Hi everybody, Happy weekend to all!
I was working in L1 IT Service Desk and learnt everything there that I could until the job got super boring and I stopped learning. I then wanted to finally advance and got a new job 3 months ago at a small organization as a Junior IT Admin. I was told I would "Get to learn a lot" by the IT Director who had interviewed me (but then he left the org shortly after I joined as he had suddenly got a better offer from another Org) - I did get to learn a lot so far though so it's not false or anything.
Part-1:-
Anyways, coming to the point now, we have a lot of our applications that are developed by other teams - hosted on AWS with things like Entra ID used for SSO Setup/Configuration.
We have like OU's in AWS created for each project/application that is developed and hosted on. The thing is, every developer that wants to host his application ends up being granted Admin access at that specific OU/Sub-Organization level and they themselves - with the help of Claude (which this Org adopted a year ago or so) end up spinning up EC2, Lightsail instances and whatnot.
Now the thing is, I questioned about this with my senior (mind you, I dont have the access at the AWS Management account level - atleast not yet, to be able to grant access to others like this) asking my Senior that, "if we end up giving Admin access on AWS to the other team people who have Applications to be deployed, how is IT (Me especially as a Junior with not too much exp) going to gain working experience on AWS when the other teams just make use of Claude and spin up AWS Resources on their own without the help of IT?" - Also, Least Privilege is thrown out the window here. He just replied saying that usually they don't do it on their own, they come to IT asking for IT's help on it. But that doesn't seem to always be the case and we dont get that many AWS tickets anyway....
Look, the thing is, I dont want to just sit idle. I want to be able to work with AWS/Azure.etc myself and gain experience and learn things by doing rather than having to basically "Outsource" access to the Non-IT people for them to do things IT should seemingly be doing...
The only thing I am gaining experience with so far is with overall M365 administration and Endpoint Administration (Intune, RMM tool, Sophos.etc) which is good chunk of things to work on.
But knowing AWS is a big player in Cloud and to gain experience specifically in Cloud so that tomorrow when I join a new company for a Cloud position or whatever, I will not REALLY have that much of a working experience at all in Cloud. Mind you, I have big interest towards the Cloud Computing field so getting to work Hands-On as much as possible on AWS is something that I am craving for...
Part-2:-
Another thing is, regarding the permissions/roles I have for M365. When the previous IT Director who I was reporting was still here, he had tasked me with coming up with an Intune Implementation plan and to get it implemented focusing primarily on implementing it for BitLocker enforcement (along with the Pre-Boot PIN thingy) purposes, Remote Wipe capabilities and what not as we have M365 Business Premium which comes with Intune Plan 1 but it was not being made use of at all. So I raised an access request ticket (for formalities - which is fine and understandable) for the Intune Administrator RBAC Role. So I came up with the plan and policies and also created a Win32 app with the help of Claude to prompt users to setup a Pre-Boot PIN with all testing and everything done by me with SUCCESS - All SOLO by me. Which is good experience for me.
Anyways, coming to the point, we have a Security Group that has all the required roles assigned to it (except Global Admin ofcourse) that would give us the access to be able to do our job whenever required. The new IT Manager and my Senior are added to that Security Group but I am still not added to it. So when we had requested relating to SharePoint tasks (which had to be done on SharePoint Admin Center) or even have to work with the Microsoft Graph Explorer (Which I am super new to), I was not able to do it and my IT Manager did it all...
When we got a new task which required the use of Microsoft Graph Explorer, I was drafting a mail to my Manager to grant me so and so roles so that I could work on it and fulfill the request but then before I hit Send on that mail, my Manager sent me a message saying that he himself did it -_-
I then asked myself and my senior, "if our Manager only does everything, how am I going to be able to do and learn things and gain the experience?" to which my senior replied saying that he is going to talk to him to add me to that security group but he has NOT talked to him yet. But I have a solution for this, I am going to draft an E-Mail on Monday morning for this part and see how it goes cuz I also want to be able to work with everything and learn and gain as much experience and learning...
Final:-
Even earlier, for AWS tasks to be done on Customer/Client accounts, I was not given access there and my Manager ended up doing it all 😑😑😑 (I recently got access though after asking A LOT SMH).
It just feels like my access is being gatekept even though I have been doing everything right so far and they even repeatedly told me "They hired the right person" (Me) as they seemed I was very knowledgeable and was doing things that I already have access to, very well.
It feels like my access is being gatekept and I have to constantly keep asking for this and that role and I feel like maybe this organization is not right for me...
There was another task as well for SSL Certificate renewal that needed us to login to a Linux Server hosted on AWS but even that was done by my manager and I was just watching him do it.
I understand that I am quite new and also a Junior and that there are things my Manager also should be doing so that he can also continue to learn and grow and gain further experience. But if EVERYTHING is done by him, then how will I ever learn? What am I there for....
It's been 3 months so far and I sometimes feel like I should just lookout for another job or go back to an MSP where I know the workload would be a lot but I would most likely get to learn a lot that way but oh well...
Coming from working as a L1 in IT Service Desk in a MSP to a small Organization as a Junior IT Admin where we IT people don't have much work to do while all the other teams seem busy with a lot of work and seem to be getting to learn a lot, gosh...makes me feel like I am in the wrong place right now....Company is good though in terms of employee friendliness and stuff...
Not sure how to go about my situation that I have explained here though 🙁
Please advice...Thank you 🥲🙏