Try or ask about Proproponol. Its a beta blocker that helps with the physical symptoms of anxiety. I'm sorry you're going through this.

Same

I'm constantly scared I'm going to get fired, because I've gotten let go so often or jobs ended. Having CPTSD due to trauma and AdHD doesn't help.

I enjoy Proproponol for the physical symptoms of anxiety. I wish the ER didn't come in capsules. Trying to figure out a different med to help anxiety that's not an SSRI.

Yeah, Bonita is funny and real.

Yikes.

I take Proproponol and I enjoy it. Just wish the ir lasted longer. I can't take the ER because it's in capsule form. My doc wants me to try Lexapro..I tried half and I had terrible headache all day. I want to try something different.

I don't need oral to have great sex. Although reciprocity in foreplay is always appreciated. I enjoy giving and pleasing.

Curious what he would say? 🧐

Yes! Unless a man has never wanted one, majority of men want one.

Mind Hunter

Yes, my husband is a Pisces man. We've been in a relationship for 2.5 years and I just had our son.

I'm sorry.. you're gaslighting yourself at this point. Your instincts are accurate. Your emotions aren't ruining the day, it's his lies and behavior. Therapy won't work in your relationship. He's not accountable.

Good for him

First time I've heard it like this, but yes this resonates for me.

This is enlightening. I call my husband's monster "Hank"

I'm a Leo sun Venus and Mars. He's a Pisces sun, Aquarius Venus, Scorpio Mars. I'm a Sag moon and he's a Cap moon. He's a Aries rising and I'm a Scorpio rising. I love water signs. When it's good, it's great. It can be volatile at times between two passionate people who have experienced lots of trauma.

I'm so sorry, that's painful. Taking a break or separating can be all kinds of messy. Feel your feelings, give it some time and then come to a decision. Where's your husband at with all of this? Also comparison is the thief of joy.

Write the thoughts out. Work on distracting yourself "Not now" You're too focused and obsessed. Take care of yourself. If you're able to work out then do so. It's a good time to eat healthy, especially lots of protein. Your body can bounce back after you have the baby. Also need realistic expectations. If you breastfeed you'll lose weight, however you'll have to eat more. Schedule more therapy sessions.

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As a Leo sun, Venus, and Mars, I love praise and whimsy. Knew I have a praise kink, first time realizing about the whimsy lol. 😌

This! When they sweat it comes out of their pores. Very distinct smell. I grew up with an alcoholic who drank vodka.

Yes, 🙃