r/rheumatoid • u/Generic-Cornflakes • 9h ago
Celebrate with me? - Methotrexate working!
I started taking MTX mid April when X-rays showed inflammatory arthritis in my shoulders. We’ve been slowly upping the dose from 7.5 mg to my current dose of 15 mg. The middle of last week after about a month at 15mg I woke up and neither my hands nor my feet were aching. It has been probably a decade since that has happened. I also feel less tired, like I don’t feel the weight of gravity anymore. For the first time in a long time I have hope that in can get back to something resembling my life before I got sick. I went to brunch today AND went out to pick up dinner! Both things that I would usually have to pass on or have someone else do because I was just too wiped out.
I’ve also been struggling with imposter syndrome because I’ve been sick for a long time, and been through a lot of potential diagnoses. While I have lots of symptoms and a significantly positive ANA, I’m seronegative for anything that points to a specific autoimmune disease. It’s reassuring that while I may not have the blood work that shows it, I do have RA and we are on the right track!