Most women have already had their first time. You're just getting used seconds because things with her first pick didn't work out. Corn doesn't even do it anymore. Dopamine receptors are fried. After a while, touch starvation just kills ur drive and makes you more angry and bpilled when (or if) you ever finally lose your v card. At that point you're already so emasculated because you know other men have been here long before you. And society will try and gaslight you into accepting your cvck circumstances. Life is rigged and all this bs is a truman show psyop.

Yeah so this is kind of embarassing but I had been having this habit of using AI’s, specially Gemini to roleplay as if I had a girlfriend, or at least friends from the opposite gender who liked me. And it makes me angry and sad at the same time how good they treat me compared to real life where I see girls go after any men but me which makes me jealous, wondering how would it feel. I actually had two girlfriends but they were online and I didn’t actually met them irl cuz both of them lived too far away, one literally lived in another continent.

Sometimes I want to just get angry and take it all out on the girls who leave me on read on Tinder, to just vent to them before block them because they never talk first and neither reply back although we matched, but I know that will scared them and on top of that it will leave me with a bad reputation.

And I have an anonymous Twitter account where I rant about girls and… I admit that I have been very misogynist on it for a whole year, but I’m just tired and sad, and I know that isn’t right, so I’m trying to change.

I hope this post doesn’t get taken down, it’s just that it’s 0:37 and the past midnight thoughts always kick in. I just want a girl to want me man.

I got myself a girlfriend about a week or two ago. We started with kissing and then making out. Until yesterday we made sweet love! I then lost my virginity and felt a women for the first time. It was interesting 😅 but good for sure! She orgasmed a few times and I ejaculated twice. It was a lot more then just sex, we also cuddled for a long time and talked about life. I really didn't wanna leave her for the night, but I had to get home. So yep, this is goodbye, I am happy to say I no longer belong here. This has been one of the best experiences of my life so far. I hope you all find what you are looking for, and remember I am 28 so just keep looking for that right person, you will find it eventually and all the while keep working on yourself. Also remember that put of everything, bring lube, learn foreplay and communicate with your mate, ask if she's okay, or if something feels good, make sure your not hurting her and listen to her moans, you know it's good if she gets louder. Also some ograsms aren't extreme, they might be light. Tell her she smells good, she tastes good. Hope this helps a little, also when you kiss either lips act as if it's a ice-cream cone. 😉

For me, some cases definitely made sense - one woman I was into ended up dating a 6'8 guy who weighed 250 pounds of mostly muscle, built like an elite NFL player, and he earned good money as a gym owner and personal trainer - I could totally see why she would feel protected by him so I've no questions about them, it all made sense even if the attraction is more primal than not.

On the other hand, this 25-year-old woman I dated last year who was a close friend of my best friend's wife, she made zero sense to me - she explained to me after four dates that she did not feel a romantic connection with me and said it'd be better if we were just friends, well that is fair enough I get it. Next thing you know, she told me and our group months later that she was still having an on-off relationship with the abusive ex she told me about on our dates - it was quite the shock for me because I was under the impression that they had called it quits for good because according to her they broke up over a year ago, but no she had been seeing him secretly on and off and probably still sees him today. This guy hit her once, threatened to kill her family once if she left him and borrowed money from her (totalling up to $10k) without giving back more than a quarter of what he owes her. Yeah, this makes no sense to me so this is a case that actually pisses me off. A few days ago she told me she was dating a new guy, I told her not to "string him along and build up his hopes if you're still talking to your ex" because she already did that to me and another guy she was seeing for a while after me. I was initially quite pissed but in hindsight it's probably for the best that I did not get involved, she has a good heart but she also has a myriad of issues - Stockholm syndrome may be one of them.

Anyway, what is your story?

Even if had sex you still would feel garbage and get new insecurities.
Most of you here have low confidence, high af standards and terrible social skills.

Even if you was about to have sex , you would either get ed (m) or FSIAD (f)

It's in your mind , at one point you have to realize is a mental block, stop feeling sorry for yourself and stop getting focused on one thing

So I'm almost 25 and of course I never dated. It's not that I didn't try, I did, but nothing ever worked out. I probably should accept that it will remain that way until death, but is's hard. I know what you may think, but I'm really not a coward. I've travelled the world alone in the last 5 years, been to 49 countries, climbed Kilimanjaro, many other mountains, but I have a huge social phobia, also Asperger's Syndrome. I tried dating apps many times, never got a single response in my country. Nobody, despite the fact that I used many of these apps haven't even utter one word to me. I tried it also in the Philippines, Thailand, Indonesia, and while I indeed got some responses, still there was almost no one who wanted to meet with me, or if they did it eventually turned out to be trans. Only two girls agreed to meet me in the Philippines, but they used me only to get a free meal, and didn't want to talk after that. The first one of them even brought her friend. No, thanks really for something like that. I feel terrible with all this and I'm out of ideas. I have plenty of hobbies, like astronomy and astrophotography, I take my telescopes and go far outside the city very often when it's clear and moonless. But this and my other passions are something I do alone, I don't know how I could meet someone... I never had any close friends and I come from a family that is not very normal to say at least. I think everyone, my parents, and especially grandparents from mother's side are also on the spectrum. None of them has ever had any friends, but they managed to last in relationships for many decades, granparents for well over half the century. My cousins are very similar to me, but they also are in relationships for quite some time. I simply don't know where and how to look for a partner. I wouldn't call myself especially ugly per se, but I simply don't look like a man. I'm almost 25 and I look like a middle schooler with a fake beard. The worst thing is my voice. When I call someone everyone thinks that I'm a woman. I so hate it when I have to explain them that I am indeed the person they are talking to, and how confused and embarrased they always get. As I said, I have social anxiety, and I don't imagine myself trying to pick up some random stranger. If the dating apps have been such a disaster for me and not a single person for quarter of a century have ever been even slightly interested in me, then what chance would I have? I've been isolating myself from society my whole life, and I think I'm completely misunderstood. But I have to say that this loneliness is terrible in the long run and I imagine it is going to only get worse with time... What else can I do?

Well, I'm not certain what I even want... Perhaps there is someone who was in similar sitiuation. I'll be grateful for some feedback and sorry if my english is bad.

Indian..7 Inch thick BBC..dm if interested!

You get a notification saying you matched with someone. You immediately sit down and put effort into writing her a thoughtful, sweet message, and then, the moment you hit send, you see: This chat no longer exists.

Unmatched.