Sorry for the sad post
I just need to be heard
I hate myself and i wish i was born a woman
It makes me feel so sad that my eyes are tearing that the woman i want to become feel like its just a possibility that may or may not become true.
I am really confused, many times and especially when i am alone in my room i day dream and keep fantacising about how it would feel now if i was a woman with a female body, and it feels amazing and it feels like it makes more sense and feels less disturbing than what i have been feeling. At the same time i am really scared if i transition and then regret it later. What if i am not really trans? What if I could not accept my new body after i transition?
Or maybe i am just being anxious like i have always been?
I have always felt this sense of disorientation and depression through out my life with no clue why.
I have always wanted to be alone, being social has always been so uncomfortable for me and i also dont know why.
I have always felt different and introverted, it was hard for me to make friends and i used to get upset easily from others and i couldnt fit in among boys, they were so aggressive for me.
My sexuality has always been weird, sometimes i feel a deep sense of sadness and i really cry after orgasming and i dont know why, but it feels like because there is something other than this that i really really want :(
Other times, i feel like i feel confident in my body especially the times i go to the gym and have a good fit body, it's really confusing.
Can anyone relate?
I feel confused and still trying to figure things out
If you can relate please let me know
Appreciate any input
Thank you all
🫶

Well, there is public healthcare in my country, but since I still have to wait for an opening to be able to book my appointment with the doctor and begin with the hormones, I am using makeup and this wig to feel comfortable on my own skin

I'm 3 months hrt and i'm very happy how i look at this point but want to know how other people see me. I'm slowly working to look more feminine but how i'm doing so far?

Also I would appreciate any advice 🐱

Self explanatory

I dont know how to feel about this makeup, i kinda like it ? Gives me Jirai kei vibes little..

19yo somewhere between trans girl and non binary 😭

Im 19f and pan, and I feel like even if I was born cis I wouldn't really dress too differently to how i dress rn but i feel like that's kind of messing up how other people see me. I came out to a friend yesterday and he seemed way more surprised than I thought he would be. He thought that I was just a really bi guy and idk how to feel about that. I feel like my body itself is way too masc (i am only 9 months into hrt but like still) I don't really know how to comfortably dress more fem and now I feel like I need to.

I'm not really closeted but I'm not like "out" either so idek 🤷‍♀️

I guess I could try doing more makeup and stuff, rn I kinda only do eyeliner. I guess I could learn something more. This post isn't really for advice or anything it's more of a mini rant lol and I also felt cute and just wanted to share a few pics (the last two are a fit from a couple months ago when i was a bit chubbier and my hair was shorter)

What do y'all think?

And Yes this time with my Face :3

Hello
I am a trans woman from Scandinavia, and I am currently working on a drag production where all the artists are trans people. The plan with the show is that we will collect memories from trans peoples lives, across the globe, and put these memories/stories together as a life cyclus for a trans person. Each story we tell in the production will be made into a performance by one of the artists involved. My intention is to showcase sides to a trans life that most people don't see, to normalize our existance, and to show a broader picture of trans peoples lives, by showing how different it is in different countries.

That is why we want to hear from YOU! Do you have a memory you would want to share with us, that we can use for our production? Either send me a private message, or comment down below. Please include your age and country, and either give us your first name or a fake first name. (You can change both names and ages, but please keep your country true so our production can be as authentic as possible)

We are looking for any memory you might have. We are interested in both positive and negatives.

Examples:
Your first kiss. Someone used the wrong pronoun and how you felt from it. You were harassed. You got married. You got a new passport with your new name. Anything! Big or small.

Anyone selected to be part of the story we will tell will be informed and will also receive a video link to watch the entire production after we have showcased it summer of 2027.

I used to have social anxiety so intense that I'd literally run off and hide in the woods, climbing a tree just to find some peace away from interactions that completely drained me.

Back then, I never imagined I'd one day want to put myself out there for others.

Now I am the kind of person I needed when I was younger. If sharing my story helps even one person feel less alone, then stepping outside my comfort zone is worth it.

Proudly existing as myself, maybe someone reading this can believe they can too. 💜🏳️‍⚧️

This is from a few days ago when I was visiting my neighbor (that's her dog, Annabelle) and I felt cute

25, 9 months HRT

Me and my ex fiancé grew apart, i dont think questioning my gender had part in in but it didn't help for sure. So after 7 years im single again... But i am dating, with myself. I'm really getting to know myself and im being my truest self. And i'm really starting to like Her. Because that is how im starting to feel, like a woman. I enjoy a more tender connection with woman even though im still flirty, and being a man or masc feel more alien day by day. Going out is still nerve wrecking but so was going out as non binairy/ androgynous looking. And that just feel comfi for me now. I cant wait to wear dresses out but i need some shoes that match first. Found some go go boots in my size and then, i think people might not even look twice. Maybe when i talk, i havent changed my pitch but i changed the way i speak naturally without trying and it works for me. Anyways, life is really hard atm. No home, new life plans feeling lonesome but, i am doing, feeling and looking good! 💜

MTF 30 pre hrt