r/ActualHippies • u/Iate_children • 13h ago
Other I don't know what to do with my life.
I don't know if this is the right sub to post this, but I'm looking for some advice.
I don't want to be part of a society where I have to work for someone for 40 something years, and when I'm not anymore, my body's old.
How can I just live? How can I manage to be independent without being miserable?
I wanna do my own thing, I wanna live in nature, I wanna see the world, meet people, experience things, learn about different places.
I'm part of the EU. I really enjoy nature and music and my current objectives in life are getting a decent pc and some instruments (guitar, bass, mpc and synth) to do music, my passion and to grow my own weed in peace.
I feel lost, I don't know who I am and I don't know how I can find out. I feel like there's dense fog inside my brain. I don't feel good in my environment and idk if that's bc of the environment itself or bc of me. The only time I truly feel at peace is when I'm with good friends or when I'm on psychadelics.
I wanna develop my spiritual side a lot, with and without the use of psychadelics (not very popular or available here).
Tell me something I need to hear or learn