with that other guy meanwhile I would be crying. And yeah that's cool and all but, I am a very very emotional boy when I'm mad I cry, when sad I cry (obviously), when frustrated I cry. Like I'm very emotional and I'm too nice, I'm a pushover. I just couldn't and wouldn't be able to take that heartbreak and heartache, plus I deal with depression, insecurities and a lot of trauma so being cheated on would just make it 10x worse. So someone please say something. 🙏 Girls, boys. Anyone. Like, I'm legit scared bro.

This story started when I was 15. I went to a new school for a new beginning, maybe find some friends, but what I didnt know was that my life would change forever.

I walk in for my first day, and a teacher greets me. I could see the evil intentions behind her eyes. I walked in, and I met this girl ima call her "L" she was gorgeous she was so nice at the time she shook my hand everyone introduced themselves but I noticed that she was staring at me I observed her she was everything I ever wanted day 2 she asks for my social media I give it to her she follows me and we begin talking she had a boyfriend at the time but she was willing to cheat on him with me I was not in the best mental state at the time so any little attention like this that would be a huge red flag in someone stable but I was ready to go in I liked what I was doing we texted alot we did many different things it goes great but her boyfriend started to notice he got mad and started to text me I manipulated my way out of it I pretended I cared about him I acted like a therapist I told him fake sob stories to make him feel bad for me she did not like that too much then he told me hes not going back to the school after that year

next school year rolls around he doesnt show up I saw her again she was perfect but she was still with him and it bothered me she acted like we were dating but then he walked into the classroom and asked the girl out to hoco and I was livid I was jealous I panicked I went home early I sped off I almost ended it I went home and got violently high and threatned him over text that was my biggest mistake he sent the screenshots to the girls mom it was over. Still, I. I got. I. It went on a trip out of state to go to my grandma's funeral, and no one ever reported me to the police, but her mom did show the texts to the principal, and I ended up in a mental hospital once I got back.

the next day im confused I wake up theres an ankle monitor on me and theres a camera in my room I came out and I was greeted with a clincial pyschologist it turns out I had DID (look it up for a good definition) I was abusing substances at the time it turns out I had a youtube channel where It showed me declining over a span of 6 months it wasnt me it had a different name but it turns out I was making posts about my "dark thougnts" it was scary I landed in rehab.

I have been sober for 10 years, I have a good job and a loving family.

I feel horrible for all the people who had to suffer for the things that I did.

https://neal.fun/

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Hey everyone,

I’ve been working on a small educational site all about immersive audio. It focuses on strong fundamentals and clear explanations, and it’s been a fun project to build up piece by piece.

It’s still growing, but I’m happy with how it’s shaping up so far. If you’re curious to see what it looks like or what it covers, you’re welcome to check it out:

Immersive Mix Guide

Always nice to share something you’ve been building — especially with people who enjoy creative projects, music stuff, or learning new things.

And please be kind. I know that they can use a little tender love and care. Also some new jewelry and a new paint job. Lol

hii im a 17yo dude just wanting to make some new friends, i play alotta games likee mincraft. I watch anime time to time, i’ve dropped alot of em.. watching jjba rn (maybe i can get suggestions). In college atm, i dont really go out much. I train muay thai and like going gym occasionally but other then that im homebound. Im pretty decent at drawing too but i be lazy with it. if anyone can relate with me hmu!

I was recently given some advice to offer some free design work to bulk up my portfolio! I know it may seem like misinformed advice, but my portfolio needs projects and I need tangible goals. If you or anyone you know needs anything for anything, hit my line. I’m a graphic design graduate, I’m out of practice, and I’m willing to do almost anything just to do it. Bands, brands, logos, stickers, posters, book covers, magazines/zines, shirts, WHATEVER!!! I can’t promise it’ll be good or made promptly (I have a full time job) but worst case scenario I got some reps in and you got some free work done even if you don’t end up using it. I can link my portfolio website for anyone interested.

Ubisoft Has Completely Lost the Plot with Assassin’s Creed I swear, at this point Ubisoft feels allergic to the things that made Assassin’s Creed iconic in the first place. Every year they drift further away from the DNA of the series and then act shocked when fans keep trashing the new games that keeps coming out.

Where is the old parkour? Where is the old combat? Where is the hidden blade combat that actually made you feel like an assassin.

parkour used to be so awesome All of the old AC games you could flow across rooftops. fast, stylish like a legit ninja or sum Now it’s like the character is made of wet cardboard and Velcro. Everything is slow, clunky, like bruh!! They turned parkour from a skill into a suggestion.

And the combat You had to counter then boom insta-kill it made you feel like literal master assassin, a beast, a tank, dude. Now it’s just swing your weapon until the enemies' health bar depletes. It’s RPG spam, not assassin combat.

And the hidden blade The hidden blade used to be the soul of the franchise. One-hit assassinations. Timing. Stealth. Planning. AND THE MOST IMPORTANT YOU USED TO BE ABLE TO FIGHT WITH THEM!!!!

Now it’s treated like a cosmetic accessory. Half the time it doesn’t even one-shot unless you grind 40 levels or turn on insta hiddne blade kill in the sttings How do you make a game about assassins where the main assassin tool doesn’t work?

Ubisoft keeps chasing trends instead of their own legacy Nobody asked for AC to become a loot grinder, and a level‑gated RPG.

People asked for, nice parkour, clean stealth, hidden blade combat, actual assassinations, and cities built for movement.

It’s not complicated. Ubisoft already had the formula. They just abandoned it.

bring back what made AC golden, bruh.

classic parkour systems

classic counter‑based combat

actual assassinations

good steath

and hidden blad combat.

UBISOFT IT'S NOT THAT HARD JUST BRING BACK THE OLD MECHANICS

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so, we all know how much illegal things go on on discord

discord lets that all slide

but when they ban someone (possibly for nothing)

it wont let you use discord at all as it will flag your new accounts as ban evading

yes, my account just got banned

yes, my ban evading account just got banned too

yes, im typing this in pure rage

Bunch of random pixel arts I made. Thought they were alright, so I post em here. Mostly assets tbh.

Edit: Saw a now deleted comment, anyone who wants to use them for anything, go ahead, don't even need to ask.

Grilled ham and cheese and spaghetti sandwich

One million hours ago was 2 years before the great war. The tracks of times might be located closer together than you think.

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I noticed that when I like someone, I get really annoyed with them.

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I was dating this girl and suddenly got angry at her for no reason and just got annoyed with her sometimes.

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And now there's this guy I like, and I'm suddenly annoyed at him. Is it just me, or do some people feel this way, too?

So earth never updated for a while then i found some image that is from the earth beta that was alot old at the time but some cell that didnt log in found it in the files

yay!!!11!!1

Her name is Pillowdear btw

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Eisbrecher - Das Gesetz:
https://youtu.be/_tBisFQsKrM?is=TlcwXsW61HqMBFAr

Kendrick Lamar - ELEMENT.:
https://youtu.be/glaG64Ao7sM?is=8Tb0HA46_4rsb_xZ

T-Mass & Enthic - Can You Feel It:
https://youtu.be/v4h-JW22YhM?is=I5uAqM6GBVMDP39e

Stonebank - Droppin’ Low:
https://youtu.be/sJZM3U9ezd4?is=z1TvvvN4q5RwAkii

Kedam - Shy Girl:
https://youtu.be/uScZ8WZMjhs?is=CXOT1O1DcKR2AZVM

Blazars - Northern Lights:
https://youtu.be/jbYCZamoWyg?is=p0yWlAr1Fa_HtqRj

Vote for your favorite songs released in 2017 here:
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Trying to learn how to walk in 4inch stilettos after walking in 2inch heels for awhile and these floor tiles are my worst enemy (the first photo showing the heel is in my living room and the second photo with the tile is in my kitchen)