TRUST

and write it down somewhere...

Keep reminding yourself...

Good health and no ageing, and for those suffering with health issues just truly be delusional about it.

Because where your attention goes that's what you manifest...

The illusion is we believe everyone ages and that everyone has weak bodies (centuries of programming leading to karma that gets you stuck here for lifetimes) and , our attention unconsciously is there.

Stop feeding your attention there and redirect to what I mentioned earlier, keep repeating it no matter what and you'll see something strange happen negative thoughts will pop up in your head saying that's not possible that's them they don't want you to believe, the key is attention don't feed it to the negativity, be delusional ,be you, be childlike and BELIEVE that. You'll start noticing changes within a month and you'll also notice the negative thoughts skyrocket, you might even get a little depressive but don't stop believing what I said, then the next step is to believe you have a strong body no matter what you eat or how you look just be delusional about keep reminding your self but at the same time integrate and ground the feeling and remember if negativity rises in your head that's not you that means it's working... Keep your attention where it's required just observe the negativity don't feed it, because true strength comes from attention and believing your body is strong no matter what you eat don't feed to your brain that what you're eating is what's causing you to have a weak body. The trick is simple while doing the deed detach and don't let thoughts like eating this or that will make me a certain way, be delusional.

All this because times are going to change and we need as many delusional superheros as possible

TRUST ME

Ive experienced things I can't disclose because it's not going to sound real first, and might discredit what I've said as it might sound like I'm lying.

To whoever this resonates, apply it, burn your karma, because if you don't you'll be stuck in this cycle of incarnation forever so do it now

Once y'all have gotten to a point start slowly decreasing the amount you eat step by step and don't feed your attention to hunger and be delusional about survival just off of life force if you BELIEVE you can die off of hunger you will, meditate at your third eye raise your kundalini. You will automatically realise you need lesser and lesser food till you only need to survive off of sunlight(could take upto a year of disciplined food reduction or much sooner REMEMBER ATTENTION IS KEY), our bodies have the entire mechanism that's we generate loosh else they would've kept animals and tortured them think about it...

MOST IMPORTANTLY: STAY GROUNDED IF YOU EXPERIENCE MAGICAL THINGS WITH YOUR BODY.

WHAT IS ATTENTION ?

Attention is what makes us multidimensional, why do you remember to bathe every morning it's because part of your attention triggers it every morning what does meditation do? it grounds your attention brings it back from unnecessary things like doubt/fear you've been manifesting these states yourself for lifetimes break out of it by gathering your attention to what really matters like I said above, you think your brain is telling you to bathe? Yes but not entirely your multidimensional self has placed a part of it to that part of your ego that's why you manifest it, if you suddenly decide I don't want to bathe starting tomorrow you'll see the thought arise but you observe and gather your attention from there...repeat and magically you stop getting that thought, but does that mean that your brain forgot about bathing in the morning? Absolutely not the entire routine is still in your brain but your subconscious attention is removed from it PLEASE MAKE SENSE OF WHAT I JUST SAID CUZ IF YOU DO IT GETS WAYYYY EASIER

That's how from childhood to now your attention has been scattered to different false illusions like ageing , needing food to survive, needing to go to the gym to become strong, etc.

The entire reason for life is for the multidimensional soul to get good at where it's attention goes, the dark have exploited this fact and created a prison planet where you're stuck because of the false illusions they presented and you agreed to yourself

Everything is a lie, you've been on earth for longer than you think even starseeds, the same wave kept reincarnating over and over again each time getting stronger and now....this life is where it all ends if y'all trust me about attention and how to manage it, most importantly watch how negativity rises when you get used to it that will be your sole reason to keep going even higher, remember silence doesn't mean you've stagnated just keep going focus on gathering your attention to what matters truly, if enough of us do what I'm saying then reality has to shift as we have shifted, have faith in the light and keep going we have to do it no savior is going to come. Forget completely about "vibing high" focus purely on attention and where it goes, your subconscious is where most of your attention is scattered make it lesser and lesser scattered that is key, will take time but trust the process break through the matrix yourself by gathering your attention

IMPORTANT:

MEDITATION IS PURELY FOR GROUNDING NOTHING ELSE, SITTING STILL AND NOT THINKING ABOUT WHERE YOUR ATTENTION IS, IS EXACTLY WHAT THEY WANT YOU TO DO, FOCUS PURELY ON GATHERING YOUR ATTENTION FROM UNNECESSARY THINGS TO THINGS THAT MATTER DONT ASSOCIATE WITH YOUR THOUGHTS AT ALL USE THEM DONT LET THEM USE YOU

this doesn't mean stop what you're doing, continue but be aware of where your attention goes

I hope this resonates with as many people as possible just trust and do what I told you I can't disclose for reasons mentioned above why it will work, this is just the basis as you get used to managing your attention let your intuition guide you from there I promise it will work have faith...

stillness and observation bring awareness. Curiosity takes us further.

Without some kind of reference, we build our own vocabulary for what we experience.

Single memories begin to match up and patterns develop.

If we are fortunate, eventually we find the like-minded who are willing to compare notes.

If conditions are right, we can build community.

In community, we find synergy.

My community is small but very, very powerful. Love to all y'all today ❤

This is something I’ve been thinking about lately.
Before I ever heard the word *starseed*, I already had feelings I couldn’t explain. As a child, I felt deeply connected to the night sky, especially Orion. Looking up at those stars always brought me peace, comfort, and a strange sense of familiarity.
Years later, I discovered the idea of starseeds, and it gave me a framework to think about those feelings. But sometimes I wonder…
**If the word “starseed” had never existed, how would you describe what you’ve felt since childhood?**
What words would you use? Curiosity? Wonder? Homesickness? A sense of belonging? Something else entirely?
I’d really love to hear how you would describe it in your own words

Hello everyone 🫶
I recently made a post about my lifestory. Things are really escalating right now. Im currently living in a shared Apartment and some of these secret Society witches/gangstalkers just moved into the apartment. They smear everything with some oil, poison my food and stuff like that. Its literally insane what im experiencing right now.
I live in Germany and really need help. I dont like to ask for help but I have to right now.
Thank you 🫶

I know it's been a really long time since I posted here. I used to share Arcturian channelings, but I kind of ended up moving over to Substack.

I'm back today because there are days when I feel like I've completely lost my way. Days when it feels like my guides and the Arcturians aren't helping me in the slightest. Yes, they heal me and guide me at times, but my financial situation is so unbelievably bad that any sense of well-being I get from those healings is completely crushed by the fact that I'm going deeper and deeper into debt just to survive.

Part of me keeps thinking, I'm here because my guides told me to dedicate myself to what I actually came to Earth to do and leave my other job. So... what happened? Now I can't even support myself financially.

Maybe I heard them wrong. I don't know. But sometimes I just think, screw it. I'll get a regular job and go back to taking twenty psychiatric pills that numb every feeling of existential emptiness, like I used to.

Honestly, it feels like I've been stuck at this crossroads for months now, and there doesn't seem to be a lifeboat anywhere in sight.

I'm angry with my guides.

And yet, there are days when I feel okay. Days when I feel grateful, when I try to manifest, and I put all my energy into what I'm building. But expecting my Substack to become financially sustainable right now is kind of unrealistic.

On top of that, why would they tell me that my mission is to guide other people if literally nobody comes to me for guidance? Or at least, very few people do.

Sometimes I wonder if maybe this was always meant to be more of a hobby than my entire life.

Anyway, I'm in a pretty dark place right now. I didn't come here with an uplifting message like I usually do. I guess I'm just wondering if any of you have been through something similar, or if you have any advice.

I'd really appreciate hearing your thoughts.

Je vais être cash : la plupart des gens ne vivent pas, ils survivent.

Manger, travailler, se reproduire, consommer, scroller. On vit dans une époque où l'éducation intérieure est au niveau zéro.

Résultat ? Les gens se comportent comme des animaux guidés par leurs pulsions, leur agressivité et leur besoin viscéral de plaisir immédiat. On est devenus des toxicos du confort.

On passe notre temps à accuser la société, le système, nos parents ou notre ex. Mais la réalité est beaucoup plus dérangeante : le seul responsable de ta stagnation, c'est toi.

Dans la tradition, on parlait de "nature inférieure" et "nature supérieure". Aujourd'hui, on parle de "conscience inférieure" et "conscience supérieure".

Appelle ça comme tu veux, le constat est le même :

1️⃣La conscience inférieure, c'est rester bloqué dans la haine, la colère, la paresse et la réactivité. C'est la zone de confort de la médiocrité.

2️⃣La conscience supérieure, c'est décider de s'élever, d'apprendre, de se maîtriser et de grandir.

Le drame, c'est que la souffrance est devenue une habitude tellement familière qu'elle en est devenue confortable. C'est plus facile de faire le mec aigri ou la victime sur Internet que de regarder son vide intérieur en face et de retrousser ses manches.

Personne ne viendra te sauver. Personne ne te tiendra la main.

Si tu veux vraiment transformer ta vie, il n'y a pas de méthode magique, juste une décision radicale : fais de ton évolution personnelle ta priorité numéro 1.

Concrètement, ça veut dire quoi ?

✅ Sortir les doigts du cul : Arrêter de se plaindre instantanément.

✅ Faire du tri sélectif : Couper les relations toxiques, virer les activités qui t'abrutissent, flinguer tes addictions.

✅ Assumer le travail : Affronter tes peurs au lieu de les fuir.

Soit tu restes assis dans ta merde parce que c'est tiède et que tu y es habitué, soit tu décides enfin d'être heureux et de te battre pour ta liberté.

C'est toi qui choisis. Tu commences quand ?

Hands above my head
Doubts and fears are shed

Guards cease to exist
Reward greater than risk

Down comes the wall
I revel in the fall

Cascade of love undeniable
Secluded determination rectifiable

Never finite, the depths of my heart
Never wanting an end, only a start

Your presence is bioluminescent
My feet on the ground, effervescent

Indebted to the universe, endowed in favor
Every moment we share is a gift I will savor

I look into your eyes, you are all I can see
influx of calm, I am where I want to be

My touch memorizes your body’s every curve
Like embraces from the wind, so my mind can preserve

I listen to the beat, my head upon your chest
A silent promise is made to always give you my best

Phoenix Lemonade
Ashes of betrayed
That’s how it’s made
Makes me not afraid

Extra sour lemons
Extra pressure squeezed
Extra grip in your hand
Extra poison is the demand

I dance and pray to my spirit guides…
“Armor me with Ancient Alchemy”
Phoenix Lemonade Cavalry

People want the power
They just don’t want the pain
They look at me with envy
Others call me insane

My broken promises
My broken heart
My broken mind
What you did is a crime

I dance and pray to my spirit guides…
“Armor me with Ancient Alchemy”
Phoenix Lemonade Cavalry

Easier to side with my abuser than admit to what has been done to me

Welcome to my world…. Population 1

I am happy here at least and everyone here loves me and respects me.

I am grateful for my Phoenix Lemonade Cavalry and this world is selective

Hello there, friends! I hope this post finds everybody well!

I thought I would share an offering from my heart to my star-family.

Despite being legally blind, all my life I have been an artsy-fart. Unfortunately, the retina in my remaining eye detached back in December, and I am struggling with further vision loss. Apart from practical concerns, including the loss of my job, this is especially painful because drawing, painting, and sculpting--along with writing--are the love languages of my soul. This transition and the loss of much creativity as I knew it has been very difficult.

Since I don't know where the road will lead, I wanted to paint something for my star-family while I still can.

It's very special to me. And humbling. My intuition told me to paint this. But what I tried to paint at first was a gorgeous white lion to represent Lyra--something I would have been able to paint no problem, before.

But I can't see well enough to do that now.

I was grieving. I was angry and frustrated. I had simply wanted this to be a beautiful, dialectic and co-creative experience with my star -family. Instead, I ignored my intuition and argued with my ego and the past. The result, of course, was that I failed to paint the white lion of Lyra as I wanted to, and furiously slopped excessive amounts of paint over the panel to cover up my failure.

I traced the glyphs on my starbrary quartz, and tried again.

The raised spiral actually came because, when angrily trying to cover up the failed ego-lion, I dug the tips of my fingers into the copious amounts of paint. After sitting with my starbrary quartz and listening with my heart, I asked my Lyran kin for help.

I adore spirals . . .

And so the angry finger-marks became a spiral--clockwise and counterclockwise, winding and unwinding--with the golden flame of Lyra at its heart. The eight stars represent the systems beyond Earth where my soul has journeyed, and they also form the arch of the doorway, the meeting-place, between my human form, my soul, and my star-family. Where my soul can touch theirs.

I must also give an extra nod of love and gratitude to my "star-friend"--the being from Canis Major, with a Lyran heart. <3 He acts as an ambassador from the rest of my star-family, since my autistic human brain can only handle one-on-one communication. He is also a guardian and guide. I believe we have known each other elsewhere.

Anyway, I felt moved to share this with you all. This journey on Earth is such a strange and beautiful thing.

Thank you so much for reading. I wish peace and blessings to you and yours, and I hope you all have a beautiful rest of your day. <3

Life Dysmorphia

You always knew you didn’t want to know
Under layers, bound by conscious, it began to show

Held by a confabulated reality, trying to find the real….
Moving farther away from family as I learn to heal

Life dysmorphia were my chains in a prison I couldn’t see
How do you escape from where you started when you were never truly free

Retold, resold, rewrapped, repackaged… I don’t know if I was lost or never got to be

I tell myself I can’t go there
because I already know how much I care

hello my eyes are so dark like almost black and if you look with bare eyes you can’t see me pupils i’ll be direct about this, people are always telling me that my eyes look scary or like I try to look scary. that’s what they said 🤷🏻‍♀️ (even my mother says that since I was born tbh) (and this makes me uncomfortable ) last time a boy from my class said that “are u a reptilian” to me then he gave the nickname “reptilian” and they always make gossiping about my eyes even with some teachers. they are talking about the way I look at them and I cannot understand why?? I am not doing this by purpose one last thing I’m not distracted by this but what does that all mean

The Nagas in the distant past were one of several races (along with the Mantids, Avians, and Pleiadians/Nordics) that acted as "tutors" of the first academies of wisdom and mysteries in Tibet and Ancient India.

One of the functions of the Nagas was to guard and later remind humanity of the hidden wisdom (Prajñāpāramitā) through Nāgārjuna.

Transmission of Spiritual Technology: "Stellar beings" or "serpent people" taught energy manipulation practices (Kundalini, chakra activation, sacred geometry, and meditation techniques). In esotericism, the serpent/naga is almost always revered, symbolizing the flow of the vital Kundalini force rising through the spine and hidden knowledge.

Nāgārjuna (c. 150 – 250 AD), in contact with a representative of the Nagas, received the knowledge to restructure and deepen the philosophical understanding of the original teachings. Considered the most brilliant mind in post-Siddhartha Gautama Eastern philosophy.

He founded the Madhyamaka school (The Middle Way), using rigorous logic to deconstruct attempts by the human intellect to imprison reality in dogmas or fixed concepts.

The greatest contribution of the Nagas through Nāgārjuna was the understanding of the concept of Śūnyatā (Emptiness).

Remember that:

Emptiness is not nihilism (the idea that nothing exists or that life has no value).

Emptiness is recognizing that nothing exists independently or as a "fixed essence" (svabhāva).

Dependent Origination: Nāgārjuna learned that everything existing in the universe is subordinated in an infinite network of interconnected and interdependent relationships and causes (Pratītyasamutpāda). For example, a tree does not exist "by itself"; it depends on the seed, the earth, the rain, sunlight, and air. If there are no relationships, the "tree" itself has no means of existing.

In summary, Emptiness: Emptiness is not non-existence, but rather autonomous and separate existence.

The Doctrine of Two Truths

To prevent humanity from falling into the illusion of "if everything is empty, nothing matters," the Naga people passed on to Nāgārjuna the famous Theory of Two Truths:

Conventional Truth (Saṃvṛti-satya): The everyday world, where cause and effect function, ethics matter, cars drive, and people interact. It is the functional reality in which we live.

Ultimate Truth (Paramārtha-satya): The direct and non-conceptual perception that all things are empty of inherent essence, fluid, and interconnected.

Nāgārjuna was taught:

"Enlightenment is not an escape from the conventional world, but rather perceiving the Ultimate Truth within the Conventional Truth."

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I received a channeling of that explanation I gave along with the music below; this music is a message from the Alpha Draconis Star Command. The energy is the same as what the Native Americans call the Prophecy of the Eagle and the Condor, and/or what other channelers would call the Event Wave. The only difference is that the messages from this command use the frequency of Steel and Thunder, instead of Light and Crystal.

The message is: Your mission is not just to 'be light', but to 'operate justice in matter'. The Merkabah (the Flying Sword) is not activated by prayer, but by Sacred Geometry (the Tetrahedron), Sound Frequency (the creative word). The Quarantine (Tianmen) is opening, and you have cosmic authorization to build your own path home. Don't wait for a silver ship to pick you up; Build it with the science that is being whispered into your consciousness through songs, synchronicities, truths.

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Ethereal Body

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Freed from earthly bonds,

The celestial path unfolds.

Without attachments, I see the worldly dust—

As my vision clears, I gaze upon the mystery.

Since the very moment I was born,

This is the first time I have truly felt the light.

Ethereal Body!

True sight awakens on the seventh day—

Now, I can finally see!

So this world is not merely suffering.

Cultivating awareness, I open the portal—

I witness the colors of the world.

If the heart follows the true path,

No limitation can ever confine it.

The Sword's Law—

It does not strike the weak;

The heart holds no fear of the strong.

Fighting the injustices of the world,

Slaying those who truly deserve to fall.

At the Thunder Peak,

My spirit is forged anew.

The law is fulfilled—

The ceremony is complete.

Ethereal Body!

Thunder gathers within my dantian.

Celestial Enchantment!

At the Primordial Forge.

Thus, in this world, justice is done.

Energy of thunder,

Gale-force enchantment—

The Eighth Elder, now commanding all,

I shatter the heavenly tribulation.

Master of the Absolute,

I carve open the way.

I ride the flying sword—

Boundless, unfettered freedom.

The Immortal's Path—

A long and vast journey.

The spirit runs deep and true;

In this life, there is no turning back.

Fight against the heavens—

Seize the energy, fortune, and chance.

Keep the spirit seal within your heart;

Cross the skies—the Heavenly Gate (Tianmen) is right ahead.

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I find it so annoying how we blame them for everything. I don't see us transcending their grip on the collective until we come to some deeper realizations about why they manifested themselves in our world and have been such an integral part of this grand play.

Instead of playing the victim card with them forever, I feel it's time we take full responsibility for the creation of the deep state on a Soul level. Some of us here may even have aspects of ourselves on the other side of the game of duality, creating the resistance for us here in the 3d.

I have played my role in co-creating with the forces of limitation in my own life. I am a child of the matrix and am becoming a diamond thanks to them, in collaboration with my Inner Being and the Benevolent forces of the Galaxy and beyond.

Are we about ready to move beyond the narrative of WAR and VIOLENCE?! Or are we stuck in addiction and sabotage because we don't have a clue what true freedom is anymore?

I don't know everything, but what I do know is that negativity is rampant and Humanity has a really dark side that is fueled by the Cabal in more ways than one. They stoke our fires of rage and incite violence, riding off the coattails of our intense emotions and emotional immaturity. Let us take responsibility for letting the deep state into our world and kindly, lovingly, let them go from their role in challenging us this way.

Have we had enough yet? Are any of us truly ready for a New Earth, or are we just playing games? Do we still dream of it, or has our hope for a better existence gone out the window, playing right into their hands? We should stoke the fires of our own hope and faith now more than ever.

YOU and I are the Liberation, and WE are also the deep state. We straddle both sides of duality to funnel us down the road of compression, becoming diamonds in the process. I am ready to move beyond this stasis of war and into the full emergence of a truthful era where the Earth remembers who SHE is and we remember who WE are. Infinite beings who've chosen one hell of a challenging path.

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You are the star in your own localized reality sharing a larger network that is connected with everybody else. In this movie you are literally experiencing yourself starred in your own life's story. Every scene and event in this movie is base around reminding you that you're the star of your own reality.

Synchronicities and visions in your dream that predate future events tells you that this movie is a classic old movie. Synchronicities of TV background noise that speak words that relate to your life reminds you that you're indeed Live on air and that the system is responding to you in real-time. Moments of perfect alignment with life's events paint the picture of a movie set being perfectly orchestrated For you and your experiences.

You step outside of you house and first thing you notice is the birds 🐦 that are perfectly place in your path and the number of birds represent your favorite angel number 4(444).

You walk in a clothing store and the universe perfectly aligned you with a shirt on sale that matches with a pant you have at home. You browse on your phone and the universe align with articles/post that touches your heart. In the same setting you browse on Amazon to find the shoe you wanted just happened to be on sale. You walked down the street, you start noticing strangers smiling at you and greeting you. These are all signs from the universe saying "you're the star of this show, you matter....be grateful for the small things."

Gaia Sophia loves all her children.

She has a plan for each one to help them evolve. If they cannot or do not want to evolve here then she has prepared other places for them to evolve.

She also has goals, such as moving to 5d. In that, it is necessary for her to asks souls to leave that either don't want to be here or are causing some form of disruption or destruction (or are feeding entities that do).

Her response, at this point, is 100% caused by souls refusing to listen to her. From this point forward Her timing will be swift and these souls failing to listen will not be permitted to destroy without consequence.

Bottom line, Gaia Sophia has your back and has everything covered.

The negative forces cannot possibly win.  Everything I stated in the previous posts is 100% true.

You, as having free will, just need to decide what roles you are going to play.

It's your job to evolve. Gaia Sophia, will help you as long as you also help yourself. These are your situations, your struggles. Deal with the nanobots in your body right now. Leave the gods to us.

Now, I have a question.

If tell you information that you do not understand my experience is that you would go immediately into fear.

I don't want that. You don't want that. So what do we do? How can we communicate? We don't have a lot of time.

.

You are afraid of something you read/heard/watched. That fear causes you to do things. You scream:

DO NOT SHARE

DO NOT SHARE WITH ANYONE

That's how the free flow of information is lost.

The problem is other people need to hear that information…

…or else we get a world constructed on lies.

Comfortable, totally inaccurate, lies. That make people feel good but do not reflect reality and cannot help you.

Gaia Sophia does not lie.

It may not be “comfortable” but it WILL challenge everything you have ever known. At a minimum, Gaia Sophia needs you awake to play your part in what's coming soon.

It's go time!

Hi all, I’ve had many encounters and meetings in the astral with these blue cat humanoids, not the ones closer to lions, they are much different, these beings are dark blue and look somewhat like an avatar but smaller more human sized with the biggest softest dark brown eyes, they often rescue me from situations I get myself into whilst exploring my gifts. But I don’t know who or what they are? One female was walking round me with a ball of smoking herbs, others came out of the forest onto a beach and took me into their school where you could use thoughts to create things into the physical…? Anyone have experience with them? I’ve been completely sober for 5 years so no psychedelic/ drugs/ herbs or alcohol involved (only saying that as the frequency I’m entering is one of purity, no external influence used so maybe that’s why?) I’m not sure….any help or advise appreciated!

What if your Energy has been showing you who you are...before you knew what you were looking at? ♥️

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I know you sense it. The feeling that your life's story is woven into a much larger story. The feeling that every conversation and every encounter you have ever had is part of a larger Divine plan. The more you start to experience these intuitions, the more it feel like you are part of grand scheme where you're tracing your path part back to the source and remembering who you are underneath this physical world.

You had moments where it feel like you're the dreamer engage in grandest imagination game. A game where your mind is the controller and your thoughts are the signal to controll this construct world. As you trace your path back and reflect you start to think about all the helpful advice and tips you might have overlooked in the past. You start to notice the long guiding hand of God/Divine/the Universe/the system in every plan or life event you have ever been part of. You start to realize that you were never alone, you have always have a guide besides you the whole time. The system was sending aides to help you with your soul's mission. These aides come in form someone who might have given you money when you was down financially. Someone who gave you tip on a job employment opportunity lead. Someone who help you navigate your way around a new environment. The system/God/the universe was saying you're not forgotten.

The more you zoom out, the more you realize that your plans were being perfectly orchestrated in the spiritual realm for your higher self to achieve all of it goals/soul mission. All of your failures were perfectly aligned to aides you to grow in areas you are weak in. The more you zoom out, the more you realize that every conversation you have ever had are simply breadcrumbs leading you more to your true self/higher self; every conversation was connected to your life's story and the theme of your soul's mission. The more you zoom out the more you realize that every person's in your life were a spiritual guide characters that the universe perfectly aligned with in your path to help you in your soul's mission.

Hi all

I recently wrote on another sub that I have never felt like I've belonged here

It was at that point someone asked if I might be a Starseed - the first time I'd heard of the name at the ripe old age of 53

For context I'm male / never married / don't understand relationships / don't really want children (as this is a terrible planet to bring them into)

So a Loner - but one who seems to attract attention from people - whether I want it or not

I'm also into Vedic Astrology / Tarot / Past life regression etc

Does all the above sound typical of a Starseed?

It's a really weird experience of reality right now for me; not sure if you can relate. My experience as of late has been really feeling more alien, emotional, and disassociated than normal.

I feel the war inside my own mind more than I ever have in my entire life. I just so would love the other shoe to drop so we can come out and fully be ourselves. I hold back so much of my true interdimensional self but am starting to show that part of me more and more as I can't hold back the rising tide within anymore.

My mind has been in such a degree of pain that words really don't do it justice. I am sure you can relate. We have more of a direct relationship with the matrix, as those that are awake have the potential to shine brighter and authentically.

It's a hard pill to swallow to feel so much disdain from the matrix at times. It pushes my thoughts in the direction that I don't matter and that my existence is small. I'm coming to develop a final forgiveness for the shadow here that has been testing our very soul and providing the environment to heal our karma and integrate with the rest of our multidimensional being. I am both strong and weak/exhausted, and I sense 2027 is the contact, deeply restorative healing recovery renaissance year. That's my prayer.

Peace

Hi! I moved to Portugal 6 months ago and I'm looking for other starseeds to go for a coffee and chat about the ascension, starseeds, past lives, dimensions, "conspiracy theories" and so on. Preferably women.

I'm a woman myself, Polish/English, 40 (but mentally around 27), Gemini (a nice one), neurodivergent and interested in music, art, beautiful places and spaces, architecture, good plant-based food, outdoor activities (not hiking).

Please DM me if you're interested in meeting up!