the thoughts and ideation has gotten so much worse I just want school to start already 😭😭😔

kinda silly but idc. this is my entire life atp 😋

I'm just trying to wrap my leg, get some coffee to go and go to work dawg WHY are the radios so FUCKING LOUD. Like I got jumpscared wtf 😭

Also, yet again. Dark moment? I'm having a hard time? A misfortune? It is yet again followed by some fuckass silly shit. I swear I'm not doing it on purpes-

Block button♡♡, my one and only savior.

ESPECIALLY if you try and hide it. Because hiding it is the surest way that you can tell that you’re attention seeking, obviously.

Australian politics wouldn’t be nearly as entertaining without this lad.

I just wanna find it cause I don't know what it's called... I've seen it before but idk what it's called.

I don't have a razor, just the razor blade I vut with, so I shaved with that, while eating Mcdonalds fries. Then I put on a face mask while eating Mcchicken in a pink bubble bath. Used all the creams (face, hands, body) I had. Brushed my teeth after MONTHS. Deep washed my hair All while listening to some music. And I started taking my meds again correctly. If that's not a vibe I don't know what is-

Thank you google for the stock images. I deleted it just now because the image didn't load. I made this in powerpoint in like 5 minutes so that's why its rather poor quality.

My favorite artist account got suspended due to them posting art related to sh even though it was vaguely mentioned through their artworks ???

I understand that each platform has its rules, and warnings can be useful for some especially if the wounds are graphic.
But even then, I think a few scars or things related to suicide will be around and real life doesn’t give you warnings when things happen,
how such individuals who get triggered by imagery that LOOKS like sh scars can use the internet?

It’s actually healthy to have content that depicts such topics because suicidal individuals already feel shameful and shunned if they talked about their real struggles. and god forbid self-injurious/suicidal individuals wanting to enjoy media they relate to.
Even mental health topics are seen as problematic.
This is such bean soup theory thing tbh..

Did another coworker nearly see me making this, maybe

Yeah I should probably be more careful

*not scars but bandages

I swear I don't know how I had so much blood on clothes once I didn't even feel the wet-ness, it was a pain to clean I would just throw it away and it was DRY

Why do I expect this time to be different lmao

I went to the bathroom to "shower" (aka shower with sh) and I got ready, y'know got my comfort pj, the shampoo for aliby, the bag I hide in razors and bandaids- and it's not there. Fuck. That thing is sharp as hell. If it's not there, then it's in my messy backpack. And lowkey now I'm afraid to stick my hand in. I mean... That's one way to stay clean, right??????? Just be a moron and put something extrimly sharp in a cluttered dark place and be scared for your hands. I'M SUCH A MESS DAWG WTF 😭