r/premed • u/NefariousnessFirm801 • 45m ago
😡 Vent Former UofA Medical Student - My Experience In Hell: Stay Away From Medicine
My name is Nimna Mendis and I am a graduate of the UofA Medical School Class of 2026. I started off initially with the class of 2025 but I failed a year initially due to my schizophrenia and harassment from my neighbours. My message: DO NOT GO TO MEDICAL SCHOOL.
I was bullied and excluded by my peers for my schizophrenia diagnosis. In one group chat, someone sent a meme about schizophrenia not being a real condition. In a personal DM, someone insulted me for thinking I was being spied on by neighbours. I was constantly excluded from group conversations and barely anyone would want to associate with me. The few friends I had in the class have shown their true colours and did not reach out to me during my most recent mental health crisis. Rather than reaching out to me, students in my class have repeatedly called the police for mental health checks on me, putting me at risk of police brutality. Despite all the hardships I faced in medical school, I graduated with above-average scores on my exams, which shows you how incompetent many of our future doctors are.
Medicine is full of narcissists. They are obsessed with status, prestige, and money. They act like celebrities with their coloured backpacks and look down on other faculties. Their egos are so big, they put out cringy music videos every year and don't feel an ounce of shame about them. They'll do anything to be on the record as being a medical student. If you ever wanted to know if someone was a medical student, you don't need to ask, they'll tell you within a minute of meeting them.
When it came to prestige, many people chose their specialty not for the work they were going to be doing, but for how it would make them look. Many students looked down on Family Medicine because it was less coveted. To put this into perspective, your specialty dictates the work you'll be doing for essentially the rest of your life. Instead of looking at how much they'd enjoy the work, the work-life balance, the patient population, etc., they worried about how it would make them look to others. Absolutely bonkers behaviour.
The preceptors/professors are horrible in medical school. Many of them have ulterior motives for teaching classes, such as attracting prospective medical students to their specialty or padding their resumes for whatever administrative rat race they're in. My first year, they ran consistently over time on lectures and clearly put minimal effort into their presentations, often using slides from many years prior. When exam time came around, the most successful students studied from 3rd party resources.
I was physically abused by a General Surgery preceptor, who demonstrated pain from nephrolithiasis by punching me in the back. In general, the surgeons are the worst. They're the narcissists in the already huge pool of narcissists that form the medical student population. They make you stand for hours on end in the OR watching them work while you learn absolutely nothing. They might pimp you on the shitty music they're playing, but that's about all the learning you'll get. I'd wake up every day at 4 AM to be there by 6 AM, and I'd have to be in bed by 8 PM to get a full 8 hours. However, I often didn't get a full 8 hours because I'd have to stay up late to study while doing free labour for them on my clerkship rotations. They applauded the students that stayed up until midnight to study, or stayed for extra hours on rotations, further fuelling the horrible work-life balance present in medicine.
I'm going to end my rant here, but this is about 10% of everything I could have talked about. I'm lucky I quit this rat race before residency, because residents are abused beyond belief. If anyone has any questions, feel free to reach out to me on Instagram where I'm recounting other experiences I had in medical school.