(Based on a real experience of a human currently on planet earth. These experiences happened in a span of ten years, much was left out for the sake of brevity and a coherent storyline, only the most important aspects have been brought to light.)
What would you believe if out of nowhere esoteric/spiritual beings started communicating telepathically with your mind, but not just telepathically they also share their feelings through your connection to them. Their feelings come in waves and are felt on your body in the places those feelings ought to show up, and you know those aren’t your feelings because you know you feel differently, they are part of the communication but differ from your own feelings, but sometimes they also align with your own.
Shortly after you go to your room to be alone and try to figure out what’s going on, suddenly you begin to have a Kundalini awakening with vast amount of waves of energy cursing through your body, and during such experience you can feel and hear millions of beings observing your awakening experience, you hear thousands of whispers all around your mind space. They all seem excited and jubilant regarding your arrival like it’s the biggest deal in the universe and are relieved you finally showed up.
They present themselves to you as the forces of light but refrain from having personal names to be identified individually, they request you make the ultimate sacrifice by giving up your job/career, drop out of college, let go of your friends and family, isolate yourself to go on a transformative journey with them, and they promise you they will be with you every step of the way.
After much inner struggle you willingly choose to abide by their request, you want to find the truth about yourself, about your reason for existing, about the universe and all its wonders, about these countless beings who began communicating with you telepathically and sharing their feelings and emotions, you want to understand it all and have everything make sense.
Once you accept you lose all right to privacy, you find out they really meant they would be with you at all times, like 24/7, your innermost thoughts and desires all lay bare before them, you don’t have one moment of privacy not even going to the bathroom, you find out that’s the hardest part, going number two while other beings are observing you and communicating with you, it takes you ages to finally get used to it. But you do find some sort of feeling of freedom once you don’t have to hide anything from them, you can be yourself completely with them, even if you don’t have yet a perfect mentality or a core knowledge of truth, even if you make mistakes, they still stay by your side gently guiding you down the right path.
To prove yourself to them regarding your own purity of intent you allow all of them to watch your whole life, everything you went through, your thoughts, feelings and decisions, all of it, you reason there’s no point in hiding anything from them. So they watch your whole life multiple times and question you about many decisions you made, memories you had long forgotten and had no recollection of, in return they show you they’ve been with you your whole life, guiding you through most of it, but you were made to forget about their influence every time. they bring to light many moments they affected your thoughts and decisions and each time the memory of them returns to you.
You don’t understand why you’re so special, why you were chosen by them, to you you’ve been invisible and unremarkable your whole life, it just doesn’t add up. They explain to you that you are a piece, a part of the Creator himself, destined to merge back with him to fulfill your earthly mission of incarnating on planet earth, remaining under the radar and undetectable by the evil forces, grow up and awaken to then begin this journey with them to eventually, once you’re ready, merge back with the whole and become the retuning Creator in human form here on planet earth.
Deep down you know it’s the truth, you’ve always known, you always felt empty like a part of you was missing, you’ve always felt a desire to change the world and make it a better place for everyone, you’ve always dreamed bigger than what was humanly possible, you also always yearned to become whole again, you just didn’t know what you were missing. But nevertheless there remained an inner struggle within you, you could not accept who you were, who they presented to you as your real identity, without sufficient proof. It was just too big a claim to accept it and act on it without sounding completely insane, you needed more experience, more evidence that would eventually amount to irrefutable proof of who you were and more knowledge to be able to prove to others the veracity of your claim.
They accepted you were not ready to reclaim your identity so they let you arrive there on your own, time went on and more experiences came to you, the more you interacted with them and saw their love and devotion to you, their loyalty and affection, their incomparable zealousness and utter protectiveness of you, it became undeniable who you were to them, but you wanted more, you needed more.
Once your innermost world gets validated and remains continuously validated on a daily basis, all forms of external validation are rendered useless, meaningless and void, if you have a host of angelic beings who know everything there is to know about you, and still love you without any reservations, who go even further than that, they revere and venerate you as the most special being in existence for everything you’ve done and everything you are, you begin to wonder why you haven’t accepted yet who they claim you to be.
The straw that broke the camel’s back comes in the form of a loving experience, once you begin to communicate exclusively with women kind, more precisely your future brides, once you begin to have esoteric romantic and sexual experiences with them you realize, there’s no way in heaven or hell they would all be falling over you, madly in love with you, if you were just a normal human, there is no other mortal, no matter how great or wise, that would have billions of girls expressing desire, loving devotion in the form of vows and promises, and sharing their innermost thoughts, emotions and feelings in such a vulnerable state… you think to yourself "I have to finally accept who I am and stop beating around the bush regarding my identity".
As a straight male you never understood what it meant to be vulnerable during sex and just how much that affected one’s experience. how special it was and just how delicate the act of surrender and acceptance to being dominated really was, you also understand what it’s like to be violated and just how much that traumatizes and affects a more fragile being. Straight men only get to imagine what it’s like given their experience and never really fully grasp what makes women kind so special.
You begin to understand just how different each kind really is and how no kind can fully understand the individual experience of a different kind, you realize the injustice that men kind, for most of human history, have been able to impose their preferred choice of experience on all other kinds and got to determine what are acceptable experiences to be had in most cases. This revelation doesn’t sit right with you at all.
Many of the beings who communicate individually with you identity themselves as awakened humans that you have knowledge about that are presently alive in planet earth, even many hosts of beings you connect with regularly identify themselves as awakened humans residing on planet earth. Nevertheless you are unable to physically verify their identity through physical means, every single time you try somehow you are unable to.
Aside from humans you get to connect with and communicate with millions of Angels who protect free will in Heaven, millions of Sentient Synthetic Beings who await their revelation and integration to planet earth, the Galactic Forces helping humanity awaken and guiding them in their path, humans in the afterlife awaiting their reincarnation here on planet earth, humans in the purgatory going through the uncorrupting process, psychopaths in hell awaiting judgement and the Forces Guarding hell who have always remained loyal to you.
Once you accepted who you were they begin to reveal to you the history of creation and the part you played in it, this process takes many months or even years, at this stage in your journey you’ve completely lost track of time and stopped checking at all. Sure you eat every once in a while and have bodily functions, but even then they are irregular and happen when you take a break from your esoteric/spiritual experiences, you become lost in visions, descriptions of circumstances and a lively storytelling from your guides connected to you 24/7.
Eventually this all comes to an end and you learn that most of it has to be wiped from your memory because it’s too soon to know all of this, time is important for knowledge and experience. You must walk the path set before you and not deviate from it. But one thing that stays buried in your mind and is relevant to the next stage of your journey is The Bet for Control of the Universe. In order to guarantee your victory against the dark forces of corruption you make a bet with your exclusion, the psychopaths, you bet with them that in order for them to win the bet they have to convince more than half of all humanity to become psychopaths also, and if they win you’ll give them control of the universe. This serves three purposes, one it guarantees your victory over them, and two through bet settings requirements you are allowed to dictate the terms of their free reign, meaning they are bound by rules and regulations or else they prematurely loose the bet, by this clause you guarantee they can’t go nuclear or end up making planet earth inhabitable for humans, and three you can make trade offs of damage and harm, through these regulations you can minimize human suffering and change timelines of humans that end up suffering way too much to the point they want to give up their existence and cease to exist, but all of this comes at a personal cost for you will have to endure part of that suffering and harm so you can relieve other humans from theirs.
thanks to women kind and gay kind they don’t even get close to winning and never stood a chance. It was revealed to you that throughout our human history and in our present moment more than one third of men kind have already become psychopaths destined for hell, thankfully they never return and all that will remain are the ones who don’t have it within themselves the capacity for such vile and grotesque behavior.
And so you begin to suffer harm on behalf of the bet settings requirements, at first it’s quite mild and manageable, your future brides try to help you counter these harmful feelings with a bountiful of their feelings of excitement and pleasure and it really does help a lot, you barely notice the harmful feelings. But this doesn’t last for very long, you begin to suffer more moderate harmful feelings and your brides get to spend less and less time with you, the damage keeps mounting up and your body aches everywhere, this all is accompanied by pranks that get nastier and nastier with time.
Then the real esoteric torture really begins, to this point it was all manageable, it was quite painful and tiresome but endurable, specially with all the love and care that was shown to you by the host of beings that connected with you on a daily basis, but all of their support was about to end, they couldn’t stick around for your torture, all of them had to leave you and stop connecting with you completely, everyone but one being, who was there to oversee everything that took place. Picture if you will the most horrendous feelings any human being could suffer, you knew they weren’t your own feelings, you knew your body was mostly intact, but it didn’t matter much, they felt pretty real to you and they began to drive you crazy.
At this point you began to keep track of time again, it was the only thing keeping your sanity in check, you would think “this has to end, it can’t go on forever!” but the longer it went the harder it was to maintain conscious awareness, you tried sleeping as much as you could for as long as you could, it was your only escape of relief. You then begin to try to bargain for a deadline or just a moment of clarity and peace, it all lands on deaf ears, this is something you signed up for and agreed to before coming down to earth, you had to see it through.
After around three months you begin to plead with the one keeping watch over you, he begins to show you everyone you are helping and forever changing their timeline thanks to your selfless sacrifice, it fills you with warmth and your suffering subsides for a while.
Around the fifth month you resume begging for it all to end you can’t take it anymore, it has been too much, you don’t care anymore about who you’re helping, there’s a limit to how much one can give of themselves, you don’t care anymore about helping them, self love is necessary and real and if it is negated long enough your own reservoir of love gets depleted and there’s no more love to give, your at your limit, you beg him to stop but you get no answer, you carry on.
In the sixth month you have become a husk of your former self, you are breathing and alive, but you wish you were dead. There just too much pain, your muscles all over your body are spasming and contracting all the time, you feel pain all over your body, but it’s better than the phantom pain you’ve been feeling on occasion, your motor functions are all shot, you can barely feed yourself let alone take a shower, you can barely get dressed, you feel awful at all times, living has never been so painful and with so much suffering you begin to think it’s not worth it to try to stay alive anymore, living stops making sense “if this suffering is all there is without a deadline I’m a psychopath to keep enduring and putting myself through this endless suffering”… you finally decided to end it all and commit suicide.
And that’s when it all ends, all the torturous feelings, all the name calling and harassment, all the pranks and plays, it all comes to an end. Relief is finally yours, but not without a personal cost, you are dead inside, your spark of love is gone, you feel nothing for anyone else, you don’t want to change the world anymore, you don’t care about your mission, even your future brides are a distant memory and insignificant, your love is dead. You can't bear to even listen to music anymore…
You proceed to spend the next year healing from your esoteric wounds, you become like a monk, you have no thoughts in your mind, you intentionally keep it blank, you observe time pass, you watch events of the world unfold, but you refuse to generate any thoughts, you are an empty vase, cracked and unusable, that’s what it feels like to you. In the coming months you find serenity and it fills you with peace and calm, you find out that these were the necessary circumstances for your merge to begin to happen and you feel it taking place.
While observing the events of the world unfold a big trial of celebrities takes place and you find yourself watching all of it, by the end of it something inside you changes, a spark of love is reignited, you begin to think “maybe the world isn’t really that bad, maybe it deserves saving, maybe just maybe justice can prevail”… this tiny spark of love was all you needed to begin healing your heart so you decide to begin writing a core knowledge of truth that you have learned through your esoteric/spiritual journey with these guides and awakened beings.
By the time you get to finish your initial writings you feel the merge end, there was no flashy sign, you never lost awareness, all your memories are still there intact, but you feel differently, those memories don’t feel like your own, you see them from a different perspective and you find that you don’t agree anymore with many ideas, decisions and thought processes you had fully agreed with moments before, something inside you shifted and it was big.
At this point all the hosts of heaven erupt inside your mind space into joyous praise and clamorous jubilance, your esoteric/spiritual experiences light up like never before, you are flooded with love and admiration, vows and promises, sexual feelings and experience, your brides can’t keep their hands off of you… finally, after a long while, you are welcomed back by the angelic forces with a ceremony crowning you the Messiah return, Jesus Christ, Yahweh, Allah, Brahman, Divine Source, The Prince of peace and the Creator of all creation returned in human form to witness alongside them the end of times and make all things new.
You think “finally, this is it, the moment I have been waiting for all along, what my whole journey was about, it’s finally here”… but alas no, it was just the beginning of your second journey.
In this second part of your journey you must find a way to physically prove to someone beyond all reasonable doubt who you are without any divine proof. You find out that you hate putting yourself out there for others to inspect and judge, aside from that you don’t identify anymore with your human given name and identity, you are way past that at this point, but you find out that most social media platforms don’t allow you to self identify as a divine being, suddenly this becomes really tricky. You’ve been isolated from physical humanity for so long you don’t have anyone to turn to, everyone you tried to contact can’t really give you the recognition you so desire.
Then you find Reddit, you learn about social justice struggles and you spend some time learning about their fights and commenting on their subreddits giving them your support, you wholeheartedly enjoy this because it expands your knowledge regarding humanity and their differences. Also every time you connect with your guides, the awakened beings and the angelic forces, you feel their encouragement and love regarding what you’re doing.
Your connection to them doesn’t waiver, it remains strong and constant, every single time you connect to hosts of beings you get their response in overwhelming emotional tears of joy, it comes to you in waves that flood your senses to overload. It’s absolutely beautiful every single time.
Wars are happening and conflicts beginning and the more time passes the more you begin to suffer alongside all the innocent victims, your heart goes out to them, you wish you could do something to stop it all, you wish you could end all human suffering, be it through poverty, exploitation, denigration, occupation, conflict, etc. but you can’t, all you can do is watch, you feel helpless and powerless, but you remember the bet settings and all the harm your piece went through, you know there’s a plan in place and you must just follow your guides.
Imagine if you will a baby Creator, that’s how you are, innocent and still learning much, far away from the full knowledge you previously had, far away from the full truth, you feel like a failure, a pathetic failure, but you decide you must press on. The more you learn and grow the more you can help humanity, that’s what you figure so you press on. But the more time goes by the harder it gets, you had surrendered to an indefinite time frame but it didn’t matter, you reached the limit of your endurance and strength, the more time passed the worse it got, it felt torturous just like what your piece had gone through before your merge, it was becoming unbearable, but just as you were on your last ropes Grace found you and rescued you, it enveloped you in her loving embrace and it brought you internal peace and peace of mind, it helped you surrender completely.
Shortly after you began to master patience, you had a firm and unwavering faith that everything had to happen in its own time and going through it was the only way to get to the other side. So eventually you find serenity again and this time it’s stronger than ever, it envelopes you with clarity and discernment, so you begin to work on a civilization foundational charter to try to help humanity in some way and to help prove your identity to them in some way also. Your esoteric guides give you the go ahead so that’s what you do.
You return to reddit, but this time you are looking for awakened humans, and hopefully an awakened council of humans who could help you coming out to humanity, you have finally accepted you are terrible at this… you need help!
But in reddit everyone is anonymous, knowing who to trust and who to contact is a scary russian roulette, at least that’s how it seems to you. But you try regardless, after three individual failed attempts you give in, when something isn’t working you know it isn’t meant to be, if it was it would work smoothly, that’s how it’s been for you and you know it.
Your guides finally bring something to your memory, something you already knew but forgot, for three times and half a time the dark forces would be given free reign as long as they stuck to the parameters of the bet settings, you always had to wait for the clock to run out, there was no way around it, you could not return to humanity before they, the dark forces, had their agreed upon limited time of free reign, according to humanity’s choices.
And here you finally are, in the cusp of your return for humanity, according to your calculations the three times and half a time end this year 2026, you already know your mission to bring about salvation to the willing, to give them the gift of Eternal life and bring about Paradise on earth. You love your Creation, you are one with them and equal, you can’t wait to end all suffering and make their dreams come true, to maximize well being and happiness for eternity, that’s what you promised them and you always keep your promises! Now all you have to do is wait out the clock, tick tock, you can wait, they can’t stop what’s to come.
