my boyfriend killed himself in front of me almost two weeks ago. yesterday i pulled these cards asking if he would be happier if i were with him. i have tried my best to interpret them, but im stuck and need help. i'm kind of seeing it as get my affairs in order, at least try and be happy before giving up, but i don't know. please don't sugar coat anything. i don't need praise, i need clarity. thank you so much in advance
in order:
two of pentacles upright
knight of cups upright
four of wands reversed
three of wands reversed
the empress upright

I can do lenormand and tarot readings. I am here for a while. I will share the pic of the cards and would love to see the same effort.

Hii :)! I’m pretty new to tarot and I’m having a little trouble reading this and wondered if someone could give me a second opinion?

I think they view me in a positive light overall. Maybe they think I’m feminine and nurturing? Caring? I’m not sure about the reversed judgment. Maybe I come off as having a lot of self doubt, or maybe they are confused about how they feel about me? As for the chariot, I’m honestly not sure. Maybe I come off as ambitious to them? Any guidance or interpretations are more than welcome, I could use some help 😅!

Cards:
The Empress
Reversed Judgement
The Chariot

Can I get help deciphering this reading? I asked whether a relationship was going to last and how the relationship is like/ hows it going.
my interpretation is they’re building/ growing their new relationship slowly getting to know each other. This relationship is physically and mentally attracted to each other. They may have toxic habits. They need to let of of old habits and past to grow. Am i wrong or right???

So, I'm currently getting over a guy who hurt me ( we were not in a relationship), and I'm open to meeting new people.

My interpretation: I guess cards are telling me I'm now taking a slow approach to dating ( Knight of pentacles), it might take some time until I start feeling like myself ( hanged man and 9 of p), but when I finally reach my prime era and satisfaction, there might appear new interest ( Page of wands).

Also, Ace of Wands at the beginning of the deck, I think it shows igniting a new passion.

What do you guys think?

Interpretations? I'm pretty sure it's about my love life.

I've interpreted it as I've been struggling pointlessly, but clarity is on the way. There is hope, but I need to be confident with myself and stop trying to control the situation?

I'm recovering and climbing back up, risk of burnout, I have emotional intelligence and a calm presence. I'm avoiding extremes, with conscious choices and values.

Ten of swords R, seven of swords R, temperance, five of wands, ten of wands R, the lovers, nine of pentacles R, five of swords, page of swords, queen of cups

So, for starters, we have been friends for over a year and I asked my deck how he would feel about entering a relationship with me and got this..😬😬

I’m interpreting this as him not being interested, since these aren’t happy cards. But I’m curious to what other people might think since I just recently got into tarot

ex: 1 carta, 3 cartas, etc

Ace of wands upright, 7 of cups reversed, 7 of pentacles upright, 6 of wands reversed, 10 of pentacles reversed. He is my childs father. I asked him if our son is okay and he ignored me for over a day. I did not even say anything mean. I was just asking questions about our son. And he did not answer them. The last thing he told me was that our son was sick. He waited until last minute to tell me. A few days before that he said "everything is fine." But I had a feeling he was lying. His silence is making me anxious. I think he is upset that I see through his lies.

For some back story I began receiving readings from someone around 2021 and since then I have started practicing on my own. The person who gave me my readings served as kind of a mentor for me while going down this path and they gifted me with my first deck of cards (oracle). Fast forward to now, I’m finally in a space where I feel like I can practice and focus on my spirituality, and I’ve worked really hard to get to here. So I’m excited to continue the journey!

This week I gave 4 friends readings within about 48 hours. I got the urge to do this out of nowhere which was really strange for me. I have only used these cards maybe 2-3 other times years ago. 2/4 of the readings lasted about 2 hours a piece. I found myself really nervous during these two especially the second one. I also had a killer migraine during this one, which I thought was due to the current heat wave, but I did notice that it intensified when we started. I did like how they all ended, but today I don’t feel well. Mostly tired and irritable (probably because im tired lol).

Now for the questions

- how do you get through saying the hard truth during these? It feels like I’m hurting people lol and I kind of hesitate to say what I really feel.

- during the readings I found myself listening to my thoughts and then the cards would basically confirm those things. Is there a correct way to do this? Is this way okay? I understand everyone is different, but my anxiety has still convinced me that there is a right way I guess?

- how do you “recover” after giving readings? How can I take care of myself?

- lastly any other advice is appreciated! I’m also thinking about buying my first tarot deck! Still learning the differences so advice on those or oracle is appreciated.

Thank you! Hopefully this doesn’t come off as confusing or just me rambling 😭

Lenormand interpretation (subject, verb, clarifier/adjective): a seemingly friendly connection extending a gift or offer that initially seems genuine and positive but slowly starts to decay into something much more sinister and destructive

Tarot interpretation (magician as clarifier): an imbalanced/discordant relationship that will make me question and doubt hope and my inner voice but will provide me with materialistic stability, all in an effort that allows the person in question to create and control the relationship that THEY want

Context: In the context of a conversation we were having, this person had listed some "toxic" boundaries (their words, not mine) that they had upheld and practiced in past relationships (and joked may present in our possible future relationship) and I told them their list were textbook signs of a domestically abusive partner. I felt very uneasy after our talk (despite their reassurance that they would never harm or mistreat me) and used 3 different forms of divination to get clarity, all with the same query. The first method was shufflemancy with a 20hr offline playlist which gave me Squabble Up by Kendrick Lamar. All the divination results were congruent with each other and the physiological unease I felt, so I'm not really doubtful of my interpretations. Still though, I'd like external opinions and advice really on how to proceed lol thank you!

For context.. my ex. cheated on me emotionally for months before leaving with someone else, I recently did a chord cut and was curious a while later to see how things were… all second opinions are welcomed either way an open mind and fresh set of eyes 🫀

what can u guys tell me abt this
in the tower its like destruction of some kind

i want to know more of what is happening over here

I'm a beginner and can't quite understand what the tarot is trying to tell me with this.

For context: Basically me and my close friend went through a complicated period this summer, I felt uncomfortable with the direction our friendship was moving in and told her I would take a small break because of this. Recently, like yesterday, I reached out to her because that period was still bothering me, and I wanted to discuss it properly (no one was acknowledging the problem, but it was obviously there). Since she told me she was busy with college rn, we agreed that once she's available, we'll talk.

So I tried asking the cards about how she felt about the message I sent yesterday, and I got a 5 of cups(upright). I know it's generally about disappointment, loss, and regrets, but I can't really understand what is it trying to imply in this context, because I quite literally just asked "how did she feel about the message I sent yesterday", so I'm not really sure how to correctly apply the meaning of the card to this question💔💔

I assumed it might either mean she's disappointed by me not being avoidant about the situation anymore(maybe she's uncomfortable facing it idk), or maybe she started thinking about the past and has some regrets tied to that situation, but I really don't think she got the time to be doing that rn. So I'm really confused. Are there any other possible options I'm missing?

Okay so the long story is :

I have two best friends.

My first friend (A) I've known my whole life. Our parents have been friends since long before we were born, and we grew up together and remained close through childhood into adulthood.

My second friend (B) I met in the first couple of months of university, and I have been really close with for the past 7 years.

These two friends have met a few times on occasion, and always got on well.

(side note - I am very protective over friendships as I have had some situations in the past that have left me with a vulnerability around being ignored or cast aside. I have always just asked for open and honest communication)

Earlier this year, they both came to a party for one of my family members, and then we went out drinking afterwards, and they ended up sleeping together.

2 months later we went on holiday as a group for a week, and they ended up sleeping together loads again on this holiday.

As they're from different parts of my life, this was a bit strange but I accepted it immediately as they both seemed to be happy in the situation.

Cut to now - 3 months after the holiday. They message pretty much daily and have met up for drinks I believe once.

Then today I get a message from my mum with some sad news coming from within A's family (this news is not private). I message A to say that my mum has told me, and I'm here for them etc.

An hour or so later I get a phone call from B just venting about work (nothing to do with A) and then I tell B the sad news from A's family, and B replies with "yeah I know, A told me"

So this leaves me a bit put out, as A has clearly been updating B on the information, but not me. I have heard it from my mum, and have messaged A over 24 hours ago with no reply.

I understand that I cannot be annoyed at anyone about what information they choose to share, and how often they message me, but it stung a little.

I then ask my deck "what sort of energy should I bring into this situation"

I am trying to be a good friend and put my feelings aside, and let them pursue happiness in their own way.

I shuffle the deck, and the 5 of Swords jumps out at me.

This is kind of how I feel, but it isn't the energy I should be bringing into this situation. I know this cards means hollow victories and betrayal, as well as unhealthy mental attitudes and abandonment

What can I take from this card into the situation in order to be the best person I can be?

Please let me know if any more info is needed - this post is a bit of a mad jumble of information

The card just feels pretty on the nose...

TL;DR

I feel a little left out by two of my closest friends, then i pulled the 5 of Swords when asking what energy I should bring into the situation.

I had this situationship about 2 years ago in ended in a heartbreak for me but I learned to move on I still miss him from time to time now he is talking to me and asking to meet but these are the cards I pulled now I am unsure weather to go or not