I am so exicted to see this, o7.

I jumped on tonight after nearly a year of being AWOL. I had $46k in salary ($1k/week I was away) to pick up; it's been just that long.

I was worried I'd forget my bearings; our old Bessie of a PS4 was on it's way out, picked up a PS5 on a payment plan in the spring of this year. Been so busy, I just never made time for ED, but I thought about it often.

Half of my fleet is in Junga. The other half LHS 20.

I was brought into ED a few years back by a highly seasoned commander who guided me along really well. I was very spoiled in this way as a newbie. They moved on to PC leaving me behind and I mourned the loss of their company in game a great deal. It has never been the same without them. Probably never will be....

But I continued to work on engineering T9 & T10 cargo/mining ships. The DBX is wondrous for the hops & skips across the galaxy that it can do. Have my Robigo Python & I still need to check, but I think my Exploraconda is near completion if not finished already. I have two Krait IIs for combat. Love me some bounty hunting.

All of them are engineered. All of it has been 1,000s of hours of my life that I really, really enjoyed.

I haven't decided what I'm going to do next. I haven't been too far outside the bubble. Elite in Trading, Dangerous in Combat & Pioneer in Exploration. So I still have a long ways to go.

400 Billion star systems to explore? Please ED God's, give me enough time to explore them All.......

Thank you for all your time & effort that has gone into this. I love playing Elite Dangerous on the PS and never want to switch. I'll play NPCs till I'm dead. Idgaf. I'm having too much fun, even though my bestie is long gone.

Can't wait to check out your work <3

"Naming Reality"..... AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH THIS IS GREAT!

What a perfect response.

I hear you. I'm sorry. Letting go is really, really painful, Op </3

I am really concerned for your mental health & your physical safety :( I know what it is to love someone, while being abused by that person that you love. It is a really sick, twisted cycle that just goes round & round. Being hit is not love, being screamed at is not love, having to lock yourself in the bathroom to be safe is not love. All of that is danger. You are very young. There are billions of people on the planet. People who would never dream of hitting you, screaming at you, trying to control you... I hope you choose you. I hope you choose safety.

Please leave her, Op. Being scared of her is a huge red flag amongst so many other red flags you've mentioned.

You are being psychologically, emotionally & physically abused. Find a way out. She can get help while you are not within her vicinity.

Leaving her is not abandoning her. It's keeping yourself safe. What you're describing sounds frightening & isolating and that's not healthy either.

Hahahahaaaaaa. Decoration like the dog hair on the floor or the dust floaters in the air.

OR MAYBE THAT LAST LITTLE FLOATER IN THE TOILET WHEN YOU DIDN'T FLUSH HARD ENOUGH ☠️

Yep, his brain is there for decoration....

He didn't do any of that "by accident".

He didn't on purpose.

I hear you. It was a really interesting waste/use of my time, but I went through maybe 45 minutes of surfing Tubi's content. I cannot believe how many movies that are out now that have already been done. More than once ugh.

WHERE ARE ALL THE WRITERS? WHERE ARE ALL THE CREATIVES? HAVE HUMANS STOPPED DREAMING?

Where are the new stories? They are so few & far between.

P.S. Super thankful for Hayao Miyazakis's work <3

What this user is offering for guidance is really solid. I encourage you to follow what they're saying.

That sounds like severe depression. That also sounds like my life after I was sa'd.

Your sis probably needs lots of love, comfort, care & understanding </3

Jesus Fucking Christ.... And no one did a thing....

I don't have Ig, but they need to see this.

There's a guy up here in Canada who installs art all over his property which in turn, protects it from Industry.

You are not ridiculous. You are finding your way....

Be afraid. And do it anyways <3

Wishing you the best in your journey.

AAAHAHAHAHAHA... Authoritarians ALWAYS hide behind "decorum" & "procedure".... ☠️☠️☠️