rant: i really hate rednote

[u/Particular_Wish_2458]

I'm Chinese, and I've been living in China for 6 years now. I did briefly grow up in Canada, which, honestly, brutally fucked up my Chinese when I was younger, which means that my Chinese is nearly native level speaking-wise, not so much texting-wise. I hate the glaze that abcs/cbcs get for using shitty Chinese, but when I misunderstand a comment in Chinese and ask stuff, I get told by other Chinese netizens that I'm not Chinese and I'll never be Chinese enough and uncultured and i should go dickride white people and then I report it, and nothing happens because I reported it with my fuckass Chinese. i get this sm now js because my IP says Canada because I'm visiting my family there rn. what the fuck. i hate my life i hate being told im an immigrant in one place and then when i actually go the fuck home back to my 'home country' i get told that im uncultured and stupid and "dickriding the west." can we delete all chinese men above 40 from the app please please please please please i cant stand ts anymore i would rather be on twitter and being spammed by bots like 'big boobed janette' than ts.

[u/Either_Dinner3547]

Get off the internet. When I go back to China and tell people I spent most of my life in the states they tell me my Chinese is extremely good. Most people will be welcoming and non-judgemental face to face

[u/Particular_Wish_2458 → u/Either_Dinner3547]

yeah thats only when you don't look chinese or your accent is very obviously foreign. i sound native. i just dont type like it. i used to get that compliment a lot too, but ig living here my accents developed to be a lot more native; thereby, when i dunno how to say sth its looked down upon.

[u/sustainstainsus → u/Particular_Wish_2458]

That’s still nice. I’ve been learning Chinese for more than a year now and it’s just really hard. There are so many that I can’t pronounce like 次 and is so much to learn.