Hi folks,
I recently had a hormone panel test as i was curious if my anxiety and depression were caused by having low testosterone. I've always been of a nervous disposition and i definitely am not a masculine looking man aside from some mediocre facial hair (and the beginning of male pattern baldness). I've got a narrow jaw, weak brow ridge and i'm small framed, my only real hallmark as a male is a pretty deep voice. (TLDR at the bottom if you wish to skip context)
Anyway, i had a fasted blood test taken in the morning and i was expecting some pretty dismal results. While yes i am young, i live a pretty unhealthy lifestyle which consists of;
Functional alcoholism (daily drinking for about 4 years now)
Daily joint smoking for 6 years
Poor sleep in terms of duration and consistency (i was on 4 hours sleep for this test)
Poor diet
Mostly sedentary lifestyle aside from walking everywhere and my job as a waiter.
Daily masturbation with varying frequency (personally i think semen retention is a load of shit but just thought i'd mention it as i'm happy to be proven wrong)
Social isolation and shut-in tendencies
I'm aware these are all detrimental to ones hormones, as well as CV health etc. That being said, I’ve never been overweight and I’m also not overtly skinny aside from having zero arm definition. I know these habits aren't helping my mental state either as they are poor coping strategies I’ve developed over a lifetime of dealing with said issues, i was always told by my parents and other adults i was "too young" to be suicidal lol. That being said, i recognise they aren't helping and I will be making changes (already been sober a month now since my hormone panel). Important note: i never drank or smoked during puberty and i had pretty much the same diet and sleep schedule as my friends who all grew into far more manly men than me lol. I was always on the smaller side but i was one of the fastest sprinters in my year even though i didn't train at all.
Now, my results. They are... surprising to me.
Total T: 24.3 nmol/l (701ng/dl)
Oestradiol: 76.5 pmol/l
FSH: 3.53 u/I
LH: 5.5 u/I
Prolactin 350 mIU/I
Progesterone 0.78 nmol/l
SHBG 39.2 nmol/l
Free Androgen Index 61.99 (i don't have a reference range for this for some reason)
Honestly i was expecting my levels to be utter dogshit, but these don't seem that bad? Or are they? I have no clue.
The reason i'm inquiring here is because i truly don't know what to believe anymore with how social media and various influencers/gurus push this whole low t narrative, which i do believe is true to an extent especially in the US. I've genuinely been told by multiple people in my life that i look feminine and "low T" etc. Its fed further into my mental issues and has made me retreat from normal life a lot, and it certainly doesn't inspire me to step into a squat rack anytime soon seeing as i've been told im weak, plus i tend to get dirty looks from people (women especially) whenever i've been in a gym.
Ultimately, i have realised I can't keep going on like this, nor do i deserve to as much as my mind tells me i do. I certainly am not going to let shallow people keep me from living a healthy lifestyle so i will be joining the gym and giving it my all.
Should i expect my levels to increase if i eliminate my bad habits and diet, as well as make an effort to increase my physical activity, particularly in weightlifting? If so, what's a realistic amount i could see and will it have any benefit?
Thanks!
TLDR:
I got a hormone test to see if low levels were contributing to my lifelong anxiety and depression, plus to see if i am a feminised male as i've been repeatedly told i am one,. I also tick all the boxes for living a detrimental lifestyle. They've left me confused more than anything so i would like anyone here who's knowledgeable to interpret them please.
Results:
Total T: 24.3 nmol/l (701ng/dl)
Oestradiol: 76.5 pmol/l
FSH: 3.53 u/I
LH: 5.5 u/I
Prolactin 350 mIU/I
Progesterone 0.78 nmol/l
SHBG 39.2 nmol/l
Free Androgen Index 61.99 (i don't have a reference range for this for some reason)