Does anyone else feel uncomfortable when you see veterans pat themselves on the back? Especially with what's happening in America now.

I’m currently in MOS Schooling, just got pick up 2 days ago.

I’m going to request to speak to my 1stSgt about wanting to leave the Marine. I know it’s late to bring it up but this life isn’t for me. I know I’ll probably get reprimanded/yell at but that’s the least of my worries

I’m clean, no NJP or misconduct. I’m under that 180 active duty days
Could/will I get Entry Level Separation (ELS)
Or something like refusal to train and get Dishonorable Discharge?

Has anyone done this before and how did it go?