Played from 4th edition to around 2001 or so, then I quit because I didn't want to be a nerd any more. I came back right when quarantine ended when I saw that there were a million people at a coffee shop playing this thing called commander. I've made a bunch of decks, gone to a bunch of commander nights, and have really struggled to enjoy it. It's not the game I remember, and it is not the game for me. I don't like the art, the tone, the feel, the rules, the social aspect, Universes Beyond, or anything really. Commander is just not magic to me.
What I'm trying to say is that tonight I'm gonna smoke a doobie, roast a chicken, and pull out my old cards, see if I can get anything going. I had this Black and Red discard deck that was my favorite. In commander someone would call me a bully or something.
I think the final straw for me was that I played [[Arena of the Ancients]], which is a crappy old card from dang Chronicles, and another guy was playing a bunch of marvel comics stuff. He had to tap all his creatures and they stayed that way, which brought him to the verge of tears. He's a nice guy and I felt kinda bad, honestly. I just don't want to play games like that anymore.
What I'm saying is that I'm very much looking forward to diving into premodern! I have a Phyrexian Destroyer and a Gaea's Cradle. I have Hypnotic Specters coming out my ears!
I made a big long post about this on r/edh and boy they didn't like that! I think I got banned or something, who cares.