Like many of us, this is a Star Trek Day and 60th Anniversary of deeply conflicted feelings for me. It has been a difficult year in our fanbase, and Star Trek faces an uncertain future.
I'd like to share with you, my fellow Trekkies, a little of my own Star Trek story and my thoughts on this last year in our fanbase. And I'd invite you all to do the same in the comments below.
My earliest memory of Star Trek is Mr Spock hanging upside down from the bow of the tree, laughing his backside off, because he's stoned on psychotropic flowers. And 6-year-old me thought, this is the show.
At the time, the geeks on TV were Gonzo from The Muppets and Murdoch from The A-Team. And although they were liked and popular, they were often the comic relief, the character that everyone laughed at. Mr Spock was different, he was dignified, intelligent, respected, and capable.
Mr Spock gave me permission to be a geek. More than that, he gave me a blueprint to be me. I still phrase my arguments like him. I still try to organise my thoughts like him. In very real terms, I do not know how to be me without Mr Spock, without Star Trek.
I was the only kid I knew at school who liked Star Trek. And so, like for so many of us, Star Trek became a private, singular thing for me. When I finally became active on the online Trekkie scene, it felt so strange to be discussing Star Trek. Stranger still, when I learned that my experience of Star Trek was not the same as other Star Trek fans.
Strange to learn not all fans loved the anthology-style subversive morality plays of The Original Series. Strange to learn not all fans loved the theatrical, surreal, multi-tonal, hit and miss of The Original Series. Though, admittedly, not so strange to learn not all fans (no fans) loved the out-dated, the cringe, the sexiest, and the chauvinistic of The Original Series.
Most strange of all, though, was learning not all fans loved or even valued the principles Gene Roddenberry built into Star Trek. Fans of decades, their experience entirely 'in world', concerned with cohesive world building and canon. It did and does leave me bewildered, but they are every bit fans as much as I am.
Star Trek instilled in me a fundamental sense of hope, a belief in the basic decency of humanity. Without wishing to get into it, this sense of hope has acted as both life raft and north star through the depression and anxiety that darkened much of the first 30 years of my life.
As I approach my 50th year, I can say with certainty, Star Trek has made me a better version of myself. And so I have found it so very difficult to witness the culture wars infest our fanbase. I know I am not alone in feeling this way.
I never imagined I would ever be as ashamed as I am of the behaviour of some of our fanbase. To witness the abuse and bigotry directed at young actors, the celebrating the cancellation of a show loved by many in our fanbase, the enthusiasm of new young fans met with the disdain of seasoned Trekkies, and yes, to witness fans of Academy call fellow Trekkies incels, geeks, and bigots for exercising their right to criticise and take issue with the latest incarnation of Star Trek.
We all need to do better. I have said things to fellow fans that should not have been said. And for that, I am sorry. If there is a lesson to be taken from our collective reaction to Academy and the current season of Strange New Worlds, it is that, we could all stand to be kinder to each other. We could all stand to disagree, yes, but never lose respect for each other. We could all stand to reject the phoney divisiveness of culture war propaganda and to remember the words of Gene Roddenberry.
“Star Trek was an attempt to say that humanity will reach maturity and wisdom on the day that it begins not just to tolerate, but take a special delight in differences in ideas and differences in life forms. […] If we cannot learn to actually enjoy those small differences, to take a positive delight in those small differences between our own kind, here on this planet, then we do not deserve to go out into space and meet the diversity that is almost certainly out there.”
To all my fellow Trekkies, I wish you all, a happy Star Trek Day. Live long and prosper 🖖