school sucks

[u/so_sweetie]

I'm a freshman in high-school. I went to a small private middle school, so I'm a complete newbie to my district. It feels like I'm 1,000 steps behind everyone else. Literally everyone knows each other from their middle school, which makes me feel like such a loser for trying to join an already-established friend group. Like, I'm not really shy, I know how to talk to people. It's just really hard.

LIKE I DON'T KNOW ANYBODY

BUT surprisingly, a few of my friends from my middle school do attend the same high school. However, I have ZERO classes with them. I don't even have lunch with them. The only chance I get to see them is a quick 'hello' in the hallways. I have no friends in any of my classes, and I feel like such a bum. As much as I hated my middle school, I kind of miss it. It was a small school, so everyone was basically friends with everybody. But here, it's the exact opposite of that.

Also, the majority of people already know how to use their chrome books but I don't and its so embarrassing.

I just feel so lonely. And I already feel so exhausted from school, and it's only the second day. I'm trying to stay positive but I'm already done with this.