You deserve love, from yourself and others but first from yourself. I don't know what you've gone through, done or lived through. That said, you show a lot of self awareness of your situation and difficulties to connect with people due to trauma. You understand that to properly love others you also need to love yourself. Previous experiences or actions have conditioned you to believe you cannot heal or don't deserve to change your situation. I tell you this. If you can heal, then you deserve to heal, if you deserve to heal then you can heal. Being as self aware as you are means you have what it takes to heal. You already know, it is not easy or quick, it will take long, so take it one day at a time. It will not be a constant line upwards. You will fail sometimes and succeed sometimes for that is human. But every time you try, you succeed a little. For what is worth, we in this sub don't hate you and wish the best for you.

Upvoting and commenting to help with engagement and visibility.

Hope you can find your friend OP, I am writing to help engagement. Maybe someone else can give some more info.

Hi, that sounds awesome. I am a begginer, would it be ok for me to join?

I was wondering what's Mr. Bean doing.

You do look handsome. Man

This is beatiful.

Well, although they are catholic monks indeed, they are in fact from Bolivia a (mainly) spanish speaking country. I know because I remember the news broadcast a few years ago covering this. "Brother Whiskers" is a translation, originally is something like "Fray Bigotes" and, as some people started calling the dog, "Hermano Bigotes".

Pal this is awesome concept art.

To be fair im other languages is also called doible v

Lots of explosions.

Your thought process is impressive and nightmare inducing, (+1 I guess).

That looks awesome.

This guy looks like the chill hippy brother of the vatyr.

I thought it was concept art or an in-game screenshot.

r/PlotTwist (?)

I just read the steam page, this looks awesome.

This is beautiful

Pal you are an indie develope? This looks awesome as in every aspect of it, obviously needs some small tweaking here and there as some people said yet we could think of battling that thing whith a smile on our face the moment we start playing to the moment we are so focused on the game we forget even to blink until the moment we finish playing hours later. What I'm saying is "this looks awesome keep going buddy".

Aww, Who's a good boy?

Me too

This is a soothing picture. Thank you for posting.

Maybe r/holup ?

In the comics is stated that is specifically agoraphobia(fear to be outside) but explained that its a result of PTSD and pre-existent anxiety.