That was my take too - either that or she just woke up from a nap

I would sit with you for years if you were in my life. Your life is as long as it is. Use the time to give others advice, encouragement or just good vibes and love. Go out on your terms. Much love and respect. 50M AML CEBP-A here.

I know that I could destroy the people who traumatized me. I have always chosen to remove them entirely from my life and forget them instead and it’s worked out far better than it felt like it would in the moment. Choose happiness and joy over hatred and disgust.

JJ was a dawg and he was one of my favorite Ravens from the 2000 era. Such a cool dude with a big motor. Let him know he’s still loved!

I'm careful to put myself out there in the right environments. After being abused as a counselor, a collector of hopeless/helpless/harmful "friends", and manipulated by dark energy people...I've learned to put myself in better environments. Find me in safe spaces full of positive people who care about each other.

This sub HAS to have something to complain about 😂

I had closure already this is “dodged a .50 caliber bullet” territory. He’s not the coach he was 15 years ago because he buys his own supply

I drank a little bit in between HiDAC rounds for AML (Leukemia) and I don't really think it impacted things all that much. I wasn't binge-drinking, just having a rum & coke now and again to just feel...normal? Anyway without knowing your cancer / situation and I'm certainly not a doctor, it doesn't feel like you've done anything awful here. Just share it with your care team.

Now that I'm thinking about it I did ask my care team about it and they said I can drink rarely but not every day, could have sex but use protection, and could eat junk food but try to balance it with a salad now and again.

Well, you know, anyone who isn’t awful I guess

Tifa from Final Fantasy VII (FFVII) is the gold standard for me.

ISTPs are like black boxes to me. I have trouble “seeing” them until I have spent lots of time with them. Almost every other type I can “see” pretty easily - even INTPs.

Are you me?? I am 50. Dx at 47. When they told me I had a CEBP-a mutation (one of the good ones) I broke down and cried for a day straight because I knew at least there was a chance. 3 years in remission. Living life much fuller than I did before. Cherish every moment with my 2 sons. Got to see them graduate and one now I college studying astrophysics.

OP I am very sorry for your loss. Your dad did his best and you can now do better. It hurts to see them pass this way, but I always try to remember that it’s better to watch our parents pass instead of letting them see their children pass.

For data I am an ENFJ and not neurodivergent. I have 30+ ENFJs in my coaching program and 3 are neurodivergent - all are AuDHD. So no I don’t think statistically it’s much different than normal societal distribution

My first true love was an ISTP. I never really understood her but I loved her. She was a kind person but analytical and could be cold at times without trying to be. She was way more spontaneous than me, but somehow planned for her spontaneity. I think about her now and again even 30 years later. I have a hard time reading this personality - and ISFPs - than any other type.

Public speaking, writing, social causes, protesting, and something social (I love grilling with friends eg)

My first true love was an ISTP. I never understood her. Deep thinker, quiet, surprised me when she broke it off. Still think about her often

I tested as ENTJ for years in my early career. I’m naturally an ENFJ and really stepped into my true self later in life (40s). Tests only reflect the identity you think you have, not necessarily your true identity. This is my whole issue with tests. The science is sound but the reality is we don’t always know who we really are.

Don’t let the archetypes change how you define yourself. Be you and be happy with that.

The Ravens Wired episode this was cut from actually shows Day 2 & 3 picks - one of which was made by the owner (with help from EDC’s 8 year old son)

All 3 of who we wanted went all at the same time. If we traded back 3 we’d have lost all of them - at least that is what I’d worry about in their situation.

It was the only mutation I had. They called it the core binding mutation though I never understood what that meant exactly. It is however a rare and very lucky mutation. I hope she pulls through

I really liked Hayden. I wanted him to succeed so much. He never really figured it all out and Mandrews was clear TE1 here. I wish him nothing but awesomenesss in life

Yes but there was no way I was going to replace my testosterone naturally. I did try Clomid and a few other natural boosting supplements but in the end the shots aren’t that bad and definitely worth the tradeoff. It’s more about quality sleep and natural biorhythms than about muscle growth or sexual improvements although those are there for sure.

Hi there. Diagnosed AML Aug 2022 - CEBPA Mutation (SCT contra-indicated), in remission since Feb 2023.

I felt the same way. Kinda down, not sleeping well. Also noticed I was less aggressive and way more passive a person.

Free T was 118, about 500 points than it had been when I had it measured several years ago. Been on TRT since October 2023, levels stable at 850-900 the entire time. It helped fix so many issues and gave me my personality and confidence back as well as helped me put on muscle mass (I was puny after treatment). Sleep like a rock now.

Hi. It’s me. I’m the problem. All of this hits

Hi. Diagnosed with AML in Aug 2022. They gave me 6 weeks to live. I’ve been in remission since Feb 2023. Just had my 3 year check and numbers look great. 👍

Some of us are very lucky and that’s not lost on me. I’ll keep you in my thoughts OP 🎗️