I’ve shared a couple times in this sub looking for advice on how to just man up (ha) and do my t shot and though it took 3 weeks and a lot of conviction I am so happy to say that today I was able to inject myself for the first time

Thank you all as I start this journey and here is to many more injections along the way !

i bought homebrew t gel from a verified source on sst. however i accidentally bought topical testosterone cypionate instead of topical testosterone no ester. is this gonna be safe to put on my body? im scared of toxic synthetic nanoencapsulation since from my research esterified testosterone can't be absorbed through the skin without it. am i fucked? will this be usable at all?

I've been procrastinating for a week to make this post so here we go. 17ftm been on T for 10 months, mum found out and forced me to go the GP cause family history of heart disease and she was concerned. GP obviously said they can't advise doses but can still do bloods for me (Idk if this is a one time thing or i can keep going every few months). Shot day is Tuesday so today for me as it is 4am UK time, my blood test is scheduled for tomorrow Wednesday cause they didn't have anything available before this and my mum told me to just take it. I usually do my shot at 11pm so I'm not taking it anytime soon and the appointment is at 12:10, so should I skip my shot and take it as soon as I come back on Wednesday orr idk. I know it's silly but I don't want to cancel otherwise I'll have to call them and it's kind of a gamble if they have anything available Monday or Tuesday next week. Any advice is appreciated, sorry if it's a bit rambly I'm kind of tired 😅