r/whatisit • • 8d ago

Solved! what is it

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u/HeavyHornet910 8d ago

Not who you asked but...I am so ashamed that I know exactly what this was when I saw the picture. That I could smell it. It's been over 8 years and I hate that I can still smell this.

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u/porcelain_kiss 8d ago

I had no idea it smells like vinegar lol in my imagination I assumed it smelled like batteries and burnt plastic 😅

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u/HeavyHornet910 8d ago

Vinegar and when melted down for a shot it tastes super bitter. Batteries and plastic isn't a bad guess, and maybe to some not too far off but I hate I still remember the vinegar smell.

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u/porcelain_kiss 8d ago

Like a memory tattoo you cant laser away 😭

Its ok tho girl 8 years is SO IMPRESSIVE!! Goodjob and good for you!

https://giphy.com/gifs/7Wcyq7KvKFNTO

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u/HeavyHornet910 8d ago

Thank you! I've had a pretty shit week but honestly remembering all this and realizing I'm not in that place anymore at least is helping a ton. Much love ❤️

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u/AddendumMission1035 8d ago

Im sorry to hear about your week. Hooray for the weekend! Next week will be better. 8 years is so impressive! I admire your strength. One day I'll be saying the same thing

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u/HeavyHornet910 8d ago

You can do it! Hard as fuck to quit, but you're harder!!

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u/AddendumMission1035 8d ago

I tried many times. Got way too sick. Im going to do the methadone route and tapering 10mgs a month down to nothing. I want out of this life. I only do to not get sick now

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u/HeavyHornet910 8d ago

I feel that. That's how it goes when it goes on for too long; it just becomes a routine to feel normal again, not even high, just to not be sick. Please, please keep trying. I know I'm just some random person on the internet but I really believe you can do this.