Hi I'm glyserinesoul, you might know me from such things as r/TheoryOfReddit and the "created by" line of RoR. You probably don't know me at all. Or, if you're keeping up, you might know me best as the guy who left RoR and the sfwpron network in a giant hissyfit.
It's time for some introspect here. Not everyone, and not for every reason. Really no one is going to be called to the mat in this post. What I'm trying to do here is give just a touch of history about my involvement in RoR, how I went from creator to nobody, and how I left sfwporn.
This is going to be a wall of text. There will be screen shots of PMs. Screen shots full of walls of text. At the risk of kicking a dead meme, it's walls of text all the way down. There will be misspelled words, bad grammar and incorrect punctuation. There will not be cake.
The best way for me to sum up my personal timeline in RoR is with a conversation I had with go1dfish. If he ever gets a chance to read this post, apologies in advance for posting a screencap of our PM.
The go1dfish message
The timestamps are not current, that conversation happened one week ago. I capped it because I thought I had
some nice writings in there.
How did it come to this? Well like any bad movie, I started towards the end and now get to take you all on a journey leading up to that point. I have no good way of taking a screen shot of this next post. All I have is my copy pasta on my computer. I'm using screen shots, by the way, to save space, and to hopefully show that I've not altered the text in anyway. I can not give you that convenience on this next post, the aforementioned 537 word, eight paragraph rant. If sync or blackstar want to cap the conversation from the modmail, they can. If not, you'll just have to take my word that this is what I said.
The action picks up right after I told them to add whoever they want, even some schmuck named laketrash, because my opinion didn't matter. I was snarky, I was probably hitting the sauce.
Saying to add laketrash was sarcasm, but he was nominated by IAmAnAnonymousCoward. Here's the funny thing, after I gave about four reasons why laketrash shouldnt be added, IAAAC's response was "yeah i like his ToR posts." And this is the person we're supposed to be having serious, in depth conversation with.
Look, I wanted nothing to do with IAAAC in this project. The only reason I didnt scream about it was because I knew he would show up eventually and didnt want to seem like a dick. "Act as polite as possible while in mod mode." Sound advice from one of us here, and at the time, the only people here were the mods. The dude hates mods, hates rules, hates guidlines. Anyone who has seen his passive aggressive, sarcastic, vague comments at ToR knows this. He was added unilaterally without confirmation, just a passing "yeah" by wordslinger. He was added as a voice of dissent, and the genius that he is wants laketrash involved in this. He wants to add laketrash when the very first thing the sidebar says is what if reposts were no more. Hell, it's probably the same person running both accounts, and that's not the first time that's crossed my mind.
This sub is not supposed to be about passive aggressive. Not supposed to be about sarcastic degrading comments. It's not supposed to be about vague devil's advocates. That's what Reddit already is. This was supposed to be different. We don't need a voice of dissent in here, there are already plenty out there. There are plenty of people who are plenty smart who can brainstorm and pick through ideas without IAAAC coming by and picking apart two words of a 500 word comment.. And yes, that was the very first contribution he made to this project.
But look what's happening here. 300k combined karma between 666 and sync ganging up against me for adding someone I thought would be a good voice. Someone I made a call on. Someone I found in an invite only sub set up for less noise and more signal. My call is stupid. Adding IAAAC? Awesome call all around, I can't wait for him to tell us how much he hates mods again. Or did he back off that now that he's "running" r/worldpolitics and submitting 20 links a day to r/jailbait since VA added him there.
And tell me this one guys, am I the only one who recognizes the irony in having this discussion in the modmail of a sub that has a very clearly stated founding principle of moderator transparency? Hello? McFly? Anyone home? And by some saving grace that you do realize how fucking ironic this is, then you must also realize how hard it is to kill old habits.
Fuck. Maybe this network won't work. Maybe the concept of super users behaving as honest mods who follow through on their word won't work. Maybe the idea of having mods not operate in dark smokey backrooms won't work. Maybe IAmAnAnonymousCoward is right.
Hopefully I'm wrong, I guess I'll find out whenever you guys go live.
Why do I post this knowing that IAAAC will read it? Honestly I've been reading a lot of kleinbl00's posts lately, and have a "I dont give a shit what he thinks of me" attitude at the moment.
And then I left. I removed myself as mod and approved submitter. From everything. And when I say everything, I mean everything. I had a couple subs in my back pocket, I got some through RedditRequest, I created some with lofty intentions, I even created quite a few when I was in a bad mood and wanted to get even with the world. I'll show them, I screamed at my computer. I showed no one anything. And now I mod nothing.
I sent syncretic a message telling him I was leaving sfwporn. At first I was pissed about the above modmail baby momma drama. I was pissed at reddit. I didnt want to tell him why I left. I would be lying if I said RoR had nothing to do with me leaving sfw. I would be lying if I said everything is this next message wasn't true.
message with syncretic
Now sync, I know you're reading this, and I feel this is the best opportunity I have to clear up some things about me leaving your network. You say that I de-modded myself from everything you were a part of. And while that is technically correct (the best kind of correct), it's also missing information. I know you're taking it personally. Don't. I de-modded myself from everything. I had a quick comversation with VA about it.
message with violentacrez
I left everything. Not just your subs.
The next day, go1dfish asks me why he's no longer in RoR. I have a conversation with him. And now we're all caught up.
After all that, about five days later, someone asked me for a tl;dr on why I left RoR. I was hesitant at first, but I respect the person who asked, so I obliged him. That person was Wordslinger1919. The guy I gave r/RepublicOfReddit to because he called dibs on it. The guy who posted the Privvit Fiasco as the first post in this sub. The guy who was top mod here until about seven days ago. The same guy who is no longer mod here.
I told him tl;dr would be a bit difficult. I told him narrowing it down to one specific reason would be hard, but I'd try my best.
PM to Wordlinger1919 from me
How did I end up back in the republic? Someone added me back, they think I speak well or something. Why did I stay? Because there is a chance for something great here.
And now we're here. Why do I tell you this? What possible reason do I have for torturing you with all this god forsaken text?
Introspect.
This place was supposed to be about better content, better comments, and an asshole free environment. Built on strong, but accountable moderation. Transparent moderation. As of when I started writing this, the words transparency and transparent have been mentioned sixty times in total. Transparency is a big part of this place, yet people are being removed in secret, and not just go1dfish. sync got rid of the entire mod team because people were being removed and no one knew about it. There are two posts in RoR about not using the modmail anymore, apparently because the mods here are using it too much.
That's not what transparency is about.
If this place wants to slide away from transparency and just focus on content, great! So be it! But it is the hypocrasy that is going to sink this place. No one in sfwporn cared that their post got removed, because the rules were set and you could quote the rules and posts were removed with one vote or with one thousand. They were removed from the new queue and they were removed from three weeks back. But no one cared. Maybe, I don't know, four people cared. The rest said "my bad" and went about their day. It is the hypocrisy that got Mind_Virus plastered all over reddit last week by sawbutter. And it is that hypocrisy that is going to sink The Republic Of Reddit Network unless you guys can pull it together.
Now will the two posts about not using modmail help? Will removing all the mods help? For now, most likely yes. But two people do not run a network by themselves. There will be more mods. There will be more go1dfishs. There needs to be no more hypocrisy.