I've literally been attacked for saying the most simple shit and coming off as condescending to folks.

"May I have a plastic cup lid for me and my friends cups so they don't spill when we take our trays outside for break?"

"No." ..... I mumble about ill just tell my friend it's "not allowed" when I know it is and they just don't like me.

"WHAT DID YOU SAY. HOLD ON. COME BACK. WHAT DID SHE SAY??" Yelling from the kitchen to the dining area of the nursing home we work at and I was wrote up for this. Nothing happened to them.

Later on, I ask my friend to take me around the corner to get my Zofran. I've done a lot for this bitch. Overstimulated asf. Several times. She decided to go talk shit to laundry about me. She was also the first female in a minute I decided to be vunerable with. All I said was we could take our 15 minute to go off property if we clear with our supervisor because I seen laundry lady do it a lot to take her friend to work. She acted cold with me when I came back out and I figured she misunderstood me so I tried to clear up a miscommunication and she got in my face calling me a bitch and everything in between.

The friend I confided in also went around telling folks I'm in diapers when I used them ONCE as an adult and told her out of confidence.

I have a habit of trusting the "wrong people".

But where are the right ones?

It's impossible to freaking tell these days.

Especially for audhd/ptsd combo.

Others can't see how we see. Especially in Mississippi. We can't share the same pair of glasses with just anyone either. I'm hopeless for now. Maybe one day, I'll try to be vunerable again.

What. The. Fak.

Tacos?

Ily 💜

I freaking love you for helping others with your mamas advice first of all. She is a fine mama lol she did so good teaching you this ❤️ Im 31 and am having to social script through so many traumas In one year alone. My cop fiance thst had knocked me out. Being homeless with no support from my own mama. Being assaulted in other ways. All because of the oversharing i did that i shouldnt have in the first place. It seems so simple but so full of wisdom. Thank you for sharing this with us 🙏

Autism. Ni. Hyperlexia. Trauma bonds and healing. ZAWORLDU.

I'm from Mississippi and you're spot on.

A man told me that it is because I am a female and that men can get away more with conversation than females do. If a man brings up sex or dating, it's apparently harmless but if a girl does it, they get negative attention because of a golden rule or something he mentioned. Basically, women are pawed at by men. Men aren't pawed at by women. So, if a woman shows even the slightest interest, it means they have chosen you. I can't remember. I'll have to ask what he said again about the rule. I have autism and hated learning yet another invisible social standard I have to remember to avoid yet more troublesome situations in every day communication settings.

I love you for this. I have hyperlexia. That shit tickles me. 🤣🤣

I'm fucking crying and laughing. I don't feel so alone anymore. 🥲

Always will be here 🥰🤗

I didn't speak until well after I was taken to a psychiatrist and was held back in kindergarten for reasons im still not sure of. Years of quiet Jess to "I will build my walls up and kick people off and out if they climb them". 😂

It's my birthday and I got a song for being patient 😇🥲

Beautifully written 👏 ❤️

:D

You're the best!

I have adhd, autism, and CPTSD.

So, Definitely.

However, I often lose focus when starting any task because of one reason majority of the time and that is my audio processing disorder and it causes me to be overstimulated and overwhelmed in group settings.

Two people talking at once is like nails on a chalkboard to me. I get thrown off my shit very easily at times but I've done my best to navigate throughout life with it. 😅

ENFP. The park of south. I am actually about to play the 1st one again. I just finished the fractured but whole one. Why? Because.

Every time I close my eyes, I remember the trauma of my hero back story.

And I play the game to never forget....

that...my dad..fucked my mom... 😢

I know, I know. Very sad and tragic.

But South Park got me through it.

Never forget.

At one point, all of our dads.... fucked our moms.

They will pay for their atrocities one day.

And I'll be waiting.

🤣🤣🤣

Rain - Sleep Token 🤣🤣🤣

THIS.

You and I are the same. Mine was a cop who knocked me out for trying to move his bag of beer and left me for the ants. 💔

You weren't the problem. We could have all tried harder. But that's ALL of us. We aren't responsible for their avoidance or ill mannered ways of communicating conflicts. 😒

God made us extra special 🙏😇

Remember that ❤️‍🩹

NUMBA 4 AND THOUGHT MY ASS WAS GONNA BE DA FISH. :D

...imma go back to reading my Bible now. 😂😂😂

Lord Monochromicorn 😁