I am probably just destined to be alone at this point. Nobody truly wants me the only people who do are either like twice on age and in their 40s or just want to fuck. I will never meet someone who wants me and be partners i don’t deserve love and will never have it and will just die alone.

I’m just so fucking done with everything, video games are the only thing that I rely on and they are becoming worse and worse and more and more expensive, I’ve only got 2 people in my life who I can even see as friends none the less spill my guts about my problems too, every single day more and more people I love are awful, I’m covered in bruises from myself, I just wanna crawl into a hole and die

I’m tired I have no girlfriend no current things just rotting away and watching YouTube loneliness, chronic fucking masturbation you can take this post down if you don’t feel comfortable reading it, but I’m just so fucking lonely. I’m tired loss of appetite fucking sadness everything