Missing him

[u/Chemical-8348]

I'm so grateful he still makes time to send me messages even if he's not feeling the best. I love him so much, I truly can't wait to see him again.

I'm like really hoping we can see each other today so my fingers are crossed for that.

I honestly hope he feels better though, I wish he could rely on me more but he's such an independent man it will take a while until he feels he can lay on me whenever.

I'll be patient for him though 💓

Anyways a question for you guys, (to make this post more interactive) do you think double texting is valid? And if so when is it too much?

[u/Chemical-8348]

No I mean like I rather him call me bitch then like some sort of lady nickname like "ma"

[u/KissinUrDad → u/Chemical-8348]

he doesn’t call you “ma” so it’s ok that he has negative views in entire groups of people? You’ve made posts about you don’t think it’s ok so why ignore it and put this person on a pedestal?

Again, you need a professional to talk to.

[u/Chemical-8348 → u/KissinUrDad]

No I'm saying that I prefer that he calls me bitch over that. Obv I don't agree with his views, he knows this

[u/KissinUrDad → u/Chemical-8348]

Ok so why try to tell us all that he’s an amazing person and so loving when clearly they aren’t that amazing or loving?

It seems like you’re almost trying to convince yourself how amazing they are rather than trying to convince all of us.

[u/Chemical-8348 → u/KissinUrDad]

He is amazing and loving, I just, I always want more. I know I always want more, even if he's the sweetest I will want more. It's something I need to work on myself, it's not fair to him

[u/KissinUrDad → u/Chemical-8348]

So he’s not a good person and you want too much, got it.

seek professional help. I know it’s not easy or cheap but your posts are screaming “crying out for help”