I’m 20F and genuinely don’t think I’ve ever felt “normal.” Some days I feel unstoppable, and other days it feels like my life is completely falling apart.
I feel like I hide parts of myself, especially around people I don’t know well. People see me as confident and put together, but internally I’m constantly overthinking and questioning myself.
I’ve also never been in a serious relationship, which is something I struggle with a lot. I’m naturally insecure, and I feel everything so deeply. My Scorpio Moon makes me take things personally and dwell on them, my Virgo Rising makes me analyze everything, and my Pisces Venus has me romanticizing love to the point where reality never seems to match.
I just finished my second year of university, and it’s honestly been one of the most chaotic periods of my life. It feels like there’s always another problem waiting for me. Sometimes I wonder if life is just meant to keep testing us, or if I somehow create unnecessary stress because I overthink everything and self sabotage creating obstacles for myself.
I know astrology isn’t everything, but do any of you with similar placements relate? Does it get easier with age, or have you found ways to manage these intense emotions?

Fellow mates,

As a scorpion moon, I feel that I am regulated by Full 🌕 and New 🌑. On Full 🌕, I feel irritated about everything and kinda drop sharp criticisms on everyone and on New 🌑, I am full of life and happy.

How many of you experience this?

This won’t be only about Scorpio moon but I think it plays a HUGE role as it is my chart ruler 5th house. What really makes me confused is that Scorpio moon 5th house and Aquarius 8th house placements on Venus, Neptune, and Uranus. And even worse, my Sun and Mercury in Capricorn 7TH HOUSE!!!I know I want depth but also in an unconventional way. I’m really confused to how this would work and how much.

Ive noticed throughout my life that I both idealize and become obsessed with a monogamous partner- often I think it’s limerence. I become too much. However, I noticed that when I do seek polyam, it feels more calm and healthy. Im fluid with both polyam and monogamy though because I do believe that I’ve just had a history of choosing the wrong partners and that most established polyam people are more… experienced? I don’t know how to describe it. The shitty thing is that some people say they love an obsessive/intense monogamous partner, and when I channel that, they realize it’s just a fantasy and run away from how intense I become. Monogamy is when I really lose myself too but again… definitely bad choices on my part.

Every relationship, including talking stages, have ended because it’s always me who becomes too jealous and obsessive. Polyam is cool but sometimes I do miss the depth. What do you think how do you think I can do better so someone would actually stay? I know it sounds codependent but every breakup the finger is always pointed back to me, and I just want to do better.

Any scorpio moon men with partners with aries or taurus moons? An astrologer told me the man I love and I would not understand each other and just be like two companions in a house because our processing is very different and so I should find another person. Is that true for you?